Pretty girl is suffering, while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about
She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head
It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love
- Mixed Verses Pretty girl by Sugarcult
Alex came to see me on sunday.. it was call we stayed up all night chatting and laughing. My mum wasn't exactly around
so no restriction of time. So anyway, his sister is recovering a bit he told me. I am so happy about that, made me smile, I did jump on him
and hugged him because I was so please and just generally happy.
um i think I need some help ... I have become addicted to sailor moon live action. what is wrong with me. I have to stop going on youtube, its making me get in contact with my inner child.
that wills me to watch these things lol. Everyone knows I already, for some wierd reason liked mercury in the cartoon, damn she is hot and evil in the live action version *tries to shut self up* and tuxedo Kamen (tuxedo mask) also known as mamoru ( darien)
is *drools* anyway no-one can take the piss out of me because he was a cartoon because now he is real so ner to you.
been also watching loads of ugly betty *shakes head* and kitchen confidential (show cracks me up). I dunno I think I should stop watching tv. it makes me into this obsessive I must watch next episode person.
And can abc please release Alias season 5 on dvd... some who haven't seen it are itching too. (you see what I mean)
I really feel in the mood for a mocha frappachino and its like 02:02 in the morning. Okay ever since I have started uni I have become coffee and coke hooked (well coke has always been there.. and no not the coke you sniff).
I think its because of lecturers and everytime after a lecture someone always mentions lets go and get a coffee. lol.So when I am doing my two days no sleep. that is the only thing that keeps me alive and awake.Okay and random dancing around my room
but that's it lol.
going to see the symbo boys play on wednesday *w00t* get to jump around. I felt bad last time. Andy told me to come, he put me on the guestlist and everything and because of things that week I forgot to turn up lol. So everyone remind me wednesday... gig.
No offence but how come African guys keep stalking me and telling me they want to marry me and for me to have their kids. They can take me to see their parents in all different parts of africa, one even said take me back to my home town. As far as I know, my home town is either london, u.k or Vieux-fort st.lucia.
I mostly have asian in me. its doesn't show because of my dad. Some people can tell though, because my hair is softer most of the time without relaxer, and my eyes look like they have eyeliner around them sometimes, when they don't.
Apparently my mum thinks that I am going to get married to a white guy. She has a "feeling" I was like oh little do you know. lol
my brother comes out of prison in a few days... dont know whether to be excited or to think oh hey bro when you going in again and leave me here with your crap to sort out.
OTHER UPDATES.
+ uni is having a ball lol. That should be eventful
- No money... running really low. Must get new job, must get it quickly. Student loan comes in 3 weeks... hold on I say for dear life.
- I want to go download, but I got better things to pay money for. I can't believe that brigade weren't invited to do download *shouts at them* YOU GUYS SUCCCCKKKKK.
+ PS3 *W00TS* too expensive yes... come christmas things will be better. I love it how critics are like are you willing to pay £400 quid for ps3 or are you willing to pay £200 for xbox and I was like ummmm you guys are frikking stupid. Xbox was that same price its only because they wanted to be competative that they brought their prices down. Xbox knows it aint that good so they have to strive for damn sucess. Plus, damn its how the business goes right?
- JASMINE SEND OFF THAT DAMN POSTAL ORDER ALREADY. BEFORE I GET BLACK THINGIED ALREADY.I AM NOT CHANGING ACCOUNTS BECAUSE YOU HAVEN'T SENT IT OFF YET. I WILL KICK YOUR ASS CHILD.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Woah its funny how you can be happy one moment and just pissed off the next.
why are people always sensitive about what I say. I just say it to prove a point, but some people just cant except truth.People are always low blowing me when I do it back. Oh how dare you corinne. lets all just get pissy now. Its not fun when the tables are turned. Its okay to make you feel shitty about being who you are, but lets not do it to me. Oh lets carry on in the brilliance of taking the piss.
I dont understand it.
People are so annoying, I swear I can't be near others because I will snap at them. Well I'm just keeping my cool at the moment.
Might just stay indoors for a few days.
lol some girl called me emo at uni again yesterday morning. Guess why? My hair cut (you mean the haircut I didn't have)
My hair has always been this style it just hasn't been long enough to go over my eyes.Think back to the days when my hair could actually fit in a pony tail, there was a fringe,when I was college there was a fringe.Now it is everyone is like why are you getting your hair cut like that. omg the great abomination to the lord.
Plus, if anyone was to cut my hair. it would be my mother... Do you really think I would go to my mother, give me an emo hair cut. She would be like who, what and where?.. emo what is this devilish thing you speak of lol.
Love that woman she cracks me up at times.
To prove a point not that most people care anyway:
I need a holiday, a break. From everyone. From the moaning constantly, the complaints and yada yada yada. I dont wanna hear it right now.
I have my own shit to deal with. I'm sure if I tell ya about it. I just tell you for the sake of telling you.
tired of being a passive smoker, when I wake up in the morning my breathing is terrible. Alex picked up on it before. I used to wheeze in the morning. Its coming back again.
Oh god I'm winging again lol... oh get use to it , exams are nearly here and I am procrastinating like never before.
Might go away and not tell anyone I'm going, minus my mum and maybe a few people (still deciding on that)but yeah just as soon as my break comes... I making a clean break and having some fun.
alex is coming down next week, I dunno why, he just said he was. So is David this sounds be interesting, well for you guys not for me.
I'm getting shell like again. I think I am out of practice of being sociable,bitchy and sociable all wrapped one fantastic package.
wanna get more serious about church. I can see some people going (That's if you aint already)
To sum up this entry southeast and it peeps are drying me up.
Now to end this entry up on a nice happy note. *takes shirt off and starts swinging it around my head* wooooooooo
Okay I am done... and to all my special friends *slap* lol
I dont understand it.
People are so annoying, I swear I can't be near others because I will snap at them. Well I'm just keeping my cool at the moment.
Might just stay indoors for a few days.
lol some girl called me emo at uni again yesterday morning. Guess why? My hair cut (you mean the haircut I didn't have)
My hair has always been this style it just hasn't been long enough to go over my eyes.Think back to the days when my hair could actually fit in a pony tail, there was a fringe,when I was college there was a fringe.Now it is everyone is like why are you getting your hair cut like that. omg the great abomination to the lord.
Plus, if anyone was to cut my hair. it would be my mother... Do you really think I would go to my mother, give me an emo hair cut. She would be like who, what and where?.. emo what is this devilish thing you speak of lol.
Love that woman she cracks me up at times.
To prove a point not that most people care anyway:
I need a holiday, a break. From everyone. From the moaning constantly, the complaints and yada yada yada. I dont wanna hear it right now.
I have my own shit to deal with. I'm sure if I tell ya about it. I just tell you for the sake of telling you.
tired of being a passive smoker, when I wake up in the morning my breathing is terrible. Alex picked up on it before. I used to wheeze in the morning. Its coming back again.
Oh god I'm winging again lol... oh get use to it , exams are nearly here and I am procrastinating like never before.
Might go away and not tell anyone I'm going, minus my mum and maybe a few people (still deciding on that)but yeah just as soon as my break comes... I making a clean break and having some fun.
alex is coming down next week, I dunno why, he just said he was. So is David this sounds be interesting, well for you guys not for me.
I'm getting shell like again. I think I am out of practice of being sociable,bitchy and sociable all wrapped one fantastic package.
wanna get more serious about church. I can see some people going (That's if you aint already)
To sum up this entry southeast and it peeps are drying me up.
Now to end this entry up on a nice happy note. *takes shirt off and starts swinging it around my head* wooooooooo
Okay I am done... and to all my special friends *slap* lol
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
GO GO EMO RANGERS
howdy everyone. Um not feeling good today, its that time of month, plus it is damn freezing in my house for some reason. The other day, me and Kaz found a video mighty moshin' emo rangers.... lol there are actually full episodes *laughs head off* but its just friggin funny, they even have merch out... I so wanna get a shirt... it just makes me laugh. anyway here's the intro the mighty moshin emo rangers lol...
People keep callin me emo(eventhough I aint depressed, I dont go around complaining about my hard ships of life and live in some damn middle class family, with a caring family,I dont cut,Dont wear those frikkin skinny jeans, or walk around with eyeliner like a damn panda, or wear those damn red ribbons in my hair, I just listen to their music and write angsty poetry that is only because I am touch with those felings more.. actually that sounds like I am trying to justify it, so never mind.) I could be token black emo ranger... Token black emo ranger has the power to jack the enemy without them noticing.lol, enough or stupid rambling.
Anyway, I am a bit pissed off today, because of the state my laptop is in. I left it at issa house got home with it and there are scratches on this laptop I have never seen before, greasy finger prints all over the keys and the screen, and damn tea marks over the keys, where the speakers are and the touch pad is as sticky as hell. So once again corinne is a fool for trusting people with her stuff.Plus, someone was trying to crack into my myspace account and it locked me out. Oh well.
Anyway, I am cold, rolling in agony and tired. Man uni is stressin me slightly. I have so much going on I am just trying to get a firm grip on everything. I have 3 assignments to hand in and one portfolio and then I am done for the year. *still got emo rangers theme tune stuck in my head* *hits self*.
bought some new shoes, going paintballin on sunday *w00ts* with friends from uni. oh yeah blud. Still tryin gto look for a new job where my manager isn't a perve.
All stalkers are slowly dying away yey. Life is so peaceful without them. A day without mohammed rubbing himself against me is a good day, any day when he doesn't look at me is even better. Shame the second one doesn't happen, but yeah he has finally left me alone, now all I have to deal with is toks. He is a harder stain to shift.
Feel like going to see brigade or symbo.. dunno. Ah well when I have cash.
Taken my exstentions out and I am ugly again lol. Happy thing though about it, my hair has grown yey.
what other things...
+ apparently my new name is nancy
+ My imvu character is a damn hooker and likes to show off her crotch to anyone who wishes to view it.
- I get my student loan in 36 days... oi people I am dying here lol. I want my holiday and my new guitar you know lol.
and for some reason I cannot be bothered to finish this entry. So I am out bye people xxxx
People keep callin me emo(eventhough I aint depressed, I dont go around complaining about my hard ships of life and live in some damn middle class family, with a caring family,I dont cut,Dont wear those frikkin skinny jeans, or walk around with eyeliner like a damn panda, or wear those damn red ribbons in my hair, I just listen to their music and write angsty poetry that is only because I am touch with those felings more.. actually that sounds like I am trying to justify it, so never mind.) I could be token black emo ranger... Token black emo ranger has the power to jack the enemy without them noticing.lol, enough or stupid rambling.
Anyway, I am a bit pissed off today, because of the state my laptop is in. I left it at issa house got home with it and there are scratches on this laptop I have never seen before, greasy finger prints all over the keys and the screen, and damn tea marks over the keys, where the speakers are and the touch pad is as sticky as hell. So once again corinne is a fool for trusting people with her stuff.Plus, someone was trying to crack into my myspace account and it locked me out. Oh well.
Anyway, I am cold, rolling in agony and tired. Man uni is stressin me slightly. I have so much going on I am just trying to get a firm grip on everything. I have 3 assignments to hand in and one portfolio and then I am done for the year. *still got emo rangers theme tune stuck in my head* *hits self*.
bought some new shoes, going paintballin on sunday *w00ts* with friends from uni. oh yeah blud. Still tryin gto look for a new job where my manager isn't a perve.
All stalkers are slowly dying away yey. Life is so peaceful without them. A day without mohammed rubbing himself against me is a good day, any day when he doesn't look at me is even better. Shame the second one doesn't happen, but yeah he has finally left me alone, now all I have to deal with is toks. He is a harder stain to shift.
Feel like going to see brigade or symbo.. dunno. Ah well when I have cash.
Taken my exstentions out and I am ugly again lol. Happy thing though about it, my hair has grown yey.
what other things...
+ apparently my new name is nancy
+ My imvu character is a damn hooker and likes to show off her crotch to anyone who wishes to view it.
- I get my student loan in 36 days... oi people I am dying here lol. I want my holiday and my new guitar you know lol.
and for some reason I cannot be bothered to finish this entry. So I am out bye people xxxx
Friday, March 09, 2007
If your computer catches a virus while downloading porn, is that still counted as an std?/ I can't believe you are cheating on me... with your wife.
Hey everyone *waves like mad* How are we all? hope you are good. Just giving a little update, since I haven't given one in ages for you all who still check this thing. You must love my ass. Thanx for sticking 'round and yada yada yada. (Yeah that really showed my appreciation *shakes head*)
Anyway, things have been good. Uni, I love this place. Minus the work load and certain ecspecailly this person below...
This is fiona. I mean I didn't like her at first, then I grew to like her. Now I like her but I don't.
Reasons being:
She is so fashion concious it hurts.. I mean she is like going around asking everyone why they aren't in skinny jeans (ewwwww.). SKINNY JEANS SUCK ASS MAN.
She is always saying stuff like oh that person is so ugly and why are they wearing that and yada yada.
She is always talking about her inheritance and how much money she has.She depends on her 'rents too much , that if they left her for one day, she would commit suicide because she would be so clueless
She lies like a professional
She is a user
A fake. *dances around* Just look at me, look at me nooooowwwww... I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
There are so many things that I dislike about this girl. I can't believe I actually once upon a week ago considered her as a friend.
Anyway, couldn't go to a lew tutorial and I told sandra to take my baby (my mp3player) and record the tutorial for me. Since I would be in the library trying to finish off my Working in orgz assignment.
So sandra took my mp3 player and recorded the tutorial. Little did miss fiona know that, that happened. So when I was just about to start my law Assignment (oh I love law. Its so interesting) I thought I would listen to the tutorial to get some ideas. I heard fiona saying to my lecturer, that she didn't think I was going to pass Law, that I was not capable of completing this course. That she is better than me in all subjects. Telling my lecturer that I am bunking the tutorial because I couldn't be bothered to come.That she gave me notes from the last tutorial and I couldn't understand them.
As you can Imagine when I heard this, my mouth was like hanging... This is the reason why. In Law and other subjects, I have to help fiona, take time and sit with her in the library to explain crap to her. In working in Orgz we had a TCA I had the 2 highest score out of my business group, and the girl never gave me no notes, she just said that I had to be in lecture to understand them. When I also insisted on her giving me the notes she happily declined.
So I then started my law assignment and stayed up all night to do it. So When I got to uni I could find the rest of my cases and acts to cite. Sign it in and go home. So I got to the library after staying up all night. I come across fiona in the library. Guess what, girl has just started the assignment is now asking me for help. This is where my plan came in... but I wont discuss it here.
So I went about doing my work, she started carrying books to me, sucking up, being nice, just so I would help her. I outlined what she had to do and I helped her no further. I acted like nothing was wrong as everyone knows, I am damn great at.
I was talking to sandra and Aj about it. Lets just say certain things are already in motion.
To all the people who thought my life shattered into a million pieces (let me have time to tell you it didn't it was hardly an indent) when they left this is for you *laughs*:
And also to my close knit of friends this is a update that you probably already know hehe:
Things are good. I am moving again soon by the end of this month. I only have one more assignment to do for the rest of this year *w00ts*.
I am actually third in the whole uni, its a system they have to make their students work harder and I am third. Go cordie, go cordie.
I am going paintballing in two weeks with my uni mates. omg I can just imagine the war there is going to be. lol.
I am actually a christian now. Lol scary stuff I know. I do sometimes still havbe the tendancy to swear, but its a bond I need to break.
I don't drink anymore. If I do have a drink, I dont drink to get drunk. (Yeah I know everyone is saying, well what's the point then. Drinking gets tierd after a while. but for the new people, have your fun while it lasts lol)
I might have a job as a training Legal executive when I leave uni.
Apparently I am a guy magnet at the moment. Everyone must be on drugs because everyone fancies me. Honestly, I keep asking Kaz is everyone going crazy, has everyone lost their minds lol.
Buying a new guitar by the end of next month.YEEEEAAAHHH BABY MONEY SPENDAGE LOL.
Might be have a get together for my 20th. God I feel so old. I act so mature now, its actually starting to scare me. I mean I have my moments when I regress for a while.
I found out that Jay (yes jasmine) watches the bratz tv programme on a regular basis. aWWWWW. LOL.
Might be travelling around u.k come summer and maybe america, if I am lucky. I'll be going Scotland,Manchester (david is planning to stay up there),dorset,Yorkshire (yey vic mate another visit coming your way.Awww this time I can't jack any posters outside the cinema in the town :(lol),leed and a few others.
oh and do you remember in Buffy, the becoming part 2 where willow started chanting in her evil crazed eye way. The fact that I had watched that episode so many times the incantation got stuck in my head. Well guess what I found out it actually does mean something. Its latin. I thought it was.
Te implor doamne, nu ignora accasta rugaminte! niche morth niche althientay. Lasa orbita sa fie vasul care i va transporta sufletul la el![I CALL ON YOU, GODS, DO NOT IGNORE THI SUPPLICATION!LET THE ORB BE THE VESSEL TO CARRY HIS SOUL TO HIM!] este scris, aceasta putere este dreptul poporuil meu de conduce [IT IS WITTEN, THIS POWER IS MY RIGHT TO WIELD] Asa sa fie! Acum [LET IT BE SO! NOW!] lol I was speaking Latin all this time lol.
Things are turning out to okay, really okay.
anyway people, I am off. I may comment again... or just add to this one.
Niggahs I love ya like a fat guy loves cake xxx
Anyway, things have been good. Uni, I love this place. Minus the work load and certain ecspecailly this person below...
This is fiona. I mean I didn't like her at first, then I grew to like her. Now I like her but I don't.
Reasons being:
She is so fashion concious it hurts.. I mean she is like going around asking everyone why they aren't in skinny jeans (ewwwww.). SKINNY JEANS SUCK ASS MAN.
She is always saying stuff like oh that person is so ugly and why are they wearing that and yada yada.
She is always talking about her inheritance and how much money she has.She depends on her 'rents too much , that if they left her for one day, she would commit suicide because she would be so clueless
She lies like a professional
She is a user
A fake. *dances around* Just look at me, look at me nooooowwwww... I'm a fake, I'm a fake.
There are so many things that I dislike about this girl. I can't believe I actually once upon a week ago considered her as a friend.
Anyway, couldn't go to a lew tutorial and I told sandra to take my baby (my mp3player) and record the tutorial for me. Since I would be in the library trying to finish off my Working in orgz assignment.
So sandra took my mp3 player and recorded the tutorial. Little did miss fiona know that, that happened. So when I was just about to start my law Assignment (oh I love law. Its so interesting) I thought I would listen to the tutorial to get some ideas. I heard fiona saying to my lecturer, that she didn't think I was going to pass Law, that I was not capable of completing this course. That she is better than me in all subjects. Telling my lecturer that I am bunking the tutorial because I couldn't be bothered to come.That she gave me notes from the last tutorial and I couldn't understand them.
As you can Imagine when I heard this, my mouth was like hanging... This is the reason why. In Law and other subjects, I have to help fiona, take time and sit with her in the library to explain crap to her. In working in Orgz we had a TCA I had the 2 highest score out of my business group, and the girl never gave me no notes, she just said that I had to be in lecture to understand them. When I also insisted on her giving me the notes she happily declined.
So I then started my law assignment and stayed up all night to do it. So When I got to uni I could find the rest of my cases and acts to cite. Sign it in and go home. So I got to the library after staying up all night. I come across fiona in the library. Guess what, girl has just started the assignment is now asking me for help. This is where my plan came in... but I wont discuss it here.
So I went about doing my work, she started carrying books to me, sucking up, being nice, just so I would help her. I outlined what she had to do and I helped her no further. I acted like nothing was wrong as everyone knows, I am damn great at.
I was talking to sandra and Aj about it. Lets just say certain things are already in motion.
To all the people who thought my life shattered into a million pieces (let me have time to tell you it didn't it was hardly an indent) when they left this is for you *laughs*:
And also to my close knit of friends this is a update that you probably already know hehe:
Things are good. I am moving again soon by the end of this month. I only have one more assignment to do for the rest of this year *w00ts*.
I am actually third in the whole uni, its a system they have to make their students work harder and I am third. Go cordie, go cordie.
I am going paintballing in two weeks with my uni mates. omg I can just imagine the war there is going to be. lol.
I am actually a christian now. Lol scary stuff I know. I do sometimes still havbe the tendancy to swear, but its a bond I need to break.
I don't drink anymore. If I do have a drink, I dont drink to get drunk. (Yeah I know everyone is saying, well what's the point then. Drinking gets tierd after a while. but for the new people, have your fun while it lasts lol)
I might have a job as a training Legal executive when I leave uni.
Apparently I am a guy magnet at the moment. Everyone must be on drugs because everyone fancies me. Honestly, I keep asking Kaz is everyone going crazy, has everyone lost their minds lol.
Buying a new guitar by the end of next month.YEEEEAAAHHH BABY MONEY SPENDAGE LOL.
Might be have a get together for my 20th. God I feel so old. I act so mature now, its actually starting to scare me. I mean I have my moments when I regress for a while.
I found out that Jay (yes jasmine) watches the bratz tv programme on a regular basis. aWWWWW. LOL.
Might be travelling around u.k come summer and maybe america, if I am lucky. I'll be going Scotland,Manchester (david is planning to stay up there),dorset,Yorkshire (yey vic mate another visit coming your way.Awww this time I can't jack any posters outside the cinema in the town :(lol),leed and a few others.
oh and do you remember in Buffy, the becoming part 2 where willow started chanting in her evil crazed eye way. The fact that I had watched that episode so many times the incantation got stuck in my head. Well guess what I found out it actually does mean something. Its latin. I thought it was.
Te implor doamne, nu ignora accasta rugaminte! niche morth niche althientay. Lasa orbita sa fie vasul care i va transporta sufletul la el![I CALL ON YOU, GODS, DO NOT IGNORE THI SUPPLICATION!LET THE ORB BE THE VESSEL TO CARRY HIS SOUL TO HIM!] este scris, aceasta putere este dreptul poporuil meu de conduce [IT IS WITTEN, THIS POWER IS MY RIGHT TO WIELD] Asa sa fie! Acum [LET IT BE SO! NOW!] lol I was speaking Latin all this time lol.
Things are turning out to okay, really okay.
anyway people, I am off. I may comment again... or just add to this one.
Niggahs I love ya like a fat guy loves cake xxx
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