I got Jacked!

Okay I'm am so annoyed right now. My brother kept MY Playstation2 and promised me he would buy me any games console that I wanted to replace it and since Asher had been bugging me to get an Xbox I decided to give in and convert. (omg I can't believe I actually did) So Anyway I come home yesterday from Kaz's house after Ash borrowed me Guilty Gear to find my Xbox gone. (yes GONE) I ask my Mum and Dad where it had gone do you know what and answer I got? "Thomas said that he had to come pick it up and that he borrowed it to you" I was so annoyed I tried calling him and he wouldn't pick up my calls. Watch when I get my hands on him he is a dead man. Also he decided he would also go to Leeds with it as well so I wouldn't mind if he was in London with it, but he is in LEEDS.

TWO days ago Martha decided she would come back into our lives and you know what that means..... TROUBLE. So Last night alot of stuff happened e.g. Karli losing eyeliner,Ash writing on Martha's Jacket and hand in permanent pen (not like she wasn't enjoying it.)Me, I started showing my bitchy side she saw up close and personal (ooh new tv show when innocent black people go bad lol!)which I think she didn't like to much.

So I have a mini media exam I will have so much fun during this exam but I know I'm gonna be tired after it.

So after my little secret got out through Karli's LOVELY TELLING MOUTH things have pretty much gone back to normal and me and Ash just joke about us liking eachother, which is pretty cool. One person who is not entirely comfortable with our joking around is Martha........
So we thought we might do a little experiment. Me and Ash realised that when we went somewhere like just the two e.g. the kitchen Martha would follow and when we went back into the living room, she would follow us there. It was really entertaining to watch.

Yeah so I think that's mostly everything that has happened to me. I don't think I've got nothing more to say. nope I haven't.

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clumsy clumsy Cordie

So once again (because it's becoming a routine)I was late for college today, but I slipped in without being marked in which means if I keep out Miss Weston way all day but still turn up to Drama and Media I can say I wasn't in! *smiles* The only reason I was late today was because I stepped (with full force) on a drawing pin. Ouch you say...I was saying it too. It went in so far circular bit was flat on my foot. So being quiet so my parents didn't because I know them to well and they would complain, I pulled it out and a gush of blood followed it. It was so painful. So I was practically limping to school. Walking across the road I nearly get run over by a car. Lovely. So I get to school to be attacked by cetain girs in this college of mine asking me why my phone was off last night and I was like "my battery power died on me" and they were like "yeah sure". Knowing these girls very well a rumour will be going round the school that I was doing something I wasn't supposed to, but come I was only with Kaz and Ash last night. I can't see anything happening there. So that's my day altogether started with pain and fear and now ends in boredom. I have this drama thing to go to tonight really I'm not in the mood to watch a play but I guess I have to it's part of my exam see you guys later.

Right that's it- fuck it

I have had enough of this fucking sixth-form. I am actually fed up of forever doing coursework and the more I do, the more I seem to get. It's like a never ending cycle that will never end until the day I die. lol! I'm sick and tired of it, I really need to actually have ten hours straight with no interruptions of just sleep (ah that would be nice) but I know I wont get it. So I'm doing five hours a day, and doing coursework in between it. lol! This is not good because I become a real bitch when I don't get any sleep! so today in college what things happened:-

1) my prefecting form stood up for me and gave hell to miss hicks (thankyou)
2)handed in only 6 different chapters of my coursework
3)finished Psychology experiment should try it on my friends
4)had Mr Jahanns be really cruel to me (leave me alone gay man) joking!!!!!!
5) sitting at lunch time and am still hungry after a cheese and onion sandwich and a fanta

great the almightly gay shit is here meaning Mr boyd Gotta go

After Registration
so after being practically pulled off the computer by Mr Boyd (any excuse to touch a student) I came into the common room computer room. To be actually put in on time for the register *Hallelujah chorus starts playing* *looks up at the skies* "Oi you cut it off" *music stops playing* "thankyou". So anyways I'm having serious thoughts on leaving early but then I have to shoot some scenes for media after school so I could be here allllllllll night! *screams* Lord knows I don't wanna be here surrounded by these self centered annoying people..... someone save me. So that's me for the day....I'm soooo gone..

Dry tears

Subdued dreams in my eyes
Essence they’ve yet to find,

Sweet flames of bitter desire,

What fire burns in my chest?


Lonely are these nights,

How do I sleep them?

I can’t write any longer,

Dry tears spill on my cheek.


You may be far but close,

The reason my heart beats

It feels you are missing,

And I drown in these memories.


Find me a reason to live,

Tell me how I can forget

To take a breath when

I’m not thinking of you.


Save me before I die,

Loneliness is a habit now,

Your voice I hear at night

Myself I’ve begun to lose.


Oh, I beg for help

Soaked in my own tears,

Dry tears I blink in my eyes,

Haven’t I cried enough, God?

Charlotte's birthday

Okay so it was charlotte's birthday on friday and it was great. well not to great when my stomach felt like it was going to explode afterwards, but I had alot to drink. Yes the corinne who swore not fall back into her old ways ....was drunk like a true alkie lol! well except for I wasn't intending too. Karli thought she would give me many "magic cokes" as we call it now I was already tipsy that I couldn't tell she put whiskey in my coke lol! by this time I started having the "magic coke"; the birthday girl was staggering about and falling all over th place it was funny. Charlotte is really entertaining when she is drunk. So also before this all happened we thought we should make a banner thing for charlotte welcoming her to the house and It was sweet least she actually appreciated it.

Okay so back to the topic at hand was how charlotte was acting 'cus this really needs to be documented somewhere. So we ran out of Coke and charlotte wanted more drink so we decided to go to the shop. Practically dragging charlotte back, me and martha carried her up the stairs. 10 minutes later charlotte asks "did we go to the aready" we just all bursted out laughing it was soooo funny. Then just to add to it she kept falling all over the place, in the toilet, outside and in the kitchen. It was classic Charlotte (always the entertainer).

Myself I was jumping and spinning around the place while listening to music and me and Kaz decided to dance with eachother when Michelle Branch -Everywhere came on we just kept on spining round and round practically injuring each other as I still have a bruise on my back somewhere. After the hyperness stopped and we were becoming mellow, I sat in the kitchen because number one it is much warmer than the living room/ bedroom and number 2 I just had to sit down cus my head was killing me and I thought what better place than the floor. So anyways Ash joined me and we were talking for a while and kind of cuddling eachother when Martha asks for my minidisc and asks if she can listen to it. So me trying to be nice to her for this new year, I said yes. Then all of a sudden she sits in the corner of the kitchen giving me this evil look (we all know for what reason) and turns on the minidisc, and Kaz joins us since Charlotte (party girl)had fallen asleep.

So it was fine when she was listening to some of the rock tracks and murdering the art of headbanging (meaning she was shit)and started listening to the r'n'b tracks on my minidisc. My god she started Headbanging......yes you heard me Headbanging.....let me just say it one more time Headbanging to Alicia Keys Karma. That is where I just started cussing and under the influence of alcohol my speech was very loud. Karli had to keep on telling me to shut up. lol! Martha's face became picture of jealousy when me and ash started holding hands that's when she came over and starting laying on Asher.

Now thinking this was entertaining to see Martha like this was just mean, but come on it was funny. So by the end of it I went back into the living room with Charlotte and Kaz and just talking, and for some reason , lord knows why I decided that i would take a walk by myself outside at 4 in the morning. Eventually me, Kaz and Charlotte fell asleep in the living room.

But overall the day was good and I went home and got in trouble just like every other day!lol!

Omg what am I about to be involved in!

Okay this what is happening on Friday! Innocently its charlotte's birthday.............. I don't know if I'll be able to write an entry on friday so................... Happy Birthday charlotte *woohoo, dances around* She finally 18 I feel so proud like a mother lol! But there is just a tiny problem with this little birthaday gathering, and that is the wrath of Chantell and her plan to take out Martha......for good. She wants to CUT I stress on the word Cut off all of Martha's hair until it is bald and I just feel bad for Martha because chantelle is really gonna do this. I don't know what to do, either be the mothery and kind corinne, which would help Martha and tell her or be the palin bitch I know I can be! but I promised to Karli I wouldn't say anything so I guess I have to keep to my word. okay so I have to continue this because I gotta registration.

After Registration

Well didn't actually end up going to registration instead I went into the computer room where I ended up having argument with some girl that used to be in my form it was quite annoying but hey I'm over it anyways, I'm really tired and sick so that just makes it worse

endless (unfinished)

time ticks away of
many seconds, minutes
hours
of wasting time
space
breathing oxygen
counting our time down to our deaths
uncontrolable fluctuations in feeling

so sick, I wanna scream

so Iwas fine yesterday, woke up this morning and I couldn't even speak right and this throbbing headache went along with it. I knew I would just catch it off my mum. Its official my immune system is shit. So anyways I've been in bed coughing out parts of my lungs I didn't even know I owned. So I stayed home yeay, but then today was the day I was plannning to make my big entrance back into the media lessons of miss edimatie, and that never happened either. So I am at home nursing my sick mother as well as she is nursing me and chris some how knows I'm at home (I'm gonna kill my mum) and he started being all nursing too which was quite creepy. so anyways I'm tired and I need some rest 'cus my head feels like people are playing either the congo drums or the steel pans in there.

Okay so I'm in love with this song as well right now!

I just thought this is a new thing I'm gonna do.
When I fall in love with a new song I'm gonna put its lyrics up on here. I don't know why! lol! Okay so today it

Zebrahead-Falling apart

Stutter step through another trap set by deception

Mention rejection

Always lies in your eyes

Settles in your action

Jeopardize everything that I want

And I won't compromise anything anymore

In any way victimize myself any more

Liberty

Bridge

Manipulations on my mind

Expectations well defined

Frustrate me

Liberate me

Chorus

Cause everything's falling apart

You can't control me

Everything's falling apart

Now I can't see you

Doesn't matter what I do

I can't see you

Cause everything's falling apart

Varse 2

I got exposed to a deeper form of infection

Shout out" I need acception"

Always lies in your eyes

Settles in your action

Criticize everything that I do

And I will overcome anything that's in store

Nevermore look up to you and adore

Liberty

Manipulation is on my mind Inspect me - try to check me Expectations well defined Dissect me - want to wreck me Violator of my own will Accept me- reject me Separate or shoot to kill

I need this feeling

I need to feel safe in your arms

as the harsh rain reminds me

how alone

how seperate I am from society.

Your comfort is the only thing I call for

inside me, you breathe

words of energy

shines this light into this darkness

keeps it burning

don't let

me fall into this dimness

of tears and depression

save me

take me under your wing

care for me

but I understand until my conflicts end

and my thoughts are not so muddled

and my sprit is not in Contravention

this will never happen

-firequeen

well I'm back at school................now take me home

well I've started school today and I am sooo tired I can hardly stay awake and ....yes you guessed it my trade mark thing to do or get during winter.........a cold which I will probably end up passing ont to to Kaz, poor her. Okay so I need new clothes like desperately because someone hint hint....(Asher) ripped my cargo pants yesterday because he just didn't want to let go of my leg and decided he would use my leg as a guitar also! lol! not to mention him doing the same exact thing to Martha but for longer, and everyone knew she was enjoying it but lets just leave that to the other site. *site* So anyways got into college late today , so late that miss weston was nearly gonna start having a fit at me, least I actually made it in! lol! The fact is that I set my Alarm for 6:30 an then decided to get up at 7:30 then 7:30 turned 8:30 when I finally got up.I kind of ran to the bathroom cus I know I had fifteen minutes to get to school.....would I make it.......no, because I lost my bus pass! Great this day can't get any better.

I haven't really got anything to actually say because nothing really interesting has happened today and normally when that happens I put it teen open diary but today I haven't. Dont ask me why cus I don't know. So guys I'll see you later and start leaving me notes starting to feel a little unloved here!