My heart is in your hands

Okay, I was late again to college. (come on it's me) I woke up at 8:30 today and rushed around the house. Got to college around 9:35, and what's a day without a prefect being told off with half of year 11 being there, yeay lucky me. (being sarcastic) This school is taking everything out of me...........I can't wait to leave. So today did a few shoots for our media project, me being behind the camera fucked up a whole big part so we have to film it again, but most of the other scenes I filmed were alright so that's okay. I'm listening to Gavin DeGraw's "I don't wanna be" it is a cool song which he sings live. Here, he playing the piano and singing on the clip, if you go to the website then go to multimedia it's a great song and I'm trying to promote it lol! (not that I'm doing a great job at it).

So yesterday, as Asher would know and probably laugh at me for writing this but..... I couldn't let go of him yesterday, I just wanted to stand there hugging him. It's quite funny when I look back on it, and his line of "you know I'm not gonna pull away from you" made me wanna laugh even more. I've also realised that I'm very good at hiding my emotions, as I've been told.

Anyways,I was soooo tired yesterday and it was only tuesday. You see black people get energy from being exsposed to long doses of violence......looks like I have to take another trip down brixton then lol! Oh and I found this today and I know some people will laugh when they see this because I'm constantly treated like a slave by my friends because I'm black.(DONT ASK) and I was thinking of putting this one on the u.h.f.m site Okay so I think I'm done for today...................................yep! see ya