Wednesday, August 05, 2009

Come Home - onerepublic


[Verse 1]
Hello world
Hope you're listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in the wrong place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..


[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home
Oh


[Verse 2]
I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then


[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Oh


[Interlude]
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now


[Chorus]
Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there's a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home



Song reminds me of matt. I want to transfer closer to him. I have nothing to lose, thats if I haven't already lost my sanity. I have dig in and survive this distance.
I'm so cold. I want him to make me smile like he does and laugh at the stupid things I say and do. Running around like kids. kiss him while people watch because we are an interacial couple XD kick him in his butt, have him pick me up every 5 seconds, lay in bed watching films, tv shows and anime. Fall asleep in his arms, play with his hair and hold his hand while he drives and fall asleep on his lap while he drives too. Him feeding me randomly, licking frosting off his fingers and him saying "damnnnnn woman" hehe doing the dishes while he kisses my neck, the random stuff we did in the tent like play our ds's till we fell asleep. eat junk food nearly every morning. me making him tea and him calling it Tealk. The way he smiles at me every morning and kisses me not even caring about my morning breath XD when he stands behind me, watching me put on my makeup and asks me not to because apparently I'm beautiful without it. They way he looked into my eyes after kissing me and smiled, because words always went when he did. The fact that he is proud to have me as a gf, against all the odds he stayed with me.Kissing him while he filled up his car with gas and him letting me put the cap back on, knowing how clumsy I was would let me do it all the time anyway. The way he talks about the future, telling me the details asking about kids and looking forward to waking up every morning and me being there next to him. watching him look after the kids at the pool, that was one thing I can say was a turn on that shouldn't have been XD talking about conspiracy's and issues of the world and not getting bored. watching him watch me playing guitar hero and seeing that smile on his face.

Writing all of that made me realize how much I miss my baby, I have tears in my eyes while I type because I look back and see how happy I was with him and not really happy here without him. I think he's gonna walk through the door randomly or I'll go to sleep and wake up here and realize it was all just a dream and I am still with him.

I may feel cold right now, I can't wait to be by his side again to feel that all over again.

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