If I'm nuts why haven't I realised me losing my own sanity. It's quite stupid to write about. So anyway I realised that everyone says I get these hyper bursts which I Can't control and start doing all weird shit, that I don't even realise I 'm doing. Well I know that I'm doing them but they don't seem strange. eg got bored today and for no reason I grabbed a shaker of salt and started pouring it into evian water and drank it and everyone was laughing, but they say only a real crazy fucker would do that, "but I'm not crazy." I start kicking doors and kartwheeling and stuff like that for the kick of it, I feed off that kind of weird energy, it brands me as weird but I love it.
Yesterday Sufie came round to Kaz's and gave us really late birthday and Christmas presents it was quite funny. I got lip gloss stuff and so perfume and Kaz got some spray and candles so of course Kaz is never a person is satisfied with what she gets, she starts saying for me to give her some of my lip glosses and I hate trying make up on..................... actually I hate trying on makeup full stop. Not that kind of girl. Well maybe the occasional eyeshadow but that's it, it has something with me being a tomboy. So I tried on this brown lipgloss and we started pissing ourselves laughing because I said it made me look like an African who just got off the banana boat with really dry lips." we were there in fits of laughter for hours.
When I left I happened to grab my scarf and leave my phone, which woke Kaz up in the morning because it's my alarm for me to wake up for school. Guess what Kaz does, she calls up my house and tells my dad to wake me up LOL! but I got in trouble because I went to Karli's after "college" LOL! If only he knew the truth. Everytime I look at that countdown clock a sudden feeling of happiness comes over me, knowing that I am getting closer to the day that man is out of my life for three months. I actually told him that this morning he wasn't' too happy. Oh well not like I care, he never cared for me.
In the common room computer room trying to concentrate when the this hifi blasting next to me why all the girls are dancing with each other. Been in this school too long, seeing girls proper grinding with each other LOL! Anyway not feeling good getting really bad abdominal cramps when I'm older my lower organs such as my womb, Fallopian tube and all the other shit, is getting ripped out I don't care no more, it has to get removed. I think I'm done for today. See yaxx
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