*Give me all your poison.~ Give me all your pills.~ Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*

Okay I am in still America, as most people have guessed and just random stuff has been happening at home which I really need to get back to sort out. Everything is going alright except my uncle made me cry because my mother lost my money and now she is blaming me. Oh good lord what the hell. Yeah so I feel stupid because he made me son angry that I started crying.

I am talking to alan right now and just this boy keeps on getting worse

*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
I'm going to the shower I will back okay
alan says:
im going pub soon
alan says:
might still be here
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
Okay
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
going pub by yourself?
alan says:
think of me in shower
alan says:
touching u
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:

alan says:

*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
your ideal fnatasy
alan says:
with my bro im going
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
aww alan has gone all shy
alan says:
is nice fantasy
alan says:
lol
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
Oh okay
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:

*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
I guess it is
alan says:
so think it then
alan says:
coriniee
alan says:
pretend its me touching u
alan says:
instaed of u
alan says:
yummy
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
*laughs* um I think I prefer my own hands
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
have fun at the pub love
alan says:
ill try
alan says:
have fun in shower
alan says:

*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
I will *laughs*
alan says:
thinks of corin naked in shower
alan says:

alan says:
yummy
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
quite a nice sight actually
alan says:
i bet
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
if I must say so myself
alan says:
mabe ill see one day
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
don't think so
alan says:
i hope
alan says:
lol
alan says:
ill be waiting
alan says:
lol
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
anyways I gtg see ya hun
alan says:
k baby
alan says:
chat soon
*~Imperial Shadowess & D*Give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill*finishing Ucas form wish me luck* says:
Okay


So is anyone feeling where I am coming from that he is getting even worse.

Um right now I am doing my ucas form with problems,need a reference and I am in another country... bad. But I emailed miss weston I hope she gets it. My deadline is the 15th of january.

I just found out that my grandad is about to pass away so I have to get ready possibly to bury another loved one about around the same time my uncle died,which keeps on getting better and better. Hey this grandad may be slightly evil but hey he always wanted me to get involved with my dark side so how can I say anything against burying him maybe he might leave me alone. So it could mean I might be taking a trip to st.lucia.

We have been trying to call my brother for days now and still no answer which is worrying me and my mum today I got an email from sufia saying she had gone to check on my bro and the woman at the hostel says he hasn't been there in days, which means a few things that his court case didn't go well and now he is behind bars (lord forbid) or he escaped the country to get away from this very same court case. Oh I am worried, can't help a sis from worrying can ya.

Okay so I think is the update I can give because I must stop procrastinating and get back to my UCAS form. Oh I will also change my blog template soon and music. To kinda say good bye to 2005 you know. Fucking shitty year that was lol. So Yeah trying to find something cheery if I don't I will stop being lazy and make one.

Okay I am gone people next entry I will probably be showing you pics from the holiday...