Friday, April 29, 2005

They're a bit bitey

So yesterday we went to he theatre and sir asked us to dress smartly,no "ghetto clothing" as he put it so we all dressed up but before that I asked sir "can I wear a skirt" he replied "Corinne I told you to dress smartly, not wear skirts to turn on men" I was like ooooooookay then. ( I sound like Martha) so anyways we went to the theatre and guess who was in theplay and that I got to meet afterwards the mother from Shaun of the Dead *woots* I was totally star struck, everyone was asking me who is she.Only me and (I listen to bashment dude)Natalie (and her very greasy hair) knew who she was. I actually went to her They are a bit bitey and she just started cracking up. Kaz very jealous. I woke up this morning and my voice is gone, well kinda can't speak and the back of my throat is very scratchy. It hurts really badly, but I'm fine as long as it doesn't come with a headache or a cold , I'll be fine.
although my eyes are killing me. I have also realsied I have caught it off from carlicia. 'cus she has it too but before me so I blame her.

Oh its also official, Martha is the greatest whore I have ever met. She spent the whole day plus night with her new guy Alan and said to Karli she would come back to her house in the early morning. oooooohhh. She has only known him for a few hours and already she is "sleeping" (WE DON'T KNOW WHAT KIND OF SLEEPING) with him.

Finally finished all my Media amen this could be a weekend of wait for ......wait for it....rest.

No its not because I still have drama to do which Mr J had to go and remind me while I was talkign to Miss Weston couldn't he do it afterwards.

Oh whore is in today, whore meaning Zoey, she finally stopped shagging random men to actually come into school and spend a whole day here *gasps* anyways I got nothing doing so me and my sick self is gonna go to Kaz's house. Oh and I love this little picture here it just fascinated me lol! Image hosted by Photobucket.com

by the way I am being asked to pay to being entered into my media exam because my coursework is late and now I have to go and talk to Ms Bishop (oh sorry Dr Bishop, you mean the title she didn't even work for) to sort out what will be happening also just got a picture of my online friend Sebis so here it is.

Okay so I'll see you guys later. xxx

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Could it be, Martha has found lurrrrrvvvvveeeee

Okay so yesterday I went to Kaz's house to finish my coursework. I got some done but I still need too finish the rest of it lol! do you wanna know why I couldn't finish it because the night just got more and more entertaining. We also met a guy named Alan, one of Dwaynes friends and of course Martha was on the prowl. That was Dwayne's whole plan in the beginning to get Martha attached to one guy so that she wont be handing herself out to every guy she meets. So they stayed the whole night talking and he actually found her fascinating and stuff. Finally somone who actually understands Martha. So Dwayne introduced the alcohol and Kaz started drinking liking usual and so did Martha. Then Alan joined in and so did Dwayne so it was the whole drinking feast minus me. So Dwayne invites Kirsty and leanne up and they already pisse dout of their brains and Leanne grabs and pours alcohol into my mouth no lie that girl is strong I tried fighting her in the end I gave up. lol! but yeah everythign is hectic and I still haven't handed in my coursework for media I am a dead girl. I gotta got ot the theatre today so yeah I guess I wil he preoccupied today so guys I'm gonna catch lunch see yaxxx

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Nearly done, nearly done and my battle is nearly won.

New news just in I am being threatend to not get entered into media because Mrs edi -fucking- matie is not happy, but all my other Media teachers are standing up for me so yey!!!!!! I hate that cow! oh plus I still haven't found my mini disc and I just gave up on one of my courseworks see below

Well today is a very hectic day I have coursework coming out of my eyes, mouth and other nether regions but my point is I'm covered in the shit. My Media was meant to be handed in today, still is, but I thought I might take a break 'cus my eyes are starting to hurt and I did a straight night of working, I am just flat out tired right now *sighs* and still got more work to go. Plus Mr J came up to me today and asked me for my drama coursework I was like sir please just don't ask for it...........I'll get it to you when I can I promise and he looked at me really sympathetically, I just laughed. He said I should talk to him on msn if I am really having problems with doing it. I don't have problems doing it, its just the amount I have to do on it, that is what's driving me crazy.

The campaigning for the school election has started and I am part of the Active party run by Sabriye (yeay) but there has just been a lot of stuff going on.Our posters are being ripped down by the free rights party. The point is Megan Carr is the front person of The free rights Party, but Natalie Murphy (Mrs I listen to bashment dude and looks very unwashed) is on her party. Now everyone knows that Natalie is a very competitive fucker, which I hate and she is actually forcing people to vote for her and going agaisnt what Megan is saying I swear she thinks she's running. She even said today " I aint reaching out to anyone how am I gonna get any votes" The active party (yey) are all wearing badges and stuff and Natalie is going its not about bloody badges its about their manifesto (which is true) but is ripping down other peoples posters part of your fucking manifesto too. (LOL) This argument is starting to get very vicious we are having a debate today which I wont be present for 'cus I have to do coursework, but I think that will be great to see Natalie pushing Megan out of the way and talking for her.

Anyways enough on election crap, can't vote in the real one anyways (still not 18) Saw Ash yesterday I miss him loads today I told him that I would miss him tomorrow when we were sitting on the bus and guess what...... Its true. Dwayne and Kaz are so cute......they are all joking around with each other and stuff and Martha was like Can you people take your kissy business somewhere else please looking at Ash and I and Kaz and Dwayne and then put her back up against the wall and did her slight sulking thing. Dwayne wanted me to chuck heavy bin roll at her. I wouldn't do it 'cus I knew I would hit Karli, so ash did it 'cus he basically wanted to, he got her as well, which is yey!!!! *does a little dance*

*looks out the window* I swear this day started off sunny and now its looks all gloomy and ready to rain. *Andy voice* I don't like rain. *normal voice again* unless if I need to think. I gotta help Lauren out with her Media since she is struggling more than I am, she is literally going insane, I must help.

So anyways I'm going now to try and finish off Media and Drama and help Lauren with her coursework! Love you people loads xxxx

XxStuff to still doxX
+ Drama Essay 1
+ Drama Essay 9
+ Redo Drama Essay 2
+ Media Construction (given up)
+ Media Evaluation
+ Media Research
+ Media Planning
+ Redo Storyboard
+ Type up Lauren's Coursework
+ Help Lauren with Construction
+ Fix credits on Media Sequence

How am I going to do it all today, before I leave this Sixth-form? Only Lord knows! *sits in a corner and cries*

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I've lost you, my baby.

Yesterday, something really strange happened. I lost my Mini-Disc. My lovely silver net MD, is no where to be found. All I remember was Kaz taking out of my bag earlier that day. She said that she gave it back to me with my bus pass on the bed. We checked the bed from head to toe, checked everywhere you could possibly imagine and still it was like no where to be found. I wanted to cry actually I was slightly cvrying it cost about £140 quid I'm allowed to cry aren't I? I don't know how it happened and I just had to stay 4 hours with out any entertainment during an exam and I have two hours to go *cries* can't........ do.......... anymore *shakes head* I am also trying to finish off that essay for Media, which may I add has to be in by tomorrow as well as my final draft of Drama and my Storyboard for our shoot thingy.

I really hope I find my mini-disc I really don't want to lose it and if I don't find it, what the hell am I gonna say to my mum? she is gonna flip!

Messed up my leg or legs again (they are both hurting) this time I don't know what reason yesterday I started limping and today I can hardly walk . Oh yeah I forgot New Template This is gonna be the template until I fix the old one (might change it, since there is limited space on this thing.)but umm yeah I don't like the whole sweet angel thing, but hey, its the best that has been given so I don't mind displaying it. People if you wanted to know my tagger is the scroll 'cus personally if I put it next the writing it would mess up the way it looks.

um.......... Zoey and Vic weren't here for Drama today and sir was a bit annoyed 'cus I was doing the planning and stuff by myself so he helped awwwwww! lol! but yeah sir started singing some song about medea and it cracked me up but for some reason I can't remember it now!

Martha Decided yesterday she wanted to take drugs, fun , fun, fun. I mean not to be rude (actually I do) but the point is, the girl is trying everything to get that little bit of attention and lord knows this is the last straw, I've had enough. As soon as she heard that Ash was not gonna talk to her if she took the drugs she was like "I don't want them, why is everyone yelling at me?" (cue Fake tears) Also she still isn't over the whole me and Ash thing she actually had the cheek to ask Karli, in her own words "when are Asher and Corinne gonna break up?" I was like wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttttttt????????????????
She keep on looking at me eviliy and stuff and Michael just keeps on looking at me full stop, with like no expression, or anything. I must say that is starting to get reaaaaalllllly creepy! Anyways, I gotta go to lunch and get ready for the next two hours of lovely Media!!!! see ya guys xxxx

Oh I just I would post a pic up on here from media of my friend Lauren. She looks a bit ghetto in this pic but really she is sooo sweet and caring. We have become quite the team during the previous months and I just wanna say thankyou to her 'cus I probably would have already quit by now lol! so Thanks LaurenXXX

Monday, April 25, 2005

So Today.........................

Um what has happened today *thinks* nothing much um except for um me slightly sorting out the look of this blog... not that it has got better but hey. My picture that was on the top and the background got deleted (stupid me) so I had to make something in its place until I could be bothered to muster up something. Knowing me, that could take ages. Me and my lazy self. *tuts* So I put this shit thing in its place. *sobs* I'm at Kaz's belting out Christina, which Ash and martha aint agreeing with.Did some drama practical today....just started it actually and our practical exam is in 3 weeks and 1 day *screams* I'm really scared. Found out I gotta help Sabriye with her campaign, we are having a mini election in our school and making badges and stuff so it should be cool! Plus I know I'm on the winning team :-) So anyways back to my day left college early today couldn't be bothered to stay, so me and Zoey decided to escape through the school office. That's how I ended up at Kaz and being nearly half deaf because of how loud the music is anyways Martha and Zak want to have a lovely cosey conversation on the comp so I have to leave lol!

Friday, April 22, 2005

Looking over the mountains all I see is fog and a tiny bit of sunshine

Today I woke up, in pain and suffering from some proper violent cramps....meaning....its the time of month *boys screw up their faces* *girls holding their stomachs remembering the pain* So anyways, I'm already late for college, which means no EMA for another week ARRRGGGGGGHHHHHH *cries* but ah well. So I got in just in time for my Media lesson. We finished our little 3 minute thriller film opening piece and the coursework needs to be handed in on Wednesday, which gives me enough time to work my butt off (not something I do very often.)So I'm just gonna list what coursework and stuff I have to do and cross 'em off when I've finished them.

XxCourseworkx
x Media Planning and Research
x Media New media technical devises
x Media write up 2,000 words
x Drama coursework x2

Other projects I need to complete
x Learn Lines for play in 3 week *cries*
x Finish making Wallpaper for Aggie
x Make a new Disc for my mini-disc
x Need to finish making tracks on the computer

Yesterday, was also funny, Martha experianced Camden for maybe the first time, but anyways this was the most funniest thing ever to watch her admiring shops and looking at different types clothes and going "This is COOL AND GOTHIC" *cracks up*

We also got caught on the train without the right tickets so we had to get off fair enough. So we are out on the platform with the people and they asking us our ages. I say 16, Martha says 15 and so does Kaz. Right then. The Guy asks Kaz what's your date of birth she comes out with 07.07.86. I just looked at her with this look like what are you doing. She turns to me and says Shit. So this guy asks identification from me and I show him my 16-17 bus pass. Plus me doing the whole I am utterly innocent look. So the guy ask Martha for identification, just those words set Martha off into being rude. If she continued and we hadn't screamed at her to shut up then we would have all got fines. I'm a bit weary of actually getting on bendy buses at the mo lol!

So anyways meant to be hanging out with the gang later on, gotta go to Ash's first but I am really not feeling well, plus I have to go home and change because I have this big stain on my clothes .....really Nasty. On Wednesday I was at Ash's hanging out and stuff and Philip calls Ash. Philip kicks off this whole convo about yu-gi-oh cards and ash kind of says "Philip I'm a bit busy doing something" "what?" he replies. Ash hands the phone and I say hi and he just goes "oh....OH!" I started cracking up I give the phone back to Ash and Philip is down the other end of the phone going "I'm sorry man, sorry dude really sorry" like Ash was gonna beat him up. The funniest thing is that we weren't even doing anything.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Can we do that again? lol!!!

I woke up this morning with a smile on my face
and nobodys gonna bring me down today
been feeling like nothings been going my way lately
But I decided right here, right now, that my outlook's gonna change
That's why I'm gonna
Say goodbye to all the tears I've cried
Everytime somebody hurts my pride
Feelin' like they won't let me live life
And take the time to look at what is mine
-Christina Aguleria - Keep singin' my song

Hung around with the girls last night. It was really great, minus one factor. They know who they are so I don't have to say anything.....actually I might later on in this entry. So anyways, Me and Char went out to get food for everyone, so we venture mcd's and its shut and we a pissed off but we go down the road to Dixie Chicken and brought burgers and chips and stuff 'cus the deals were cheap, there was enough food to go around. *smiles* So anyway we Listened to music dance a bit got all hyper and stuff (and of me of course taking every chance to diss Martha). So Dwayne calls and and he's at the door say that he is the delivery guy. I get up to find him standing there with bottles, upon bottles of alcohol. So everyone started drinking Martha was already pissed and doing a great job of making a fool out of herself but I couldn't say anything I remember is me dissing her out loud calling her a 24 hour shop and stuff, oh yeah and me slapping her across her head when she asked me for a cigarette, which would be a stupid thing to do 'cus I don't smoke.Although I was told by Michael said I would look sexy holding one. (Dont ask me I don't even know.)

Through half of the night I colapsed in the kitchen and Dwayne and Mark and think even Martha at point came into the kitchen and she wasn't too happy to see Mark trying to straddle me (dont think dirty) to keep me to the ground lol! Before that though Martha was realising that Dwayne wasn't paying her any attention and was too interested in Kaz. Do you know what the girl does? first she tries to STAB HERSELF with a fork, which Mark was like give it to me. Then she took it low and tripped up Kaz so she would go flying into the livingroom door and smash her head on the corner of it. It was bad Kaz has lump there, but she wont die lol! So in the early hours of the morning to be precise 4:30 Mark said "I'm gonna go home now" to that Martha replies "I'm coming with you" and we were all like god damn, corner shop coughs and hoe chants started going around the room and laughing. I smacked it though when Martha was was ready and was about to leave with Mark to go to his house I said to her. "Martha have you got everything..............Coat..........Ciggarettes.....Morning after pill" everyone just started pissing themselves laughing. So I left Kaz about 5:40 in the morning to get ready to leave for work at 6:30 to get to greenwich for about 7:30. I get to work, tired as hell, still quite out of it and I go and talk to my manager and see richard on the way, I told him about my night he just laughed and told me that one of his friends died yesterday in a car crash. I gave him the biggest hug ever he really needed it, we stood there hugging for ages until Clive came back to his office, which was where both of us were standing.

He looks at us and tries to imply something is going on I just laughed really loudly. Clive looks at both of us and says that we look like hell and maybe he'd only make up work two hours, but get full pay. I was like wicked thanx!!!! Finished work ventured around the shopping center with Rich. Went into new look and Rich bought a cool dragon blazer. I wish I could do that after work go and buy shit....but no....... I have to pay all different fucking bills in the house I don't even get money for myself not even my bonus money from my ema. I gave all 160 quid to my mum to pay of rent arrears. Plus my dad has left us with debts but.... ah well!!!

I get home and my dad calls me being all disgusting and sweet and shit, so he treats me like crap when he's here but when he's down there he thinks it alright to show and pretend that you love your family.......suck my big toe. He actually asked me if I'm okay how are the bills going? If my hand could reach down that phone and slap him I would be a very happy chappie. lol! so I think that's about it. I'm going over to Kaz's later....so if any interesting stuff happens or I get news about Martha you guys will be the first to know lol! see yaxx

Thursday, April 14, 2005

An upset cordie

Most people already know what I am upset about and it is really tearing me apart. Sad at the fact that I am not trusted for more detail go to AnarchysFire DA. I dont want to explain it here for certain reasons. but yeah my day has been pretty crappy. Kaz also decides to call me at the most odd times. I was doing this presentation thing in Pse and my phone rings and my phone wasnt on silent lol! so that was practically my day

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Tell me why does it feel so bad -Alicia Keys

Today, everything just felt like it was crashing down around me and I was watching the pieces fall to the bloody floor.I found out in my Media class today that I have like tons of coursework that no-one didn't tell me about to do. So I have to do catchup by friday.....you heard me right Friday. Everyone had at least two weeks to do it and I get 2 days to finish a Research, Planning,Construction and Evalutaion piece. I am sooooooo angry. Plus I am tired as hell 'cus most of my energy is going into my psychology piece and since I am independent student on that subject, I have to take more care to it.

I also have this almighty headache that is just thumping around in my head, which for me indicates sickness (low immune system)damn my body. Can't anything go right for me! Really if this doesn't make you feel sick, I feel like my BRAIN is gonna burst through my head, and fall on the desk infront of me.

David decides to put in my tagger that Ash and I are Pathetic and childish well david I have something to say to you

Good I've finished my little moaning session and now I am going to try and be happy. *tries to smile* sorry people it aint working. I am happier than usual though, which is a good thing, not quiet today either, I am very talktive today too.

So I'll update about my easter week soon I just can't be botherd to do it now lol! anyway people I love ya but I gotta leave ya Mwahxx

Tuesday, April 12, 2005

God, I'm back at the place I hate the most....

well its 09:19 in the morning and I happen to be in the common room to the sixth-form writing this. Yes, I am back at college *sobs* but My Easter Holiday was fun while it lasted. I wouldn't have minded if it lasted longer but....hey. So this morning I was actually got to school ...........earl....Late lol! had you lot just then. Me reaching to college must be a miracle. I refused to leave my bed this morning since I was as tired as hell, due to talking to Kaz on the internet until about half two. Then rememebered that I haven't finished off my drama coursework so Mr Jahans is gonna kill me lol!

hmmm what else.........what else.....

found out that dead or Alive ultimate is coming out soon, bad news for me though.........I don't own a xbox anymore *sobs* so I can't play it anyway. Doesn't the cover look wicked though. I must start promoting it now lol!

I'm actually right now sitting here yawning 'cus I am sooo bored, I wish I never had to come back here =( this place sucks! I aint got nothing more to write since this is just the morning something juicy will end up happening towards the end of the day.

Lunchtime
Zoey didn't come in for Drama today and also it was Mr J's B-day today we made him all red and everything because we gave him card and sung happy Birthday lol! but anyways.........She said she has a viral infection......well......I wonder where she got that from then lol! Everybody is cussing her lol! Sabriye just said she should go to a sex clinic lol! we also found out that our drama exam has been moved up to the 11th of May or 14th of may instead of the 20th arrrrrggggggghhhhh *screams* and this girl still refuses to get her over sexed ass in to school. anyway I'll finish this later see yax

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

I don't know what to do confusion hits me!

Me and My friend David who has come up for easter had an argument online yesterday and I went to his house and said some really hurtful things to him, which actually reduced him to tears and I was soooo sorry about that. What he next was totally unbelievable and I didn't know what to do I was petrified. He is like my best friend and I just nearly wanted to cry 'cus of what happened. Plus Stephen was in the bedroom next door and I was like annoyed, angry confused all at the same time. Not a good feeling. He left today and we are on bad terms. I hate that feeling more than ever he said he will call me when he get back to Manchester, but the way he said was like he was saying it for the sake of just saying it.

Feeling a bit upset (seriously I wanna cry) I need a seriously biiiiiiiiiiiiigggggg hug lol! anways I'll update later about my week tomoz! *waves*

Friday, April 01, 2005

I ruin everything

well today we were meant to go to nandos and have a nice tasty meal and then the school decided to screw me over and didn't give me my EMA because my bad behaviour towards my form tutor. Just because I called my form tutor a fucking snooping cow. I'm sorry she deserved it. She just keeps on getting involved and all up in my face so I personally think that the comment was very well said. Bad factor to my rudeness is my Ema money either being deducted or me having long chats with the rat i.e Miss weston, which ends up with me being bored I wanna chew my hand off.

I didn't go to college today either, I know, I know very bad cordie, But I really couldn't be bothered. I woke up like 10:23 today there was no point. I missed most of my lessons, so there was practically no point. Martha is worrying that Dwayne has done...wait for it......Black magic on her lol!I had to crack up laughing about that. She broke up for michael 'cus she says that he is too obssesed with her ........yeah right lol! anyways I'm gonna go and pretend I have a life lol! see ya!!!!xx

Its oh so quiet

well today I decided not to go to college and thought I would just hang around the area today. I know I have work to do and stuff but I just need a break from it all. Umm got in trouble yesterday for calling miss hicks a "stupid snooping cow". I didn't think it was offensive since it is the truth and I hate her guts so it just makes sense. So Miss Weston Decided she would have a lovely talk about my behaviour towards my form tutor and basically I told her I wanted to move forms and I guess she thinking of doing. Me, Kaz and Martha are going out to the social and I have the great luxury of holding dizzy yeay (hear the sarcasm) lol! anyways it turns out that everyone who was in Kaz's house yesterday got pissed and I didn't I'm very proud of myself , I didn't touch one bit of alcohol. Plus Michael said something really weird to me, He kept on saying I wanna see what you look like when you smoke and I was like why? and he says I think you'd look sexy holding a cig. I was like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaattttttttttttttttt??? so anyways yeah thats my diary entry for today....