so guys what have I recently been upto you only wonder. Well not too much really. Just been hanging out with the gang alot and trying to bust my ass to get into uni. Boy I have never seen me actually work so hard. So I have to finish of my personal statement and then give 15 pounds out of my hard earned money and then send that form off to my different universities out there. Please whatever you do love me uni's I have already had sussex decline me not you lot too. Sussex may have been my dream university to go to but I guess I have to get with the fact that I am not going today, tomorrow or the next.
Hmmm had something really creepy happen to me recently and everyone has pretty much asked me this because of my screen name on Msn but um yeah me and charlotte was on a bus and she was going home so she got o at Peckham and I was left on the bus. This bus was getting empty towards the end of its stop and at this stop I normally get off an get onto another bus which takes me straight home. So I sit there minding my buisness and to mention that there was only me and this guy and two other guys at the back of the bus. I'm just seeing his hand moving furiously up and down and his bag covering his pelvic aread. Now the bus came to some kind of halt and the bag fell onto the floor and I looked over at the guy and there he was just looking at me, eyes fixed and was just wanking away. I was like WTF???? I just was so embarrassed started looking out of the window. but because it was night time I could still see the reflection of his penis and his hand and he was just still looking at me. I just fucking didn't know where to look. The bus got to Dulwich and I got off and he got off too still looking at me. He walked across the road and I though yes he was gone, but then the perverted fucker crossed over the road, walked towards the pub and just stood there looking at me. I still just can't get the thought of it out of my head it is just really terrible. It had been haunting me for days but now I am getting used to it. I guess and I am starting to joke about it.
Um starting my media film production again. This time I will not be laggin in coursework and I am not gonna let my dad affect my sense of direction or determination. So I have emmmanuel, marilyn and Sufia in my group. We are seeming quite the funny team since the only production Emmanuel wants to do is making a porn movie starring me and marilyn. He actaully told us this and we were just like urgh can you just not please. We have decided that our production is just gonna be about some ordinary guy, who gets a letter he is not supposed to get and lands himself in some deep doodah. So when it's finished and if I can I will put thge finished piece up on here for you guys to watch. Wanna take a picture of my group and just show you guys.
Went shisha with the guys on friday. The guys meaning Sufia, Jasmine and Charlotte. Me and Sufia were so fucking light headed and just out of it we were feling sick in the toilets, we couldn't walk properly. Sufie was overly horny and I was kind of the same, except I had to go all the way to hackney if I wanted to get any lol.
Jasmine was laughing her head off at us 'cus apparently we should of had so much. The funniest part was we were so out of it and feeling sick when we came back inside to sit down and listen to music me and sufia still had more. *shakes head* Yeah I know me and Sufie are quite the crazy pair.
Fran has been kicking my arse on Yahoo pool so badly. I mean I have to win against her. My competitivness has just reached a whole new level I have to at least beat her like she beat me. For two hours straight this girl wiped the floor with me. I have to practice for pay back.
Been writing few more songs recently and recording them and sending them to david he likes entertaining himself and making up bass riffs to them. So I let him. I miss David. I miss having him just to basically be around. *shouts* COME BACK FROM UNI!!!!!!
Went to philips the other week to straighten his hair. So me and Charlotte went over there and attempted to straighten his hair. It was quite funny we kept on burning him and just laughed when he yelped. Um He was talking to Georgie and I think the other person was Michael. But it was funny because they made Philip rate charlotte right infront of her and he was like... "she is like 9. something on the Philip rictor scale" I was just like can he just not please. Then Charlotte got in an argument with Georgie down the phone which was entertaining. At one point I was standing right infront of him and because I was leaning over to do his hair he like "breasts" "breasts" I kind of just calmly walked out of his line of view. God my chest aint that bloody entertaining it's not like I'm Jordan.
Ooh by Mark and Anthony (excluding girlriends) I have the best butt and breasts otu of the girls, which I didn't believe because come on Martha had an arse (not to be gay or anything) and Kaz has tits.
Me and chris watched Late night raw a couple of weeks ago. That was really fun. I enjoyed myself. I had so MUCH fun that I didn't end up going to college the next day. He didn't go to work either. We just lazed around in bed for hours. Laughing and joking it felt nice. So did other things too but lets just not go into that, not to mention that he had that r'n'b track "Grind with me" by pretty ricky on repeat.I love the bass on that track, not be all funny but it is a song that puts you in the mood and he knew that. You can listen to the track>>>>here<<< if you have never heard it before He didn't want to let me go home. I was at the train station and he wouldn't let me get on the train he just kept on hugging me and pulling me away from the platorm towards the train station exit while saying in a very cute whiny voice "stay with me". Lord knows I wanted too but I couldn't so I tried my hardest to ignore him. I meant to go and see him either this saturday or Sunday, I don't know, I might be working both days. Still we are denying that we are going out. lol. Not that I don't mind because that means I HAVE certain freedom, although I feel guilty when I do think of anyone else in that kind of way but him. You've poisoned me bowy.
So I am just gonna go to bed now because I am tired and I need to get up at six in the morning today because I have an early english lesson. I haven't got the reading text so this should be really interesting. Mr Tidey is going to kill me.
Anyway see ya guys later.
Btw....I took some shots of myself because creativity has become a cure to my boredom so here are just some. Message to Chris and Jasmine. No this is not part of my soft porn collection. Okay. Plus I look 12 in one of them.
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