Okay so today alex decides to drag me out of my house at 7 in the morning to go and go to his thinking place. Okay here's me thinking it's close and stuff... He drags me to gatwick airport its a spot where you actually see planes coming over your head to touch down. Its quite cute but is also quite scary for the fact that someone could just lie there and take out their rocket launcher and blow the plane to smitherines *smiles*
But we just sat there, talked, ate and he kept on making very tempting jokes about the travel lodge. But I managed just by a thread to keep my knickers on lol! Plus, why is it nearly every guy I goes out with has bith of these damn artist in his collection Celine Dion *laughs* and Percy Sledge (He is the guy who made the When a man loves a woman if you don't know the song >>>Here<<<). We are just sitting there listening to his Ipod music on speakers and out of nowhere Celine Dion, A new day started blaring out of the speakers. I turned to him and was singing... it was then after I realised... um Mr I love slipnot, guns and roses and Metallica has Celine Dion on his Ipod. I thought it was cute then Percy Sledge, when a man loves a woman came on. Its my parents song, but he just started doing the most cutest thing and started singing it to me. That song always makes me feel sad and I told him why after, but it still made me feel all shy and stuff.He Tried to get me to dance with him, but it just weren't happening.
When a man loves a woman
He can do no wrong
He can never own some other girl
Yes when a man loves a woman
I know exactly how he feels
'Cause baby, baby, baby, you're my world
Aint been doing nothing much... arggh forgot to tell you lot someone norminated me for fucking prom queen, fuck that shite I am not going. Who ever did that I am going to kill them slowly but very surely. Aint got much going on though I go yorkshire very soon and alex goes to scotlan a week to check up and stuff. It makes it harder to think that he is going away. But we made a deal, we will keep on with the distance thing until the distance starts taking its tole. But I don't think it will so much.
anyways gunna go 'cus I am meant to be at Kaz's now... love ya guys loads xxx
Monday, June 19, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
MY FRENCH FOR YOUR ENGLISH
You want updates Jay you got them....
First to start with, I kinda broke the memory stick you gave me. I don't know how iut happened. Had a full entry with all the stuff that happened but I have no floppy disk or drive to actually transfer it ... so yeah I am kinda stuck.
Alex and David went to download and they totally got along they had a blast apparently. I was so happy and stuff as soon as they got there they called me up singing " I love you baby" down the phone and they got drunk together they gelled really well. Yey! everyone was wishing that I was in callines place, because she was being a bitch, a complete and utter bitch.
I was worried when we were lining up for our exam and alex and shaun were no where to be seen. Me, Matty and erin were looking at the door every five seconds. As we were going in, there comes Alex on skateboard (Yes he has a tendancy of skating around the college on it) and shaun running and skating their asses off to the line. He just stood there proudly sporting his Download pass thingy and arm band... plus, looking really cute. He came out with a really cheesy movie line too which was "Hey baby miss me". We did the exam huing around with him and david,who is on his way back to manchester right now and then came here.
Um Kaz kicked martha out of her house... I wasn't there so I can't actually say blow for blow what happened. All I know is, Karli got martha's big heafty holdal and took it down to the lampost downstairs , came calmly all the way back up the stairs and said to her "Martha there is your bag....follow it" classic line. To which she was in shock. They have also made her to believe that there is something going on between me and anthony and it didn't help that he started kissing my neck and whining with me. To which she attempted and failed badly... wow. So Anthony has stopped coming upto the house because he has a desperate fear of bumping into her again, after she got him kicked out , for budging past him going to use his toilet and then leaving the toilet to come face to face with his mum , who thought something was going between them.
Chantelle is having this fascination with Jamine even though everybody I mean everybody has got the fact that you know he does not like her, except her. He keeps not picking up her calls, blanking her and so forth and still she keeps calling. Damn I'm sorry to bring colour into but what is it with desperate white girls lol!
Dwaine keeps on pronouncing undying love to Kaz. We one day just sat there laughing hard about it saying how much he cares. TWO WORDS DWAINE FUCK OFF.TWO OTHER WORDS DWAINE MOVE ON.
Its getting closer to tuesday and we really miss jay. We wish she was here and everything. So I can just tell her all this stuff to her face and what not but she aint.
Oh and trinidad and tobago were playing sweden, and omg they were brilliant, wicked I tell ya...
But anyway gotta go love you guys and all that xxxx
First to start with, I kinda broke the memory stick you gave me. I don't know how iut happened. Had a full entry with all the stuff that happened but I have no floppy disk or drive to actually transfer it ... so yeah I am kinda stuck.
Alex and David went to download and they totally got along they had a blast apparently. I was so happy and stuff as soon as they got there they called me up singing " I love you baby" down the phone and they got drunk together they gelled really well. Yey! everyone was wishing that I was in callines place, because she was being a bitch, a complete and utter bitch.
I was worried when we were lining up for our exam and alex and shaun were no where to be seen. Me, Matty and erin were looking at the door every five seconds. As we were going in, there comes Alex on skateboard (Yes he has a tendancy of skating around the college on it) and shaun running and skating their asses off to the line. He just stood there proudly sporting his Download pass thingy and arm band... plus, looking really cute. He came out with a really cheesy movie line too which was "Hey baby miss me". We did the exam huing around with him and david,who is on his way back to manchester right now and then came here.
Um Kaz kicked martha out of her house... I wasn't there so I can't actually say blow for blow what happened. All I know is, Karli got martha's big heafty holdal and took it down to the lampost downstairs , came calmly all the way back up the stairs and said to her "Martha there is your bag....follow it" classic line. To which she was in shock. They have also made her to believe that there is something going on between me and anthony and it didn't help that he started kissing my neck and whining with me. To which she attempted and failed badly... wow. So Anthony has stopped coming upto the house because he has a desperate fear of bumping into her again, after she got him kicked out , for budging past him going to use his toilet and then leaving the toilet to come face to face with his mum , who thought something was going between them.
Chantelle is having this fascination with Jamine even though everybody I mean everybody has got the fact that you know he does not like her, except her. He keeps not picking up her calls, blanking her and so forth and still she keeps calling. Damn I'm sorry to bring colour into but what is it with desperate white girls lol!
Dwaine keeps on pronouncing undying love to Kaz. We one day just sat there laughing hard about it saying how much he cares. TWO WORDS DWAINE FUCK OFF.TWO OTHER WORDS DWAINE MOVE ON.
Its getting closer to tuesday and we really miss jay. We wish she was here and everything. So I can just tell her all this stuff to her face and what not but she aint.
Oh and trinidad and tobago were playing sweden, and omg they were brilliant, wicked I tell ya...
But anyway gotta go love you guys and all that xxxx
Thursday, June 08, 2006
There is meaning to the world when you are giving love
Hey everyone well I thought I would do an entry, because I am waiting for Alex to turn up so we can finally go and watch X3 together.
Although I have a strange feeling that we wont actually reach the cinema *smiles* plus we are going pizza hut with everyone in our english class even our three teachers which will be cool. Something that is strangely bugging me though. Alex and david are going to meet up at download and you know sleep in the same tent together, with also Stephen, Devz, Shaun, Lei, Calline. Then the others will share the other tent. I am getting scared for two reasons. David is actually making an effort to know people that I talk to, Plus he is not jumping down the throat of Alex, which is good. But it also puts me on edge because this is definately not him. As everyone knows David is never kind to any of the other males in my life. But he is going to share a tent with Alex. Baby if you are reading this I think David may be sexually attracted to you Lol(Joking) Everyone thinks he has a plan up his sleeve. I dunno what to think.So tommorrow I will get to go to victoria and watch them leave without me to go to download. OH JOY.
I also had to say goodbye to Jay for three weeks gonna be very hard, with the fact that everything is getting a bit hectic around here and I kinda need her harsh sarcastic humour around to kick me up the ass and keep me on my toes. Kaz, chan, Martha and I was there to send her off to the airport at 2 in the morning. We all felt terrible afterwards. So I meant to keep her updated VIA blog.
Um martha... well what can I say she is a brilliant individual. Well I can't say anymore yet but when I get tipped over the edge I started to explode you will know because that's when I start ranting. I've gonna start up the U.H.F.M site again filled with pictures, quotes and all. Humour for me and everyone basically.
Going yorkshire in a few weeks for week (There you go Vic you got your wish) and it is nearly my bday,well not yet since it is next month, but I can't help counting it down. Though it is gonna be kinda strange, this birthday is ... No brother. Yep, I still miss him. I just hope he is okay, he hasn't called me in months, plus its his birthday this month on the 27th.
Well I am fucking boiling today because it just hot outside and I am actually show my arms. I know wow.
Argh Lexi is here so I'm gonna take off. Seeeeeeee yaaaaaaa xx
Oh btw 7 months exactly today since me and Alex have been seeing eachother *smiles* *ghetto voice* Its alllll GUD.
Although I have a strange feeling that we wont actually reach the cinema *smiles* plus we are going pizza hut with everyone in our english class even our three teachers which will be cool. Something that is strangely bugging me though. Alex and david are going to meet up at download and you know sleep in the same tent together, with also Stephen, Devz, Shaun, Lei, Calline. Then the others will share the other tent. I am getting scared for two reasons. David is actually making an effort to know people that I talk to, Plus he is not jumping down the throat of Alex, which is good. But it also puts me on edge because this is definately not him. As everyone knows David is never kind to any of the other males in my life. But he is going to share a tent with Alex. Baby if you are reading this I think David may be sexually attracted to you Lol(Joking) Everyone thinks he has a plan up his sleeve. I dunno what to think.So tommorrow I will get to go to victoria and watch them leave without me to go to download. OH JOY.
I also had to say goodbye to Jay for three weeks gonna be very hard, with the fact that everything is getting a bit hectic around here and I kinda need her harsh sarcastic humour around to kick me up the ass and keep me on my toes. Kaz, chan, Martha and I was there to send her off to the airport at 2 in the morning. We all felt terrible afterwards. So I meant to keep her updated VIA blog.
Um martha... well what can I say she is a brilliant individual. Well I can't say anymore yet but when I get tipped over the edge I started to explode you will know because that's when I start ranting. I've gonna start up the U.H.F.M site again filled with pictures, quotes and all. Humour for me and everyone basically.
Going yorkshire in a few weeks for week (There you go Vic you got your wish) and it is nearly my bday,well not yet since it is next month, but I can't help counting it down. Though it is gonna be kinda strange, this birthday is ... No brother. Yep, I still miss him. I just hope he is okay, he hasn't called me in months, plus its his birthday this month on the 27th.
Well I am fucking boiling today because it just hot outside and I am actually show my arms. I know wow.
Argh Lexi is here so I'm gonna take off. Seeeeeeee yaaaaaaa xx
Oh btw 7 months exactly today since me and Alex have been seeing eachother *smiles* *ghetto voice* Its alllll GUD.
There is meaning to the world when you are giving love
Hey everyone well I thought I would do an entry, because I am waiting for Alex to turn up so we can finally go and watch X3 together.
Although I have a strange feeling that we wont actually reach the cinema *smiles* plus we are going pizza hut with everyone in our english class even our three teachers which will be cool. Something that is strangely bugging me though. Alex and david are going to meet up at download and you know sleep in the same tent together, with also Stephen, Devz, Shaun, Lei, Calline. Then the others will share the other tent. I am getting scared for two reasons. David is actually making an effort to know people that I talk to, Plus he is not jumping down the throat of Alex, which is good. But it also puts me on edge because this is definately not him. As everyone knows David is never kind to any of the other males in my life. But he is going to share a tent with Alex. Baby if you are reading this I think David may be sexually attracted to you Lol(Joking) Everyone thinks he has a plan up his sleeve. I dunno what to think.So tommorrow I will get to go to victoria and watch them leave without me to go to download. OH JOY.
I also had to say goodbye to Jay for three weeks gonna be very hard, with the fact that everything is getting a bit hectic around here and I kinda need her harsh sarcastic humour around to kick me up the ass and keep me on my toes. Kaz, chan, Martha and I was there to send her off to the airport at 2 in the morning. We all felt terrible afterwards. So I meant to keep her updated VIA blog.
Um martha... well what can I say she is a brilliant individual. Well I can't say anymore yet but when I get tipped over the edge I started to explode you will know because that's when I start ranting. I've gonna start up the U.H.F.M site again filled with pictures, quotes and all. Humour for me and everyone basically.
Going yorkshire in a few weeks for week (There you go Vic you got your wish) and it is nearly my bday,well not yet since it is next month, but I can't help counting it down. Though it is gonna be kinda strange, this birthday is ... No brother. Yep, I still miss him. I just hope he is okay, he hasn't called me in months, plus its his birthday this month on the 27th.
Well I am fucking boiling today because it just hot outside and I am actually show my arms. I know wow.
Argh Lexi is here so I'm gonna take off. Seeeeeeee yaaaaaaa xx
Oh btw 7 months exactly today since me and Alex have been seeing eachother *smiles* *ghetto voice* Its alllll GUD.
Although I have a strange feeling that we wont actually reach the cinema *smiles* plus we are going pizza hut with everyone in our english class even our three teachers which will be cool. Something that is strangely bugging me though. Alex and david are going to meet up at download and you know sleep in the same tent together, with also Stephen, Devz, Shaun, Lei, Calline. Then the others will share the other tent. I am getting scared for two reasons. David is actually making an effort to know people that I talk to, Plus he is not jumping down the throat of Alex, which is good. But it also puts me on edge because this is definately not him. As everyone knows David is never kind to any of the other males in my life. But he is going to share a tent with Alex. Baby if you are reading this I think David may be sexually attracted to you Lol(Joking) Everyone thinks he has a plan up his sleeve. I dunno what to think.So tommorrow I will get to go to victoria and watch them leave without me to go to download. OH JOY.
I also had to say goodbye to Jay for three weeks gonna be very hard, with the fact that everything is getting a bit hectic around here and I kinda need her harsh sarcastic humour around to kick me up the ass and keep me on my toes. Kaz, chan, Martha and I was there to send her off to the airport at 2 in the morning. We all felt terrible afterwards. So I meant to keep her updated VIA blog.
Um martha... well what can I say she is a brilliant individual. Well I can't say anymore yet but when I get tipped over the edge I started to explode you will know because that's when I start ranting. I've gonna start up the U.H.F.M site again filled with pictures, quotes and all. Humour for me and everyone basically.
Going yorkshire in a few weeks for week (There you go Vic you got your wish) and it is nearly my bday,well not yet since it is next month, but I can't help counting it down. Though it is gonna be kinda strange, this birthday is ... No brother. Yep, I still miss him. I just hope he is okay, he hasn't called me in months, plus its his birthday this month on the 27th.
Well I am fucking boiling today because it just hot outside and I am actually show my arms. I know wow.
Argh Lexi is here so I'm gonna take off. Seeeeeeee yaaaaaaa xx
Oh btw 7 months exactly today since me and Alex have been seeing eachother *smiles* *ghetto voice* Its alllll GUD.
Monday, June 05, 2006
Te queiro Puta (I want you bitch) so dance dance
Hey guys and girls... I had a wicked time on thursday eventhough it was meant to be the night where I would have been in the cinema watching xmen 3. I went to the fall out boy gig with Alex. fuck it was so fun didn't want the night to end.I met Alex down at college got dressed in converse that I borrowed from my cousin,fishnet tights, lace black skirt,black and red v neck top and had my hair, jokingly emo
headband with bits of purple in it. (we agreed to do our hair different colours, Yeah I know sad)saw alex and I was like *jaw drop* Imagine this yeah, girls: black baggy jeans, black anarchy top, Naruto headband (eventhough I got him into the show, he bought it before me) and wristbands with slight red hair. He looked gorgeous.
we were singing all the way down the road, jumping up and down taking in mind this is still daylight and sunny for once may I add lol!singing different songs by different artists kryptonite by 3 doors down,sweet child o'mine by guns and roses,
basket case greenday,rock and roll queen by Qotsa (which sang to me again at the bustop very loudly),bittersweet symphony by oasis those are the only ones I can remember us singing but there was other random songs.got on the bus and headed towards brixton, listening to his ipod and also singing on the bus. I love his voice it has a growl.Plus play fighting in a cramped space.
"She said she's no good with words but I'm worse"
we get there after some guy tried to ask for my number on the bus and alex wasn't impressed and started having an argument with the guy. Alex was like "do I look invisible to you? can't you see I'm here." and the support act, which was the all american rejects and Hawthorne Heights two good bands were tearing up the stage, me and alex was already screaming like mad. Although alex was too busy trying to get water down my top and attaching his chain to mine so I couldn't move,without pulling him with me.
Everywhere went quiet, so we rushed into the mosh pit and alex gripping on to my hand was like "ooiiiiiiii sorry move" to other people, cracked me up. I mean
the place went dark like pitch black. we got near the front and alex was standing behind me. going into my ear "ooooh haven't met you here before" and "lots and lots of people getting jacked in the dark"and "damn I want you" (I really have to
stop quoting this boy)we started hearing the baseriff to dance dance and the whole place started fucking screaming the place down, the crowd was huge. People were falling over and stuff, people gripping onto me to stay up and alex was swatting them away *smiles*. Plus, jumping so hard.Alex kept on kissing me on my cheek and my neck untold amount of times and once or twice on my lips and having a Hell of time groping me, but what can I say I started it off *wink* Lol!
'fall into bed with me'
It was so funny when the lead singer was like show me some love ya'll everyone was screaming again, someone must have taken off their top and dashed it at the stage then someone dashed their red knickers up towards the stage pissed myself for ages.
and he was like "oooh whoever threw that I will speak to you later" we were singing into people's faces,jumping with other people, proper wrecking eachother My famous emo hair band broke again *sobs*and Alex's headband ended up around his neck.
it all ended too soon. I was sweating like fuck and alex's top was drenched and stuff and his hair was plastard to his forehead and the red was running, hillairious for the fact that he was stating his head was ahving its first period on the street very loudly. He called his friends who he knew were there. Met Danny aka Devz and his girlfriend Lei,rose, Helen and paul.They all had fun and was like to alex we love her about me.Yeay I fitted in. Went to burger king ate. Bought drink and coke
took another bus to streatham and sat in steatham common dancing around and being stupid to the music on Devz phone.It was fucking cold, plus the fact that alex bought water mainly to finish his task of trying to wet my clevage, which he succeded btw,but after that i drenched him head to toe in water*Laughs* that was great. but we had fun...got home at like 3.Me and Alex had an exam next day. We both walked in like the dead had just risen, every fucking inch of our bodies was fucked.
Alex actually has a long scratch on his face and he doesn't know
how it got there.
All my muscle groups hurt and no matter how much Alex massaged my shoulders
and arms, we were both in pain. Jaz was just sitting there, with matty and erin
laughing and talking about us how we were usig the gig to replace violent sex.
*shakes head* yeah I know.
So anyways guys um ... updates
Confirmed I am going to the angels and airwaves gig.
Dave is going lostprophets gig he bought a ticket for stephen, but
he's not sure of going so if he doesn't the ticket is mine *cackles evily*
Charlotte has stopped talking to us because (this is the most funniest reason why)
we didn't want her to get hurt so we told her to stay the night at Kaz's and leave at about 5 in the morning if she really needs to go home.She was wearing the most shortest skirt ever with fishnet tights with rips in it and she wanted to go to her home right thre and then which was in camden,
fucking hell what did she want flashing neon lights saying rape me.
ummm...no so I said to her if she leaves she is intentionally putting
herself in a postiton to get harmed and if it does happen don't come crying
to me, because its your fault to which she replied fuck you corinne
I just laughed. so yeah she is not talking to us.
Neither is sufia, because I danced with her ex man *gasp* eventhough I consider
him as a brother.because I apparently have lost control. Which I am thinking
um... I hardly drink(when I mean hardly drink them lot are ther boozing and acting crazy and there is me sitting at Kaz's computer playing my hacked version of pokemon ruby),Don't smoke, go to college like a goodie two shoes.. okay so I jack stuff here and there(but that comes with the skin colour), but that doesn't make me out of control. eventhough she said all that stuff about me I still told Jasmine about a course that she can do in uni.Sometimes I swearI care too much about people and they don't care a fuck back.
Our group is seriously becoming fucked up. I mean there are people going around
thinking that they are the buffest thing ever to grace the earth *coughcharlottecough*who thinks that is sufia is fat, to me sufia is tiny. char, who could break in half nay second now likes to waste good food with her little eating habits or should I say lack.There are also people, who just in general are pissing people off and then stops talking to them for no reason so ever
*coughsufiacough*
Oh on friday, didn't end up going home. Martha decided to make another
wonderful appearanceand I was late to get my bus again, because Kaz had my phone and I don't really keep track of the time.So I decided to get a bus to camberwell to catch the 176 up to my house. So anyway I got down to the bus stop opposite nandos and some guy starts pissing me off saying how beautiul I am and his friend joins in I was only praying for my bus to come then one of them grabbed me arm and was trying to drag me towards the closed chinese shop.Of course at the part I started pushing and kicking this guy and his friend until they let me go. I ran away from the bus stop took at twelve towards walworth rd I was going to go to my cousins house because I was too scared to even attempt to go home. To face streets that are even more desolate and dark.As I was on the bus, Alex called me from his brothers phone Just to see how I was.I told him what happened and he told me to come to him. So I jumped on a 188 and made my way down to surry keynes Met me at the bus stop and took me to his and him and his brother were watching wrestling *smiles* So we watched wrestling and we all decided to go to bed.
Alex was like um... "I'm trying not to imagine you on bed naked but its not working"
well hun it aint happening was my reply, to which we we standing there just hugging
and his dad walks in (bastard) and asks for a word with Alex outside.
He has an argument with his dad, about me beign there. So alex comes back and was saying that he needed to take a walk.So we walked down near the river and the shops and stuff, just talking about our fathers. He knows everything that entails my dad and I and I know everything about his dad may I juat say our dad's are both fuckers.
we actually fell asleep on the river bench, woke up and it was sunlight at about 5 in the morning.*smiles* everything is finally falling in to place.
Okay well I'm gonna go see ya later x x x
"Oh misery love me"
headband with bits of purple in it. (we agreed to do our hair different colours, Yeah I know sad)saw alex and I was like *jaw drop* Imagine this yeah, girls: black baggy jeans, black anarchy top, Naruto headband (eventhough I got him into the show, he bought it before me) and wristbands with slight red hair. He looked gorgeous.
we were singing all the way down the road, jumping up and down taking in mind this is still daylight and sunny for once may I add lol!singing different songs by different artists kryptonite by 3 doors down,sweet child o'mine by guns and roses,
basket case greenday,rock and roll queen by Qotsa (which sang to me again at the bustop very loudly),bittersweet symphony by oasis those are the only ones I can remember us singing but there was other random songs.got on the bus and headed towards brixton, listening to his ipod and also singing on the bus. I love his voice it has a growl.Plus play fighting in a cramped space.
"She said she's no good with words but I'm worse"
we get there after some guy tried to ask for my number on the bus and alex wasn't impressed and started having an argument with the guy. Alex was like "do I look invisible to you? can't you see I'm here." and the support act, which was the all american rejects and Hawthorne Heights two good bands were tearing up the stage, me and alex was already screaming like mad. Although alex was too busy trying to get water down my top and attaching his chain to mine so I couldn't move,without pulling him with me.
Everywhere went quiet, so we rushed into the mosh pit and alex gripping on to my hand was like "ooiiiiiiii sorry move" to other people, cracked me up. I mean
the place went dark like pitch black. we got near the front and alex was standing behind me. going into my ear "ooooh haven't met you here before" and "lots and lots of people getting jacked in the dark"and "damn I want you" (I really have to
stop quoting this boy)we started hearing the baseriff to dance dance and the whole place started fucking screaming the place down, the crowd was huge. People were falling over and stuff, people gripping onto me to stay up and alex was swatting them away *smiles*. Plus, jumping so hard.Alex kept on kissing me on my cheek and my neck untold amount of times and once or twice on my lips and having a Hell of time groping me, but what can I say I started it off *wink* Lol!
'fall into bed with me'
It was so funny when the lead singer was like show me some love ya'll everyone was screaming again, someone must have taken off their top and dashed it at the stage then someone dashed their red knickers up towards the stage pissed myself for ages.
and he was like "oooh whoever threw that I will speak to you later" we were singing into people's faces,jumping with other people, proper wrecking eachother My famous emo hair band broke again *sobs*and Alex's headband ended up around his neck.
it all ended too soon. I was sweating like fuck and alex's top was drenched and stuff and his hair was plastard to his forehead and the red was running, hillairious for the fact that he was stating his head was ahving its first period on the street very loudly. He called his friends who he knew were there. Met Danny aka Devz and his girlfriend Lei,rose, Helen and paul.They all had fun and was like to alex we love her about me.Yeay I fitted in. Went to burger king ate. Bought drink and coke
took another bus to streatham and sat in steatham common dancing around and being stupid to the music on Devz phone.It was fucking cold, plus the fact that alex bought water mainly to finish his task of trying to wet my clevage, which he succeded btw,but after that i drenched him head to toe in water*Laughs* that was great. but we had fun...got home at like 3.Me and Alex had an exam next day. We both walked in like the dead had just risen, every fucking inch of our bodies was fucked.
Alex actually has a long scratch on his face and he doesn't know
how it got there.
All my muscle groups hurt and no matter how much Alex massaged my shoulders
and arms, we were both in pain. Jaz was just sitting there, with matty and erin
laughing and talking about us how we were usig the gig to replace violent sex.
*shakes head* yeah I know.
So anyways guys um ... updates
Confirmed I am going to the angels and airwaves gig.
Dave is going lostprophets gig he bought a ticket for stephen, but
he's not sure of going so if he doesn't the ticket is mine *cackles evily*
Charlotte has stopped talking to us because (this is the most funniest reason why)
we didn't want her to get hurt so we told her to stay the night at Kaz's and leave at about 5 in the morning if she really needs to go home.She was wearing the most shortest skirt ever with fishnet tights with rips in it and she wanted to go to her home right thre and then which was in camden,
fucking hell what did she want flashing neon lights saying rape me.
ummm...no so I said to her if she leaves she is intentionally putting
herself in a postiton to get harmed and if it does happen don't come crying
to me, because its your fault to which she replied fuck you corinne
I just laughed. so yeah she is not talking to us.
Neither is sufia, because I danced with her ex man *gasp* eventhough I consider
him as a brother.because I apparently have lost control. Which I am thinking
um... I hardly drink(when I mean hardly drink them lot are ther boozing and acting crazy and there is me sitting at Kaz's computer playing my hacked version of pokemon ruby),Don't smoke, go to college like a goodie two shoes.. okay so I jack stuff here and there(but that comes with the skin colour), but that doesn't make me out of control. eventhough she said all that stuff about me I still told Jasmine about a course that she can do in uni.Sometimes I swearI care too much about people and they don't care a fuck back.
Our group is seriously becoming fucked up. I mean there are people going around
thinking that they are the buffest thing ever to grace the earth *coughcharlottecough*who thinks that is sufia is fat, to me sufia is tiny. char, who could break in half nay second now likes to waste good food with her little eating habits or should I say lack.There are also people, who just in general are pissing people off and then stops talking to them for no reason so ever
*coughsufiacough*
Oh on friday, didn't end up going home. Martha decided to make another
wonderful appearanceand I was late to get my bus again, because Kaz had my phone and I don't really keep track of the time.So I decided to get a bus to camberwell to catch the 176 up to my house. So anyway I got down to the bus stop opposite nandos and some guy starts pissing me off saying how beautiul I am and his friend joins in I was only praying for my bus to come then one of them grabbed me arm and was trying to drag me towards the closed chinese shop.Of course at the part I started pushing and kicking this guy and his friend until they let me go. I ran away from the bus stop took at twelve towards walworth rd I was going to go to my cousins house because I was too scared to even attempt to go home. To face streets that are even more desolate and dark.As I was on the bus, Alex called me from his brothers phone Just to see how I was.I told him what happened and he told me to come to him. So I jumped on a 188 and made my way down to surry keynes Met me at the bus stop and took me to his and him and his brother were watching wrestling *smiles* So we watched wrestling and we all decided to go to bed.
Alex was like um... "I'm trying not to imagine you on bed naked but its not working"
well hun it aint happening was my reply, to which we we standing there just hugging
and his dad walks in (bastard) and asks for a word with Alex outside.
He has an argument with his dad, about me beign there. So alex comes back and was saying that he needed to take a walk.So we walked down near the river and the shops and stuff, just talking about our fathers. He knows everything that entails my dad and I and I know everything about his dad may I juat say our dad's are both fuckers.
we actually fell asleep on the river bench, woke up and it was sunlight at about 5 in the morning.*smiles* everything is finally falling in to place.
Okay well I'm gonna go see ya later x x x
"Oh misery love me"
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