Friday, April 20, 2007

what goes around comes back around... biatch I know everything about karma I run that biatch

Hey guys

Just generally on here to write something... I personally love the song (which is apparently about me ) next .. we all know it, its by JT and its called what goes around comes around. Alex (who is now trying the I hate you for what you have done to me approach) started an argument with me... telling me how much he loves me then posting me te lyrics to this song lol. Which I am just gonna pick apart and have fun with lol


Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
- well technically he wasn't a man, he was a boy. aint they much sweeter when they are ripe lol.
You know I gave you the world
- wow really you did, world bow before me I say, sniff the ground like the slaves you are.
You had me in the palm of your hand
- awww well aint that sweet I have held tissue in the palm of my hand too and wiped my ass with it.
So why your love went away
- It didn't I was just got fantastically drunk.. hmm the things alcohol does to ya *smiles*
I just can't seem to understand
- Martha anyone no? we all dont understand what a shocking time it must be for you.
Thought it was me and you babe
- Yea sure me and you my mum , my friends, your friends and my apparent lover *cracks up laughing*
Me and you until the end
- damn that sounds possesive and slightly stalker like (thinks about you) yep very fitting.
But I guess I was wrong
- hell frikking yeah.
Don't want to think about it
- dont then
Don't want to talk about it
- when you dont speak the world is a better place
I'm just so sick about it
- medicine anyone?
Can't believe it's ending this way
- well its just a darn shame babe innit?
Just so confused about it
- mmmmnmnmnmnmnmartha
Feeling the blues about it
- *laughs*
I just can't do without ya
- well I know that already you keep on mentioning that you wanna kill yourself because I am not in your life.
Tell me is this fair?
- hmm no not really but when you slapped me I deserved it but that wasn't fair.


Is this the way it's really going down?
- yep
Is this how we say goodbye?
- Yes again
Should've known better when you came around
- came around to where huh what I dont understand lol
That you were gonna make me cry
- *hugs* well next time when you are gonna cry tell me so I can run in the opposite direction.
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
- run around with whom... oh him yeah I remember..
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
- living a lie wow harsh words.
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...
- food, chewing gum, the secrets to world peace,hitler, a clone of me, jaja binks what???!?

What goes around, goes around, goes around
- does it really
Comes all the way back around
- oooh can't wait.
What goes around, goes around, goes around
- *dances around in a circle*
Comes all the way back around
- yeah heard that already
What goes around, goes around, goes around
- damn okay I get the point
Comes all the way back around
- yesh yesh yesh comes around back around mmmhmmm
What goes around, goes around, goes around
*watches people kartwheeling around her* yeah it really does.
Comes all the way back around
- thankyou you finally finished .. oh wait oh crap he's still singing.
Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
- what was that then?
You said that you were moving on now
- yes.... yes infact I am, wanna take a few pages out of my book?
And maybe I should do the same
- Yes I agree, I hate stakers and you are turning into one.
Funny thing about that is
- yeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaahhhh *aragorn style*
I was ready to give you my name
- I know but I dont think Corinne Fatone goes. Plus btw I have lost my ring.can't find it sorry about that.
Thought it was me and you, babe
- yeah me too...but on one cold winters night when you left me all alone in london I got naughty actually another thing it was more than once *smiles*
And now, it's all just a shame
- yes it is I agree.
And I guess I was wrong
- Well you wasn't wrong it was me and you, until you started being a prick.

Don't want to think about it
- oh here we go again
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
- give me a bucket and I will throw up at the cheesyness.
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
- yep we know, you da knows, your sister knows, michael jackson and bubbles know.
Can you tell me is this fair?
- what that michael jackson and bubbles know, well I dont know, that's upto you personally

Don't want to think about it (no)
- go on think about it, I dare ya go on.
Don't want to talk about it
- apparently that's all you talk about these days.
I'm just so sick about it
- throw up and maybe you might feel better
Can't believe it's ending this way
- well neither can I
Just so confused about it
- what confused I didn't like your friggin rape "joke"
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
- yeah well you should have thought twice about it
I just can't do without ya
- well I can do without you, I still love you though.
Tell me is this fair?
- kinda

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
- I remember that day, I didn't know where to look now that I think back on it, it was quite funny.
That you were going to make me cry
- still doing that are we.
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

- back to this again.
What goes around, goes around, goes around
- more cartwheeling people
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
- Yeah like that punch I gave you after you slapped me biatch.
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby
- ooooh go on then I love pictures, I do, I friggin do.
You spend your nights alone
- nope I am usually with my normal mates or uni mates, or even my mum.
And he never comes home
- he who? *scared voice* There's a male living in my house? quick somebody call the police.
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
- busy tone yeah blud always busy.
I heard you found out
- Yes My embarkment on finding hitler was very successful thanks for mentioning it.
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
- nope not really, since we aint together and it was just a few drunken nights
Ain't that the way it goes
- as I proved above your little theory is so ... what the word... wrong.

You cheated girl
- Still am genuinely sorry about that.
My heart bleeds girl
- stop bleeding on my nice clean floor.
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
- well I would say I did leave you feeling hurt, but imagine how I felt I couldn't wear my ring anymore.
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved
- I got what I deserved *looks around at her gleeming laptop,Mp3 player, new guitar, new phone,new clothes* yes I did thanks for that.
And now you want somebody
- nope not really, you guys are too much effort, but I heard you dont want anyone just want me.
To cure the lonely nights
- like I said nights filled with people
You wish you had somebody
- nope
That could come and make it right
- *laughs*
But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
- well thanks anyway for trying
You'll see
- yey look at those monkey fly *somebody whispers in cordie's ear* I mean look at those monkey's swing.
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
- yeah I know... a few times above.
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
- that you weer gay I knew that too
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
- taht you friends are frikkin liars
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
- that you were a dumbass who likes the sounds of his own voice.
[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
- Yes if I had listened to you I would be a fool.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
- someone was just filling the time in this song.
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]
- what you laughing at your the one who is miserable.

Anyway I am done people, just had to that. oh btw I finally got my new guitar but within a few hours of playing it I broke a steel string. So I have to buy more

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Babes.. what?!? Can you get the britneys in?

Hey everybody, Hows it going? everything is good with me, yeyness. I have been okay just got the last bit of stuff to do with uni. revision and stuff to completeand a business plan which I have have to open up a business with Ozzie and fiona. A hairdressing shop lol.

Anyway, I got locked out of my house. Yes the lock just kept spinning around. We had to ask neighbours too help us get into our house. They gave us a screwdriver and basically the words of get to work came to mind lol. So anyway the guy that lives upstairs tried to get in through our kitchen window but of course it is too high up. So after my mum's much stubborn attitude (which is very often for her may I add) finally decided to call the locksmith.So we call up our landlord (who didn't give us his mobile number, but everyone else in the building has it) and is like I aint paying to get a locksmith. So we called the locksmith anyway... to cut a very long story short.
We called the first locksmith who decided to take an hour and an half to tell us that he couldn't someone out to us. Then we called a second company who took a long ass time to come. It was so long there are pictures of me by my door, falling asleep. lol.

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Mr landlord who said he weren't payin for us to get in our house. Had to pay because we weren't paying for jack *laughs* So I got the invoice to say haha bizatch you had to pay (well that's not what it said exactly)

umm had a good two weeks holi off. David is still begging me to go download... it just aint happening I am going st.lucia mate. sun, sea and money at my fingertips.

What else, what else. The corinne and blessed feud still continues, Well today at the feast, he decided to tell me that I was a lazy bum and that if I didn't get off my ass he would spit in my face *laughs* I just laughed in his face. I didn't even bother with him. The feast though at church was great... minus the fact that sometimes I feel I uncomfortable being there, because they want me to dance and try and be part of them. Sometimes, I dunno I feel sepearate though.

I am trying to keep going to church, be more strong. lol

I didn't get much pics of the feast, but when brother lyndon gets his he will probably give me some.

Trying to move house and I am still looking.

My brother is finally out of prison.

The gang went to have chinese during uni break (easter/ reading week) and I couldn't finish food. Me and my black self couldn't finish jack.

I have an assignment to hand in which I am procrastinating on.

Money on thursday, oh yeahhhh bubs, the smexi one is going shoppin'

Buying a new phone after the one I have had for so long decided to give up on me... Poor thing.

Still trying to find a house.

Posting up this pic to make lex happy lol (the things I do for you):

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Just thinking of how hunger is gonna strike me for a few days.

Anyway people Love ya but I gotta go and do this damn assignment. X X X


कोर्दिए लोवेस यू हर्द्कोरे
(cordie loves you hardcore)

Sunday, April 01, 2007

Keep holding on.... Cus I know we'll make it through. I'll make through.

so I finally finished my three day fast and have been going very easy on foods and what not.

today one of my mums old friends tina came round... Now at times me and tina use to butt heads and she used to get on my right nerve. but then again there were times when tina was compasionate, lovely and generally sweet.

So the was all this enticipatiob being made up from my mum. Apparently, she was the one who made my mum "smile" again... HA. Anyway, so my mum goes to pick her up from the bus stop and then they arrive at the door. Tina has a baby (her baby is soooo cute) but anyway,she comes standing infront of me and I was like "hey tina, tina tina tina" and turns to me and gives me the most dirtest look ever and says "you haven't changed a bit" I felt so hurt because I was actually nice to her. Of course my mum wasn't paying attention she was too busy fuzzing over the baby.

So she looked over her shoulder again like why are you still standing there. I wass so angry that she was in my house and still managing to make me feel down about myself. What am I supposed to do, get a face transplant? totally change who I am because you want me too. I am a tomboy, yes I dont alway dress in higheels and random crap and friggin skirts. The funniest thing yeah, this damned woman hasn't changed either. She is still wearing skin tight clothes, her hair is still gelled down like no mans business. All that has changed about her is that she doesn't sound like she stepped right off the banana boat and has actually grasped our way of living. Damn she angered me.

Plus when my mum was like say hi to corinne she was like nah that's enough give him back now he needs to eat.

So I just kept myself at a distance, which envolves me sitting here writing this entry.

I only hope that tomorrow is this sunny, because I feel like sitting out in the sunshine with a couple of friends and just watching the day pass by and crank up some tunes in the park.