Thursday, July 27, 2006

Yorkshire air gets me high

Hey people I have got to be very quick because Vic is already moaning that I have been on the computer for half an hour and I am being very antisocial, even though they all know eachother, and share a common bond of pissing on other people's tents at download *laughs* Oh me and my mum eventually left for yorkshire late at night caught the train to manchester then took coach rest of the way, it was okay got little tired afterwards. It was okay when I reached there in the early morning because Vic and David were wait for me at my other aunts house.

Yesterday I got to see my sick aunt, I must admit I did cry they are trying to put her in for surgery but they don't think its going to help much. My mum thought it would be best if I went and hung out with boys and she would stay at the hospital until everyone was ready to go home. So I took the bus back got to vic's and guess who just arrived, sitting on vics couch all smug... Alex. Vic hasn't seen me and Alex together, so he was getting slightly jealous and he was talking to me about it afterwards, I felt bad but he told me not too but I can't help it. We went to towndid a bit of shopping and sat in mcdonalds for three hours talking randomly about shit.

stayed at Vics at tuesday, spent practically half of wednesday in the hosptial and then the rest at vics. Then my mum called me to tell me that we have to go tomoz because my dad is trying to contest the divorce, not good. Anyway... got to go and finish watching V for vendetta. Eventhough I have watched it before they keep on pausing it when I go to the toilet and I'm like watch the goddamn film. lol!

Didn't have much time to do shopping, but I might be coming back down here again next week.

Vic also tried to get me and Alex to break up while we were there for the sole fact that he could try and swoop in. Plus, because he said there is no point of carrying on a relationship that will have to end come the 21st of august (day alex leaves). I don't care, I'll face that day when it comes, but until then I'm happy, he's happy and that's how it is going to stay.

Anyway love ya loads xxxx

Monday, July 24, 2006

My birthday......Yeay I'm nineteen.

Hey people *screams* Its my birthday, its my birthday. I am now nineteen *does a little dance* Um I was actually was meant to be traveling to Yorkshire today, but because of complications of living space and yada yada yada I will have to go next week. I don't mind David and Vic will be there and Alex might pass by there on his way back from Scotland. Before he left though he thought he would surprise me. At 8 in the morning, I heard a knock at the door. My mum who wasn't in for some odd reason, when were meant to be catch our coach at 11 was quite worrying. So he turned up with a big bag and he would only give me what I he had if I walked outside with him. That meant me going out in my pj's and a vest top. So we went the park (that was after much bugging by the way) lol! We get the park and he gives me a teeny weenie little card. Then he handed over the bag. Inside the bag I found. £20 whs gift vouchers, which had an instruction for using them for uni, A ticket to see the All American Rejects with him, a pair of fairy earrings, a teddy and fairy lights which I think he bought because he knows I am moving) He spent so much money on me, I was like hugging him and kind of jumping up and down because I am going to see The All American Rejects again, but in full this time. Awww such a sweetie, seeing him first thing in the morning and on my birthday really did cheer me up. He just kept on singing happy birthday to me until I told him shut the hell up. He loves pissing me off, because apparently there is a face I pull that makes him laugh. Walked me back to my house and I kissed him off because he was leaving for scotland today for a week, because of job interviews.He handed me 25 pounds and as soon as he handed it over I knew what it was for... No not a years worth of condoms...But the rest of the money to buy my mp3 player, because I was a bit short *huggles*. I get undivided attention when he gets back, not that I asked for it, but then again I aint going to complain about it either lol!
Then we found out our aunt couldn't put us up for the week, so then we couldn't go. My mum arranged a little thing between her church friends and we went nandos and cinema to watch the break up (which was actually alright) and then went to church. I got presents of a bag, Money, deposit on my electric guitar which I will show you a pic of eventually, Bed sheets (because I am moving), teddy, money, clothes, underwear ( yeah that one was a bit odd to me too) and a new jacket. More presents to come when I grace Yorkshire arrggggghhhh!

Today was actually fun, I loved every bit of it. Blessed although is very mean and very annoying, kept on picking on me and annoying me to the point where I would violently smash his head into the banister that was separating us while he was teasing me, then set his body alight... burn baby burn.

Oh plus, yesterday me and my friends are thinking of doing a kind of dress up as a anime character, but change something about them. I decided that I was going to be the black Chung li. The white Chung li used her hand and her feet. Mine uses crowbars and cricket bats. People have already being saying to me on msn, that my hair really does look like hers, but then again some people are saying I look like the black version of Sailor moon *LAUGHS*.When we finish making the page you will know because there will be a link in the left hand navigation.

Thinking of changing my template, it will hopefully have the same layout just a different feel. The fallen angel thing is getting a bit tired now.

Anyway I'm heading off see ya later x x x x x x x x x

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Happy Bday Blog *huggles* You have served me well.

Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to my blog, Happy birthday to you. *w00ts* you are two years old *claps* well what can I say its been an up and down rollercoaster ride, but I am finally happy and I think without my online friends reading my blog sending me emails and messages via my tagger and other stuff I wouldn't have been able to laugh over everything that has happened. Thank you guys.

Well it is now my bday in 2 days now arrrggghhh *screams* I am getting old. Although my bday is not going to be fun because I will be spending six hours of it on my way to yorkshire. I don't know i you guys if you remember, but last year I basically went over to yorkshire to watch one of my aunts die of breast cancer. This time it is another aunt, that's why I think so strongly about breast cancer and stuff because I have to watch the women around me die one by one to it. Then, I have to remind mysel that might be me in a few years.I don't want that to be the case, but it might be. Upside to all of this, david and possibly alex if he can srounge enough money will be meeting me in yorkshire to stay at Vic's.Sheep-a-doo has the house all to himself so this should be excellent.

I got my student loan assessed and I AM GOING TO GET PAIIIIIIIIID come september.

We were all counting how long we have been with our boyfriends yesterday, yes I know very sad... but I realised 9 months me and alex, my god time fly's. God it only feels like a month ago when he was running against me for president of college and was defacing all my posters. *laughs* he hangs his head in shame everytime I mention it. He also stole one and put it up in his room, I thought he was lying until I went to his room.We have had a rough patch of recent, because of something I did while I was drunk, but he forgave me because he knows I wouldn't have done it if I wasn't. Just think about it another 3 months and it will be a year.

My mum is still trying to force me going to church, watch soon she is going to stop from going out like she did last time. Omg this woman humours me honestly, there is never a dull day when my mother is involved she always gives me somethin to laugh about. The other day she heards right where I belong by three doors down and apparently it sounds satanic *laughs* you have actually go and download that song and report back if it sounds "satanic". Plus, three doors down don't swear, don't talk about cutting peoples heads off ,killing yourself or the random others that people sing (or rather scream about). Everyday I have to put back up my lostprophets poster because she doesn't like the eagle. My god if you don't like it don't snoop in my damn room argggggghhhhhh!

I am also very very honoured that its my blogs bday on the same day that dennis "iceman" bergkamp gave up his carrier playing for Arsenal. No one can deny that he has served us well through the years and never, ever lagged around and like other player from other teams that we know such as beckham, but worked hard for where he is.... Photobucket - Video and Image Hosting

I have my prom in august I though it was in july, its a day before we gete our results apparently. So I should be suited and booted, well not technically but you get the point.

This summer I must admit is quieter than last years, but I think that is because there is no azera hovering over me and wishing to contribute in every aspect of my life.

Anyway people I am off to go and buy my mp3 player *smiles its pretty its black and its made by phillips, 6gb. But I won't open it today I wait until my bday.

*waves* bye have a great weekend x x x x x x x x x

Wednesday, July 19, 2006

Street gigs means showbiz!!!

Hellllllllo everyone. Okay during last week or so I got bored and went on the street gigs website, where you go to gigs for free across the u.k. So I thought why not I would enter. So I did. This week I got a text message saying you're on, on the 20th of July, to see a band named hot chip (I know...who you ask.) Now this gig is in bristol, a coach is taking me and any friend of my choosing there (to which I picked Kaz) except I listened to their stuff on myspace and it sounds pretty crappy, so I don't think I can be bothered to go. But I am always saying I never win anything and here I am winning something, chosen and I don't wanna go. Fucking wierd that. The gig is one day away and I still can't make up my damn mind. I wish it was for the futureheads one of the lostprophets one,(which btw I heard their version of cry me a river, yes by justin timberlake. May I just say they succesfully killed it) but I got this band named fucking hot chip. But it will be on t.v *ponders* so I am going back online and seeing if I can apply to be on the transmission show instead.*laughs*

Um its my bday in 6 days *woots* Stil don't know what I am doing for it. Alex might be away for my bday, which will suck , but I understand what he is going through and I am behind him 100%. The other day we watched the bodyguard, and then sport relief and we did something very generous of us ghetto people and donated 60 quid towards charity. I know.Just the pictures we making me very sad and plus we wanted to see those people run around stark naked. Plus, the other day Alex attempted to at first teach his brother some tricks on the skateboard, and then all of a sudden it turned into a lets teach corinne thing. I had so much fun we all are planning to do it again.

um the weather has been uncomfortable doesn't mean I haven't been walking through the streets of london with little skimpy clothing on because I have. O recent I have been wearing quite girly clothes, it scary.

Oh plus, may be getting a camoflage guitar for my bday I took a pic of this thing but I will have to upload it next entry this thing is beautiful. So I hint as much to my aunt as possible and after a while I think she will... you know... get the hint.

I think that's it. Um its nearly the blogs bday, in three days. awwwwwwwwww that means that this blog will be two years old arrrggggghhhhhhh! two years of me writing this crap.

Anyways I gonna go and think about my little gig dillema.. love ya loadsxxxxx

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I'm just gonna keep singing my song.

Hey guys...

Cordelia - "Why does bad things always happen to me?"
Xander - *cough*Karma*cough*

- Buffy ep - Inca Mummy girl.

*laughs* Karma is great, Karma is wicked, Karma is just a fucking wonderul thing. *laughs once more* Okay I am done. Sorry just a random thought there. Plus another thing if people's friends are actually gonna write stuff to me to try and offend me can they at least get their facts straight number 1 and number 2 *laughs* Do they actually think I care? things and shit happened get over it already, lord jesus.

Anyway, um just gonna be a small entry (thankyou god) because I really cannot be bothered to write about my shit that has happened lately. Ah well.

I experianced Italy winning the world cup first hand, it was great actually. I mean,inside I was rooting for France to win because come on Viera,Henry and Zidane. Great Team. Alex took me to his uncle's resturant, where it had been closed for the night and was turned into basically a mini moshpit of Italian supporters. Alex, who was litraly holding his two fingers up against the temple of my head (because he knows who I am supporting inside) and telling me to cheer italy. When they won, okay I was crushed because I really wanted france to win. But; it was a wicked atmosphere.People buying drinks for one another, I was getting kissed on the cheek by randoms,had the italian flag painted on my cheek, it was fun.
Alex for some reason has taken an interest in wanting to come yorkshire with me, I don't mind, actually I think it would be even better if he does come. Vic will be happy with that, since apparently at download Alex,vic and David were so drunk they started going 'round and pissing on other peoples tents and saying it was a present from the piss fairy. God the males in my life are crazy, but I love them *huggles*

Well it was Kaz's bday on friday, she was a bit moody at the beginning but he alcohol cleared that up completely. But during that night lets just say I had my own problems to deal with.

Trying to find a new house, after the incident of our father finding us, wasn't fun and still isn't but we have to move again. I don't mind really starting to like being this nomadic person, quite fun.

Argh plus I am going prom *screams* Don't wanna go, but Alex and I have been nominated if we both win, that would be cool. So yeah I am starting to see the good side of having a second prom.

Anyways I am going to go, have nothing better to do with my time, so off I am going to write another song.Might put it on DA haven't updated in a while. bye x x x

Monday, July 03, 2006

Standing on the rooftops everybody scream you heart out

Hey everybody. Well I have had a good two weeks and now its july and we all know what happens in July. It my blogs bday plus my bday Yey! But Last Month on the 26th I went to HMV...why? you all ask. Well I met, spoke to, hugged and got album and a single cover signed by Lostprophets. I know, and me and Kaz took a pic with Ian *screams* who to mention had his arm round me *screams again* and then complimented Kaz on her dress, I think it was kind of a sly way of complimenting her on her tits. So of course I took pictures. Shame I didn't take pictures of the crowds it was like a mini mosh pit, with girls crying and all sorts... madness. Plus Kaz kept on screaming out random things like... I love you busted, mcfly, spice girls, Girls aloud. After we met them we got this poster that they were giving away free and it is now up on my wall underneath my signed album cover. >Kaz, Ian and I< >pic< >>signed cd<< >>Signed album...Plus Ian looking hot<<

Alex finally wants to started up a myspace account lol. And he wanted me to take a picture of myself in my supergirl top, because he has a superman top and we showed up at the same time wearing the shirts. It was funny. So here >>>Picture<<<

Its gonna be Kaz's birthday in about let say 5 days and we still trying to plan something for it. We haven't got anything in mind. But since it is on a friday we are going to take advantage of that.

Might be going with the boys, the boys consisting of Vic, David and stephen. Possibly Alex and shaun, but they are a both bit busy right now.

My minds going a little bit crazy, little bit confused too. But I am sorry if what I said offended you, hurt, made you feel betrayed, I do love you, I really do.

Okay so it turns out that all my friends are going prom, so I might as well go and campaign. Ha I aint campaigning, going prom but I aint campaigning.

Oh and by me doing this entry, it could only mean on thing, I got a new memory stick. Planning to get a mp3 player, but that is harder said than done.

Okay well I'm of and stuff. So I am gonna love ya guys and leave ya xxx

Plus: Jay, welcome back home.