I'll remember You / Landing in London

It's daybreak
And you are asleep
I can hear you breathe now
Your breath is deep

But before I go
I look at you one last time
I can hear a heartbeat
Is it yours or is it mine?

I look at your lips
I know how soft they can be
Did they know what they wanted
The times they kissed me?

And your hands
I held in mine
Now they're reposing on the pillow
Will they ever miss me sometime?

I'll remember you
You will be there in my heart
I'll remember you
That is all that I can do
And I'll remember

Your eyes
That always make me shiver
Now they are closed
They just sometimes twitch a little
And your body
I could hold for an hour
It sent me to heaven
With it's heat and power

I'll remember you
You will be there in my heart
I'll remember you
That' i all that I can do
And I'll remember

- sophie Zelmani - I'll remember you

Landing in London

I woke up today in London
As the plane was touching down
And all I could think about was Monday
Maybe I’d be back round
If this keeps me away much longer
I don’t know what I would do
You've got to understand it’s a hard life
That I’m going through

And when the night falls in around me
And I don’t think I’ll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you

L.A. is getting kind of crazy
And New York is getting kind of cold
I keep my head from getting lazy
I just can’t wait to get back home

And all these days I spend away
I'll make up for this I swear
I need your love to hold me up
When it’s all to much to bear

And when the night falls in around me
And I don’t think I’ll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you

woah
woah

And all these days I spend away
I'll make up for this I swear
I need your love to hold me up
When it’s all to much to bear

And when the night falls in around me
And I don’t think I’ll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way

Cause all I think about is you







I lost a great guy today. I miss you lex *huggles*

I eat A-levels for fucking breakfast/Nothing can compare to when you roll the dice and swear you love is for me.

I was crying over you
I am smiling, I think of you
Where your gardens have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Oooo yeaha yeah yeaha yeah yeaha yeah...

I was crying over you
I am smiling, I think of you
Misty mornings and water falls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Oooo yeaha yeah yeaha yeah yeaha yeah...

Virtuous sensibility
Escape velocity

Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice and swear your love's for me
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare, don't say farewell

Nothing
- Dice - Finley Quaye

Lol! Hey people just got my A-level reseult back for english Lit and I swear my head spun again, excpet it was spinning while alex was hugging from behind for good luck... So I opened the Letter, there was my grades I checked the back and the started screaming by head off. Alex who still hadn't opened his was like "wwwwwhhhhat did you get???" me still screaming while erin was looking at me wierd but quite happy as I screamed " I got a fucking A OH...MY...GOD" LOL! Alex got an A as well I was so proud of him, although he thinks he only got it because of me which is not true. But Me getting an A in english, me who can barely form a sentence without making a mistake, got an A. So we all decided for a victory drink *smiles* it was great my day has been great I'm so happy, this is everything I wanted and I worked so hard for this. I know it's taken me a long time to get this far, and I am proud that I am finally done witht hat chapter of my life *dances*

______ x_______

Anyway, went to a rock club with Alex and friends from college and tomorrow probably we are going to have a beach party in celebration of our results, but anyway back to the club it was fun had Loads of Metalheads in there Lol! and loads of fucking Emo's that all looked like eachother, I swear they all shop the same place. Anyway we were jumping up and down with all of our friends and then a huge groan came over the crowd when Orson - No Tomorrow came on. I actually like that song, so everyone nearly left the floor and there was me and Alex still dancing to Orson and singing. It was well funny, just having all these people looking at us and smiling. Well they already all looking at me because, you know... I am darker than most of them in there. *laughs* But it was cute 'cus Alex was cupping my face and singing into it very loudly, which was at some point quite distrubing lol! I think it was the drink.

Let’s go to a rave and behave
like we’re tripping simply ’cause
we’re so in love

funny hat
shiny pants
all we need for some romance
go get dolled up and I’ll pick you up

there’s no line for you and me cuz tonight
we’re v.i.p.
I know somebody at the door
I see that twinkle in your eye
you shake your ass and I just die
let’s check our coats
and move out to the floor

when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance

look at me
silly me
I’m as happy as could be
I have a girl who thinks I rock
and tomorrow there’s no school
so let’s go drink some more red bull
and not get home til about
6 o clock

when I’m dancing with you
tomorrow doesn’t matter
turn the music up
til the windows start to shatter
cuz you’re the only one who can get me on my feet
and I can’t even dance

everybody here is staring
at the outfit that you’re wearing
love it when they check you out
cover’s only 20 bucks
and even if the dj sucks
it’s time to turn this mother out

when we’re together
when we’re together
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no one in the world
but you and me
just you and me
you and me

- No Tomorrow - Orson

Oh, I think I may have gig fever later in the year instead of in the summer I think september and October will be my buisiest months. Got All-American Rejects, InMe and the End of Days festival, which me and David are going to. InMe are headlining and I am starting to take a huge liking to Brigade (ecspecially their song queenie) check them out.

David should be coming down on sunday to say goodbye to Alex who leaves on monday *deep breath* Vic called me Yesterday asking me if Alex left yet, he better not plan any unsuspected vists anytime soon, or I will send him back to where he came from. Meant to hanging ouf with fran and Komal on sunday and then go and stay with Alex for the night so I can go I bid him goodbye. K and Fran hav got this wild idea that me and Jay (yes Jasmine) are going out! Umm..... no, Just no. I love you Jay, but definately not like that.

Taught Alex how to slow dance yesterday, although on the night when we went out to the rock club, after the club we closed , we went to some ghetto fied club and I learnt that the boy can WHINE, omg it was so bad he was turning me on (I know you didn't want to know that) but it was, my god *waves hands infront of face*. He made me hook up my mp3 player to his comp and was playing slow tracks from it. But I made sense field - Save yourself play over and over again, 'cus I like that song and Alex likes it too so he didn't mind. Although, I have been annoying Jay with IT ALL WEEKEND. He was learning for the Prom, but I didn't show. He didn't because he wasn't expecting me too. Oh I forgot to mention I won at the prom, I was prom queen. But because I wasn't there they gave it to some chick I really wanna slap. Lex won prince (but I already knew he would).

Instead of going to prom, went out with Kaz and she got me succesfully drunk (which Lex picked up when he called me) I promised him I would stay away from the male variety when I am drunk. There were tons of guys dancing with me and Kaz and getting damn tents in their trousers because of it(eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww). Wasn't nice when gusy were grabbing us and rubbing us up against them *shudders some more* I feel more sorry for Kaz but we wont got into that.But we got free food Yey. Looking good Pays I guess.

Anyway I'm heading out may write a entry on monday, we all know why. Anyway c u Later x x x x x x x x


Turn out the light
Just say goodnight to yourself
May I remind you
When you find you
Are all alone’s when you
You’ve got to be strong
That’s when they call you in the night
He’s got your picture in his mind
He’s got your number on a paper
At his disposal anytime

Is it really true
Could you save yourself
For someone who could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who
Someone who

You met in a bar
The back of a car
And for a moment
You felt important
But not in your heart
Cuz my self esteem
It’s been low
Go ahead and count,
It’s been lower than low
I know the feeling
Of it stealing life out from under me

Cuz I want to learn
Can you save yourself
For someone who
Could love you for you
So many times we just give it away
To someone who couldn’t even remember your name
Did you save yourself
For someone who loves you for you
And loves me for me
Or give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Can cherish your name

Cuz I want to learn
Did you save yourself
For someone who
Loves you for you
And loves me for me
Give it away
To someone who
Someone who
Cherish you

Cherish you

- Sense Field - Save Yourself

These Arms of mine.

These arms of mine

( Otis Redding )

These arms of mine
They are lonely
Lonely and feeling blue
These arms of mine
They are yearning
Yearning from wanting you
And if you would let them hold you
Oh how grateful I will be

These arms of mine
They are burning
Burning from wanting you
These arms of mine
They are wanting
Wanting to hold you
And if you would let them hold you
Oh how greateful I will be

Come on, come on, baby
Just be my little woman
Just be my lover, oh
I need me somebody
Somebody to treat me right
I need your arms, loving arms
To hold me tight
And I need, I need your
I need your tender lips...

Hey Guys I'm online at Alex's house at the mo.I've been really busy this week and also been having some fun down oxord street (I'll explain later).

Anyway ... what have I been upto? Sorting out stuff for student loan, going to court (I am not even going to bother explaining that one), spending time with Lex, Kinda shitting myself that it is august already and results are just around the corner and other great and wonderul stuff.

Talking more on Alex and I spending more time with each other we decided to go down the westend and to hmv. But when we got to oxford street, I swear to god it looked like camden. All these Emo's, punks, goths and pixies were fucking everywhere. I'm not complaining, but I was a little wierded out when I actually saw they were opening up shops like camden that sell studded bracelets and band tops.
So then Alex decided he would dare me to do this and he would do it in return. Go up to a group of them and say we are doing a research about the most popular bands that people listen to, funny enough all of them co-operated, but the answers we got was so funny.

So we asked a group of girls who is your favourite u.k band.They could have said Lostprophets, brigade,the darkness (eventhough they suck) or even razorlight, but no... one girl came out with Mcfly and they were all like yeah we are going to see them soon. Alex started bursting into laughter so badly, I could see the tears in his eyes. Plus, these girls were dressed all in punk like attire. So then I asked them who is your favourite american act then, they stood their for a while looking a bit stumped and then came out with fall out boy, to which alex was still pissing himself laughing.Then asked 'em "so when did you start listening to them?" "since their first single dance, dance" At this point Me and Alex started Laughing our heads off and the girls thought it was because alex was already being a maniac laughing in the corner that's why I was laughing, but no. It was because that was not Falloutboy's first single or Album. We couldn't continue so I just said thankyou for your time and they walked off and we started creasing up Laughing so bad that our stomachs and cheeks hurt. So we just went around doing it for about an hour or so and then we went into hmv. But it was fun, haven't laughed like that in ages.

Bought fantastic four on dvd and ever since I have I keep on listening to Noots by sum 41, its starting to piss Alex off but he keeps on playing songs from Dirty dancing. No trust me it is strange to have Velvet revolver playing and then all of a sudden Otis Redding - these arms of mine comes on. Horrible mix but I love that song. Yeah a little makeout sesh happened to that song when his cute adorable sister walks into the room, not good.

I might start up the countdown clocks again, because I have some stuff to countdown too.

But Yeah I'm gone, because I have alot to do today so... Later days x x x