well I counted how many songs I have written over the summer and bloody hell I could make about three albums plus Bonus tracks lol! Sufia wants to do a joint collaboration in songs and stuff. Hey we came up with a funny band name for me mark and Sufia. "Performing live for the first time Whitie and the tick chicks" lol! Well on Wednesday (even though the weather sucked) I went out and hung out with Chris. We ran around west end trocodero and he brought a £100 digi cam from the gadget shop and he brought me a flying fairy thing. Because I'm a fairy in disguise apparently. I won him a teddy bear version of Tales from Sonic and we just started doing this funkyfied dancing while people were watching us.
Walked along Westminster bridge in the dark and he recorded us cussing people on the bridge and took stills on it of me on the bridge and both of us. Went late night cinema and watched Unleashed with Jet Li in it. One word for that film wicked. We just had a blast talking with each other and holding an umbrella sheltering us it was fun but wet. We went back to his house and watched tape of raw and played on his PSP (I love him but still hating him).
Um I am now married to Scott. My mum gave my hand away in marriage to Scott. Now he just keeps on calling me wife all over the show. We kind of done something that was really bad though. We've become a really bad destructive team. Wiko signs have been appearing all over London. Then on Yesterday (being Thursday added to this during the week) We kind of stole a sign from the imperial war museum to not climb on the big guns in the garden. I'm innocent I swear scott ripped it off and put it in my bag. But before he put it in my bag he put it above his crouch now read what the sign says and you will get it >>>>>>>Stolen sign<<<<<<<<<<<<<
Oh we went to Nandos yesterday too it was good. Plus, it was Marky's birthday so Mark ****HAPPY BIRTHDAY**** *cheering all around* It was fun. We all got our food and we were just eating away and for about a good 40 minutes mark was waiting for his food we just kept on torturing him. Now what is with people stealing shit and planting it on me they stole a whole bottle of ketchup and put it in my bag. Then Dwaine put salt and pepper in to his pockets they were going on like they didn't have fucking salt, pepper or ketchup indoors. Fucking hell. lol! but I thought it was funny to get out of Nandos and open my bag to get out my drink and to find a bottle of ketchup in there lol.
The cutest thing happened too Sufia was getting eyed up in the chip shop and told mark help her out please and mark was just put his arms around Sufia's waist and he was just like stop looking at my girls ass. Yep and you could tell by Sufia's face she was lapping that up.
My check still hasn't cleared yet so I hope that when it does clear I willl not be at college already. I have to go and enroll next Thursday which means I must find all my stuff, and at least put them in order. First things first though must put more money down on my PSP! I only put 50 down must pay for it all. Must have it in my arms and be mine (not chris'). The fact that he is getting the XBOX 360 in November and might give me his slim line ps2 is perfect enough for me. Although I said to him he would practically have the most complete game console collection I have seen.
So I've decided, I am going to take my grade 6 in guitar. I might as well. Plus now in this grade I can use my beautiful baby (my electric guitar) to win points in the examiners eyes. Oh I found Zeus (my plec) It was in my jacket pocket all this time. Sorry, I know this about to sound very sad, but I felt guilty doing one of my exams without it. I really did.
Okay stranger things have happened but my Dad ( yes you read that right) my dad just called me and asked me how everything was going. He says he misses us (yeah right) and that I should come and see him on Sunday. *sarcastic tone* Oh yey more hanging out dun with my dad, where we will have mentally stimulating conversation.
Oh by the way on stbfe I won most and best blog blends on the message board, which is just good *woots* It means more blends and more blog makeovers but hey I enjoy pulling my hair out over fucking html so I don't mind.
So yeah guys I'm done. Have fun whatever ya'll are doing and take care.xxxx
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Grave oversights and shot beginnings
Time to think
On my back
Tomorrow’s made of dreams
Packing for them
Their ahead
Past is over my shoulder
Cringes of past mistakes
Make those beginnings beautiful - mixed verses from grave oversights, shot beginnings By Cordie
Hey ya everybody just updating my blog because of catching flu from Azera I have been forced to be put into bed. Now people who know me must be like Oh No Cordie has flu not good. I have a really low immune system, so any little cold or anything can have me close to my death bed. I feel better therefore No dying yet. So when this entry goes up it will probably be way out of date. Ah well. Anyway I heard a lot that has happened since this Friday when this flu knocked me off my feet. I’m about to give an update.
So on Friday I was meant to go over to Kaz’s but I couldn’t get out of bed. I was sick and stuff and decided to leave my whole life (my phone) at Kaz’s house the day before. I know how sad my phone is my life. But it’s true I always have someone who I need to hear from or I want to hear from call me and this week. I was supposed to go Yorkshire but my mother is not letting me go in my flu like state. So, I spent a whole day with Azera *horror scream* and did exactly nothing except for lying in a bed, watching TV and reading different Magazines, at one bloody point I felt like a vampire cus I bloody couldn’t take Sunlight or any type of light for that matter.
Chris called my mum and asked how come my phone was off and my mum told him that I left it and Karli’s and was too sick to go and pick it up. So Chris took a day off work (stupid boy but sweet) and came near the hostel to talk to me. Then he took me in his car to his house and took care of me for about 7 hours cus he knew I was gonna go insane if I didn’t get away from you know who. He made soup, put me under bed covers and treated me like a little baby. He knows he loves it that when he does it and then said afterwards as a joke “look what you made me do all day be slave to you” when full known that he was doing it without me saying Jack.
So Saturday my symptoms worsened and I get headaches so bad I could barely get up…and could hardly stand the pitch of my own voice. Mrs. I am pregnant, kept on talking and just frankly getting on my nerves. So I tried many ways to um rid myself from her. Throwing covers over my head. Although she did try to help and make me feel better at times by actually sharing her TV lol! and making me lie down her bed and watch it, although I couldn’t stand the brightness.
Then I got a call from Sufia through Azera’s phone. Now this is where this entry starts to get interesting apparently Chantelle had slept with Lenny, Peter and Mark all at the same time. Now can anyone say EW and why? I mean Chantelle may be um….a very nice person, but no….just no. But I can understand why Lenny would because he fucks anything that has the female organs. Peter I hardly know. I still don’t believe mark would. Mark hates the chick and I stand by his side and say that he didn’t but the only one who can tell us the truth is him and Scott and Scott thinks that he didn’t do it. But Mark has a strong personality and would defend himself if he was ever accused of anything so he hasn’t spoken up that is making him look guilty. So I am in basic shock that she could be so um… open. But I bet you anything she is going to start crying rape to justify what she did. One word for that HOE.
So anyway moving swiftly on.
On Sunday Jasmine came round for me to help her study cus she had an exam on Monday. So I decided to help her remember certain stuff and she thought it might be useful because of my Uni course that I would be taking. So we started studying. Now Azera who didn’t like the fact that no one was giving her, her bit of attention that she needed and was getting upset, because Jasmine was telling her that she is acting like she has money to spend her money on really expensive stuff for the baby when she hasn’t and Jasmine was just trying to make it easier on her. Finally Jasmine gave up and just left her alone where she stared to cry. Man is she pathetic. I swear sometimes…fuck that …most of the time she is unfit to be a mother. I feel really sorry for that baby.
So me and Jay were having dinner that my mother made for me, Jay and Azera. She comes in and says why anyone didn’t tell her that dinner was ready. So she sat there and she had dinner and stuff and then left. Now we swear we heard Azera in her bedroom for the whole of that time. But she came back interrupting us again saying she was feeling sick and that she just threw up and was feeling dizzy. Then Jay said it sounded like a medical problem her aunt had. As soon as Jay said you also see spots in front of your eyes. She started saying omg I can see spots, I feel so dizzy. Saying that she needed to go to the hospital. Me and Jasmine knew she was faking but if she was going to fake it then she would get all the things that go along with it. She hates getting her blood taken and the joy of me watching her squirm of them taking blood. Hah. So me and Jay was still trying to study cus this was very important to Jay. So we continued and she just kept on interrupting saying how dizzy she felt. So we thought we would get our own back and get food and eat it in front of her since little miss faker was Nil by mouth. So we came back with her favorite crisps, coke, Indian takeaway and yogurt. We got every pleasure in eating all that right in front of her.
we got to the hospital around 6 and the time was now 11:30 and doctors couldn’t find anything wrong with her (I ALREADY KNEW THAT) and so they were going to send her home but had to do one more test. Jasmine had her test at 10 in the morning and needed to get some rest so I sent her home. On the way out Jasmine said to her “Azera what you are doing people don’t like it so you need to stop it” and walked off. Afterwards Azera asked me a million times why did she say that for. Maybe another one has realized that you are using your baby as a way of making people feel sorry for you are make them care more.
I mean I was so annoyed with erh and she could tell when we left that hospital at 2 in the morning and couldn’t get a bus back home and had to nearly go all the way back to camberwell to catch a 176 to my house. Luckily we caught the last 75 which took us home. Fucking hell she is a loony bin.
Um so what else has happened I’m a lot better now I went to char’s house with miss tag along and watched a few movies and she was skanking char’s food.
Gonna have a great time this week end though Me , Vic (yep is coming down to see me again) Zen and Chris are gonna meet up and just hang out might take em all to Kaz’s on Saturday and just getting the meeting of all of them over and done with.
Oh yeah on Thursday is results day for gcse students and I have many friends who are taking their exams so I’m gonna say good luck to these guys : Sabina (wah gwaning little Sufia) , Nora (good luck hun), Zeinab (just because we don’t chat so much doesn’t mean I still don’t remember you), Mackayla (rude cousin you are lol), Sarah (aww my little boffin), Reanne, Tola, Richard, Ducky(screename), Alex (yo yo cus), Zak (milky white boy) Bobby, Andrew, The whole 11 Orange ( My old perfecting class) The whole of 11 Green (gotta support my color babeh) and um yeah *thinks* that’s it.
On my back
Tomorrow’s made of dreams
Packing for them
Their ahead
Past is over my shoulder
Cringes of past mistakes
Make those beginnings beautiful - mixed verses from grave oversights, shot beginnings By Cordie
Hey ya everybody just updating my blog because of catching flu from Azera I have been forced to be put into bed. Now people who know me must be like Oh No Cordie has flu not good. I have a really low immune system, so any little cold or anything can have me close to my death bed. I feel better therefore No dying yet. So when this entry goes up it will probably be way out of date. Ah well. Anyway I heard a lot that has happened since this Friday when this flu knocked me off my feet. I’m about to give an update.
So on Friday I was meant to go over to Kaz’s but I couldn’t get out of bed. I was sick and stuff and decided to leave my whole life (my phone) at Kaz’s house the day before. I know how sad my phone is my life. But it’s true I always have someone who I need to hear from or I want to hear from call me and this week. I was supposed to go Yorkshire but my mother is not letting me go in my flu like state. So, I spent a whole day with Azera *horror scream* and did exactly nothing except for lying in a bed, watching TV and reading different Magazines, at one bloody point I felt like a vampire cus I bloody couldn’t take Sunlight or any type of light for that matter.
Chris called my mum and asked how come my phone was off and my mum told him that I left it and Karli’s and was too sick to go and pick it up. So Chris took a day off work (stupid boy but sweet) and came near the hostel to talk to me. Then he took me in his car to his house and took care of me for about 7 hours cus he knew I was gonna go insane if I didn’t get away from you know who. He made soup, put me under bed covers and treated me like a little baby. He knows he loves it that when he does it and then said afterwards as a joke “look what you made me do all day be slave to you” when full known that he was doing it without me saying Jack.
So Saturday my symptoms worsened and I get headaches so bad I could barely get up…and could hardly stand the pitch of my own voice. Mrs. I am pregnant, kept on talking and just frankly getting on my nerves. So I tried many ways to um rid myself from her. Throwing covers over my head. Although she did try to help and make me feel better at times by actually sharing her TV lol! and making me lie down her bed and watch it, although I couldn’t stand the brightness.
Then I got a call from Sufia through Azera’s phone. Now this is where this entry starts to get interesting apparently Chantelle had slept with Lenny, Peter and Mark all at the same time. Now can anyone say EW and why? I mean Chantelle may be um….a very nice person, but no….just no. But I can understand why Lenny would because he fucks anything that has the female organs. Peter I hardly know. I still don’t believe mark would. Mark hates the chick and I stand by his side and say that he didn’t but the only one who can tell us the truth is him and Scott and Scott thinks that he didn’t do it. But Mark has a strong personality and would defend himself if he was ever accused of anything so he hasn’t spoken up that is making him look guilty. So I am in basic shock that she could be so um… open. But I bet you anything she is going to start crying rape to justify what she did. One word for that HOE.
So anyway moving swiftly on.
On Sunday Jasmine came round for me to help her study cus she had an exam on Monday. So I decided to help her remember certain stuff and she thought it might be useful because of my Uni course that I would be taking. So we started studying. Now Azera who didn’t like the fact that no one was giving her, her bit of attention that she needed and was getting upset, because Jasmine was telling her that she is acting like she has money to spend her money on really expensive stuff for the baby when she hasn’t and Jasmine was just trying to make it easier on her. Finally Jasmine gave up and just left her alone where she stared to cry. Man is she pathetic. I swear sometimes…fuck that …most of the time she is unfit to be a mother. I feel really sorry for that baby.
So me and Jay were having dinner that my mother made for me, Jay and Azera. She comes in and says why anyone didn’t tell her that dinner was ready. So she sat there and she had dinner and stuff and then left. Now we swear we heard Azera in her bedroom for the whole of that time. But she came back interrupting us again saying she was feeling sick and that she just threw up and was feeling dizzy. Then Jay said it sounded like a medical problem her aunt had. As soon as Jay said you also see spots in front of your eyes. She started saying omg I can see spots, I feel so dizzy. Saying that she needed to go to the hospital. Me and Jasmine knew she was faking but if she was going to fake it then she would get all the things that go along with it. She hates getting her blood taken and the joy of me watching her squirm of them taking blood. Hah. So me and Jay was still trying to study cus this was very important to Jay. So we continued and she just kept on interrupting saying how dizzy she felt. So we thought we would get our own back and get food and eat it in front of her since little miss faker was Nil by mouth. So we came back with her favorite crisps, coke, Indian takeaway and yogurt. We got every pleasure in eating all that right in front of her.
we got to the hospital around 6 and the time was now 11:30 and doctors couldn’t find anything wrong with her (I ALREADY KNEW THAT) and so they were going to send her home but had to do one more test. Jasmine had her test at 10 in the morning and needed to get some rest so I sent her home. On the way out Jasmine said to her “Azera what you are doing people don’t like it so you need to stop it” and walked off. Afterwards Azera asked me a million times why did she say that for. Maybe another one has realized that you are using your baby as a way of making people feel sorry for you are make them care more.
I mean I was so annoyed with erh and she could tell when we left that hospital at 2 in the morning and couldn’t get a bus back home and had to nearly go all the way back to camberwell to catch a 176 to my house. Luckily we caught the last 75 which took us home. Fucking hell she is a loony bin.
Um so what else has happened I’m a lot better now I went to char’s house with miss tag along and watched a few movies and she was skanking char’s food.
Gonna have a great time this week end though Me , Vic (yep is coming down to see me again) Zen and Chris are gonna meet up and just hang out might take em all to Kaz’s on Saturday and just getting the meeting of all of them over and done with.
Oh yeah on Thursday is results day for gcse students and I have many friends who are taking their exams so I’m gonna say good luck to these guys : Sabina (wah gwaning little Sufia) , Nora (good luck hun), Zeinab (just because we don’t chat so much doesn’t mean I still don’t remember you), Mackayla (rude cousin you are lol), Sarah (aww my little boffin), Reanne, Tola, Richard, Ducky(screename), Alex (yo yo cus), Zak (milky white boy) Bobby, Andrew, The whole 11 Orange ( My old perfecting class) The whole of 11 Green (gotta support my color babeh) and um yeah *thinks* that’s it.
Thursday, August 18, 2005
Can you hear me I'm screaming to the world I got you,I got grades, I got everything.
Hey ya guys well well Guess what it is A Level day and guess what I kicked that test ass *WOOTS* no lie after all the shit I have been through this year I am good to go. Guess what I passed with well grades that were great comparing witht hte situation that I was facing I wasn't even gonna take them to begin with 'cus I was so depressed and fed up with everything and now I am so proud I have. I got a C for Drama and a B for Psychology (and I am an independant student) Yey. And I already have that B from last year English. I got my results and chris was on the phone to me. I justr started crying when I pulled out the sheet. He was like Baby what did you fail. I was like no I fucking passed. ahhhhhhhhhh I've passed. You might hear me say I've passed cus I can't believe it my fucking self. But yeah He was like telling his work mates. He slipped up though he started screaming " my Girlfriend... I mean my friend passed her Alevel's " lol! I said to him it's alright for him to call me that. Then he screamed " and I might have a girlfriend" lol!
I went up to the office and called Sussex uni to see if I could reserve a place for next year instead of this year and get higher grades. They were like " Yes Miss hunt your place has been reserved, all you have to do is get the 260 points that we ask for." I was look woooh I had to call chris back and scream down the phone I got accepted I called my mum and she was screaming her ass off too. Sufia called me before I recounted my grades and I thought I got lower than I actually did. So may I take some time out to say Phew *wipes forehead*
Hmm nothign will bring me down today. I mean nothign nutta. Jack shit. How many other ways can I say it lol! for anyone who put me down, shut me down made me feel small for most of my life, these grades are saying shove you fuckers I'm gonna get paid after uni lol!
So what am I gonna do for the rest of the day....Party!!! yep that's all I gotta do. Mr J kissed me on the cheek it was wierd he was really proud of me. He was rubbing my back ( yeah sounds wrong) and was saying I knew you could do it I had every faith in you.
So I feel all happy inside. Telling Zak and Joe about it online and they are trying to calm me down. I can't. Permanant smile. Anyways gonna go and parade around with my grade see yaxxxxx
I went up to the office and called Sussex uni to see if I could reserve a place for next year instead of this year and get higher grades. They were like " Yes Miss hunt your place has been reserved, all you have to do is get the 260 points that we ask for." I was look woooh I had to call chris back and scream down the phone I got accepted I called my mum and she was screaming her ass off too. Sufia called me before I recounted my grades and I thought I got lower than I actually did. So may I take some time out to say Phew *wipes forehead*
Hmm nothign will bring me down today. I mean nothign nutta. Jack shit. How many other ways can I say it lol! for anyone who put me down, shut me down made me feel small for most of my life, these grades are saying shove you fuckers I'm gonna get paid after uni lol!
So what am I gonna do for the rest of the day....Party!!! yep that's all I gotta do. Mr J kissed me on the cheek it was wierd he was really proud of me. He was rubbing my back ( yeah sounds wrong) and was saying I knew you could do it I had every faith in you.
So I feel all happy inside. Telling Zak and Joe about it online and they are trying to calm me down. I can't. Permanant smile. Anyways gonna go and parade around with my grade see yaxxxxx
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
In each others arms we lose control tell each other jokes that never get old
So today Chris arrived back home (yey) and I happen to be writing this entry from his house and sitting on his lap to be precise. He waves to all lol! He is telling me about how he started having chest pains on the flight but the oxygen sure cleared that up. So how was it like seeing each other again cus we already know about our fan club wanting to know the updated gossip (yeah you nosey parkers on stfbesc lol) Trust me they have a countdown clock on there *goes off to find link*. Well you know those movies where you see two people running towards each other and then hug. We swear it was like that. lol! Proper The Bodyguard (good old film) flex! I basically spent a nice hour longish journey to Gatwick 'cus for some reason they are coming back to a different airport *shrugs* Through out that journey to the airport excitement just buzzed all over me and with Chris, Cheryl had to tell him to stop doing that knee shaking thing that we do when we are both nervous.
Me and my aunt, my uncle and my cousin sat in the waiting area and she was telling me not to pounce on him. lol! I wasn't gonna pounce on him *looks around innocently* but that all changed when we both saw each other from a distance. We smiled at each other grinning and everything while he was pushing along the trolley with little Adam on top of it lol! He looked at Cheryl and just abandoned the trolley and ran towards me and I was walking really fast and then we just did a little collision thing and just stood there and hugged each other. It was weird hugging him again.. one… because I haven't seem him for so long and… 2… because of the height difference. Big use of tip toes. He always lifts me when we hug. We just stood there hugging and us kissing each other on the cheek a lot. My little cousins were making kissing noises and stuff. So we all walked off to the car park holding hands (take in mind we aint even a couple yet) and he was back to teasing me saying he could still see some red in my hair, telling me that some of that dumb blondeness is still there. So I teased him about his height and just other stuff. We talked, hugged played on his PSP (lucky bastard) and joked all the way back. It felt good…natural. Our aunts say we are playing with fire if we go back into this relationship but ah well.
Since we've got back we've played Tekken 5 (which surprisingly I creamed him on) Smackdown vs RAW (I lost terribly. he's telling me to mention scores. For my own sake just no) showed him my mirror Tag. He wanted me to tag his name and mine and put it up somewhere so I said I would put it as my msn display picture. [mirror pic] now we are just online talking to Zen, my brother (yeah I know weird) Joe (his best friend) and Zee. Zen wants to see the webcam of the happy "couple" so we've been on webcam to him. He is making us laugh by writing cords on one hand and Chris on the other and making them kiss and my hand has lipstick on and then with a pen he started beating the chris hand lol
I'm all bubbly and very happy, everyone has been counting down this day and do you know what I just feel good that its finally here. Hmm we might be going to do a little shopping tomorrow and we might go either down Namco or Forbidden Planet or cinema (which ever one happens first) and just spend the whole day mucking around. Oh guys by the way I am getting a new cross (Yep the fascination never died it just laid dormant) just like the one I always draw. It's a cross that has ribbons wrapped around it and its silver. Sound cool, it looks gorgeous and its my present, which is cool cause he aint paying too much for it and plus all the other stuff we are doing tomorrow.
So guys I'm gonna leave it there and go off and enjoy myself have a wicked day I will give you lot (stfbe) more updates about the progression when I can see ya guysxxxxxx Chris says bye tooxxxx
Me and my aunt, my uncle and my cousin sat in the waiting area and she was telling me not to pounce on him. lol! I wasn't gonna pounce on him *looks around innocently* but that all changed when we both saw each other from a distance. We smiled at each other grinning and everything while he was pushing along the trolley with little Adam on top of it lol! He looked at Cheryl and just abandoned the trolley and ran towards me and I was walking really fast and then we just did a little collision thing and just stood there and hugged each other. It was weird hugging him again.. one… because I haven't seem him for so long and… 2… because of the height difference. Big use of tip toes. He always lifts me when we hug. We just stood there hugging and us kissing each other on the cheek a lot. My little cousins were making kissing noises and stuff. So we all walked off to the car park holding hands (take in mind we aint even a couple yet) and he was back to teasing me saying he could still see some red in my hair, telling me that some of that dumb blondeness is still there. So I teased him about his height and just other stuff. We talked, hugged played on his PSP (lucky bastard) and joked all the way back. It felt good…natural. Our aunts say we are playing with fire if we go back into this relationship but ah well.
Since we've got back we've played Tekken 5 (which surprisingly I creamed him on) Smackdown vs RAW (I lost terribly. he's telling me to mention scores. For my own sake just no) showed him my mirror Tag. He wanted me to tag his name and mine and put it up somewhere so I said I would put it as my msn display picture. [mirror pic] now we are just online talking to Zen, my brother (yeah I know weird) Joe (his best friend) and Zee. Zen wants to see the webcam of the happy "couple" so we've been on webcam to him. He is making us laugh by writing cords on one hand and Chris on the other and making them kiss and my hand has lipstick on and then with a pen he started beating the chris hand lol
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I'm all bubbly and very happy, everyone has been counting down this day and do you know what I just feel good that its finally here. Hmm we might be going to do a little shopping tomorrow and we might go either down Namco or Forbidden Planet or cinema (which ever one happens first) and just spend the whole day mucking around. Oh guys by the way I am getting a new cross (Yep the fascination never died it just laid dormant) just like the one I always draw. It's a cross that has ribbons wrapped around it and its silver. Sound cool, it looks gorgeous and its my present, which is cool cause he aint paying too much for it and plus all the other stuff we are doing tomorrow.
So guys I'm gonna leave it there and go off and enjoy myself have a wicked day I will give you lot (stfbe) more updates about the progression when I can see ya guysxxxxxx Chris says bye tooxxxx
Monday, August 15, 2005
Your dancing around me.Filling me with song.
Well hmm let's just say this week is a week I might either cry with shame
or cry with happiness either way I am going to cry my eyes out. I've been stressing over my A-levels for weeks now. Not because I'm one of those overachievers who can't accept a B nope. It's because lets admit people I wasn't of right mind when I was doing my A-levels. A lot of stuff was going on and the people who I thought would understand couldn't which was strange. But I gathered literally all the strength in me to do those exams. Especially my drama practical. A few days from now I will find out what I got and trust me I am not of eager to find out. AAARRRGGGGGHHHH!!!
But tomoz will kind of ease me a bit, hopefully if everything goes right and his flight hasn't been cancelled because of stupid British Airways, Mr. Christopher Fleming should be arriving in London Heathrow Tomorrow. He and Cheryl both want to see me at the airport. So I have to be driven by my aunt who is going to pick me up. We were just talking down the phone and saying how damn excited the both of us are to see each other again. But he may need oxygen on the plane because of what happened to him but he will be fine. Everyone keeps on teasing me saying cordie is gonna get laid on Tuesday. So to correct ya'll I aint getting laid. We are just friends *everyone starts coughing* We are...He wants to get me a new ring to replace the one he gave to me ages ago But I don't want to replace it I wear it everyday. I love it. Never take it off. >>>>>>Picture of Ring<<<<< Please excuse the poorly chipped nails and the dry hand couldn't be bothered to beautify my hand.
Yesterday we were meant to go and play pool but then we couldn't be bothered so we thought we would check up on the "very sick" Mark. So me, Scotty, Sufie and char went to go and look for mark. We get to his house and there he is looking a bit drunk, well still suffering from a hangover. So we all went to the shop and made jokes on the way about a couple kissing in the park and we were basically telling them to get a room. Telling them that was some x-rated shit and that there were children lingering around. So we all went back to marks and his nice ass house. and went into his bedroom and it was tidy. We found the cutest pictures of mark on his wall wearing his sacred heart school uniform in year 7 he looked so innocent. He forgot it was up there and forgot to take it down before we came upstairs. We sat there watching the O.C joking around and Sufia who was really having foreplay (joking) with Mark on the bed discovered a condom near his bed. Hmmmm what has Marcus been up to? Lol! But yeah he had the most oh shit look on his face, it made me laugh. He borrowed me his other DVD player and said I can have until I get another one, because you know my bro jacked all my stuff and basically I have no form of entertainment minus my laptop, which to mention needs more memory. What it's working like how my granddad would walk lol.
Hmm today looks sunny going to go and see Zen (David) and then go and see how Kaz is doing. David wants me to bring my lovely baby out into the light of day and bring it down Walworth rd area is he mad. The only way he is going to see it is through pictures. He wants to do something for results day for me I said I would think about it. Because that mean me staying around the area for a long period of time. This is a violation of the rules I agreed to. But seriously I haven't seen my old friends in ages so they can shove their violations up their ass. Listening to albums I haven't listened to in ages Alicia Keys Songs in A minor and Gavin Degraw chariot. A song that never stuck out me before on the Alicia Keys album was troubled. I swear that song was made for me. So anyways I'm going to go now and have fun. See ya later peepsxxxxx
or cry with happiness either way I am going to cry my eyes out. I've been stressing over my A-levels for weeks now. Not because I'm one of those overachievers who can't accept a B nope. It's because lets admit people I wasn't of right mind when I was doing my A-levels. A lot of stuff was going on and the people who I thought would understand couldn't which was strange. But I gathered literally all the strength in me to do those exams. Especially my drama practical. A few days from now I will find out what I got and trust me I am not of eager to find out. AAARRRGGGGGHHHH!!!
But tomoz will kind of ease me a bit, hopefully if everything goes right and his flight hasn't been cancelled because of stupid British Airways, Mr. Christopher Fleming should be arriving in London Heathrow Tomorrow. He and Cheryl both want to see me at the airport. So I have to be driven by my aunt who is going to pick me up. We were just talking down the phone and saying how damn excited the both of us are to see each other again. But he may need oxygen on the plane because of what happened to him but he will be fine. Everyone keeps on teasing me saying cordie is gonna get laid on Tuesday. So to correct ya'll I aint getting laid. We are just friends *everyone starts coughing* We are...He wants to get me a new ring to replace the one he gave to me ages ago But I don't want to replace it I wear it everyday. I love it. Never take it off. >>>>>>Picture of Ring<<<<< Please excuse the poorly chipped nails and the dry hand couldn't be bothered to beautify my hand.
Yesterday we were meant to go and play pool but then we couldn't be bothered so we thought we would check up on the "very sick" Mark. So me, Scotty, Sufie and char went to go and look for mark. We get to his house and there he is looking a bit drunk, well still suffering from a hangover. So we all went to the shop and made jokes on the way about a couple kissing in the park and we were basically telling them to get a room. Telling them that was some x-rated shit and that there were children lingering around. So we all went back to marks and his nice ass house. and went into his bedroom and it was tidy. We found the cutest pictures of mark on his wall wearing his sacred heart school uniform in year 7 he looked so innocent. He forgot it was up there and forgot to take it down before we came upstairs. We sat there watching the O.C joking around and Sufia who was really having foreplay (joking) with Mark on the bed discovered a condom near his bed. Hmmmm what has Marcus been up to? Lol! But yeah he had the most oh shit look on his face, it made me laugh. He borrowed me his other DVD player and said I can have until I get another one, because you know my bro jacked all my stuff and basically I have no form of entertainment minus my laptop, which to mention needs more memory. What it's working like how my granddad would walk lol.
Hmm today looks sunny going to go and see Zen (David) and then go and see how Kaz is doing. David wants me to bring my lovely baby out into the light of day and bring it down Walworth rd area is he mad. The only way he is going to see it is through pictures. He wants to do something for results day for me I said I would think about it. Because that mean me staying around the area for a long period of time. This is a violation of the rules I agreed to. But seriously I haven't seen my old friends in ages so they can shove their violations up their ass. Listening to albums I haven't listened to in ages Alicia Keys Songs in A minor and Gavin Degraw chariot. A song that never stuck out me before on the Alicia Keys album was troubled. I swear that song was made for me. So anyways I'm going to go now and have fun. See ya later peepsxxxxx
This explosion was soon to come
Well think about this everything and all the issues that have arisen in that house lets just say it exploded. Lets just say that IT WAS BAD. Basically what happened was the war between Dwaine and Alan escalated. Basically things over the past weeks have been so bad between them Alan has refused to come to the house and Kaz found it unfair that she was being played like piggy in the middle. I know how that feels I mean it's not the nicest feeling in the world but this was handled wrong and blown way over proportion and that everything that happened yesterday brought this all to an end. No, No one died. lol. But yeah just a lot of stuff happened.
So the day started off alright got to Kaz's with Azera and the first question that was asked to me was "Is it alright if Asher and Rai came round" no hi or nothing. I said Yeah didn't care to be honest. Can I only say three more days *does a little dance* or does no one understand that. So Mark, Scott and Charlotte and I were out on the balcony having fun with Sufia down the phone and just cussing each other and laughing. We also did a Tag thing over Kaz's wall which was fun and Scott drew a picture of Marky on the wall.
So basically there was a mentioning of Alan coming round and from then I knew trouble would start. Kaz called D and told D that Alan was coming around and that Asher was bringing him and it wasn't up to her. D was basically angry and stuff because Jakita had alcohol at Kaz's and was pissed out of her mind so he was trying to handle her, and take in that Alan was coming round.
So while Azera was entertaining herself with the song only u by Ashanti (hmm could be my next blog song has a wicked base guitar riff) Dwaine came in and Kaz and him started having an argument. So we went out of the room but Azera stayed, why? cus that girl loves arguments and because she couldn't be bothered to move her pregnant self.
Me and charlotte went off for a walk around the block because she was feeling a bit woozy seeing the fact that she was feeling woozy but she still had another bottle of carling in her hand. *tuts* not that I can talk 'cus I did too but the fact I wasn't drunk I wasn't even tipsy.
So we get back and we see Kaz wondering around in tears and we were calling her and we just kept on asking what was wrong with her and D had falling out and weren't together no more. I don't know if these were her feelings or were they being amplified by her drink but she was really sad. So I went to comfort her. Azera was came down and to see what was happening. She came and Kaz left to go into the house. So desperate Azera who wanted to go toilet started going behind a car and got stuck in the process. Guess who came around the corner non other than Alan, Rai and Asher. Azera was still stuck behind the car not to mention that her underwear was still down. lol.
So basically they came and I hugged Alan said hi to Rai and then Asher asked for a hug. The look on my face and wasn't meaning to be mean but was like ummmm…. no. H e was trying to hug me and he said that if I didn't want to hug him I would have kicked his ass, speaking like he was all that. I think his head has gotten too big I don't know why *laughs*. it definitely needs to shrink. He shouldn't have said that because I'm sure my foot collided with his back, his stomach and his side a couple of times. Yey for me lol!
So Cole came downstairs and lunged for Alan I ran to get mark and all I heard was that Alan got scratched on the face. Arguments were happening left right and center. So I ran up to the house and Scotty was still upstairs trying to talk to Dwaine. So Dwaine disappeared and left al the girls in the house and I was talking to Kaz. Cole came in the house saying where was Dwaine and Kaz was crying and told him to get out and that he was making matters worse. He started on Charlotte, cus charlotte try to push him of the door and he was getting really riled up he was saying he was gonna hit charlotte. I told him to get charlotte he has to hit me.
So he was shouting at me telling me how I am whore and everything…yeah …right. Then I said move from the door and swung at me and missed I got him into a headlock twisted his neck and just started punching him. I had to tell Azera to move cause yeah being pregnant and near a fight like that was not good. I let him go and he sparked me right in the face. Lucky it didn't swell but fuck knows it hurt. I had to put a cold pattie on it. What don't look at me like that it was the only ice cold thing I could find.
We stood out on the balcony and decided we would go shop. So I went past Dwaine's house and his mum Mischa gave me an ice pack.
We went shop and came back and I basically had to go down there and rescue Dwaine as well as sitting there. But basically Dwaine was packing his stuff and I was talking to Kaz outside to calm her down. I didn't like to see her in this state. But in a way its for her own good she needs to be alone to think for a while. So I had to leave cause of course I had work in the morning. So everyone started leaving, but you know everything will be fine I hope.
So basically as you are all reading this can imagine that it was a very hectic night
I guess this kinda of a strange feeling feel in a way that the group maybe splitting apart and stuff but hey I can't say anything.
I guess I am mending things together as much as I can but its not going too good see ya laterxxxx
So the day started off alright got to Kaz's with Azera and the first question that was asked to me was "Is it alright if Asher and Rai came round" no hi or nothing. I said Yeah didn't care to be honest. Can I only say three more days *does a little dance* or does no one understand that. So Mark, Scott and Charlotte and I were out on the balcony having fun with Sufia down the phone and just cussing each other and laughing. We also did a Tag thing over Kaz's wall which was fun and Scott drew a picture of Marky on the wall.
So basically there was a mentioning of Alan coming round and from then I knew trouble would start. Kaz called D and told D that Alan was coming around and that Asher was bringing him and it wasn't up to her. D was basically angry and stuff because Jakita had alcohol at Kaz's and was pissed out of her mind so he was trying to handle her, and take in that Alan was coming round.
So while Azera was entertaining herself with the song only u by Ashanti (hmm could be my next blog song has a wicked base guitar riff) Dwaine came in and Kaz and him started having an argument. So we went out of the room but Azera stayed, why? cus that girl loves arguments and because she couldn't be bothered to move her pregnant self.
Me and charlotte went off for a walk around the block because she was feeling a bit woozy seeing the fact that she was feeling woozy but she still had another bottle of carling in her hand. *tuts* not that I can talk 'cus I did too but the fact I wasn't drunk I wasn't even tipsy.
So we get back and we see Kaz wondering around in tears and we were calling her and we just kept on asking what was wrong with her and D had falling out and weren't together no more. I don't know if these were her feelings or were they being amplified by her drink but she was really sad. So I went to comfort her. Azera was came down and to see what was happening. She came and Kaz left to go into the house. So desperate Azera who wanted to go toilet started going behind a car and got stuck in the process. Guess who came around the corner non other than Alan, Rai and Asher. Azera was still stuck behind the car not to mention that her underwear was still down. lol.
So basically they came and I hugged Alan said hi to Rai and then Asher asked for a hug. The look on my face and wasn't meaning to be mean but was like ummmm…. no. H e was trying to hug me and he said that if I didn't want to hug him I would have kicked his ass, speaking like he was all that. I think his head has gotten too big I don't know why *laughs*. it definitely needs to shrink. He shouldn't have said that because I'm sure my foot collided with his back, his stomach and his side a couple of times. Yey for me lol!
So Cole came downstairs and lunged for Alan I ran to get mark and all I heard was that Alan got scratched on the face. Arguments were happening left right and center. So I ran up to the house and Scotty was still upstairs trying to talk to Dwaine. So Dwaine disappeared and left al the girls in the house and I was talking to Kaz. Cole came in the house saying where was Dwaine and Kaz was crying and told him to get out and that he was making matters worse. He started on Charlotte, cus charlotte try to push him of the door and he was getting really riled up he was saying he was gonna hit charlotte. I told him to get charlotte he has to hit me.
So he was shouting at me telling me how I am whore and everything…yeah …right. Then I said move from the door and swung at me and missed I got him into a headlock twisted his neck and just started punching him. I had to tell Azera to move cause yeah being pregnant and near a fight like that was not good. I let him go and he sparked me right in the face. Lucky it didn't swell but fuck knows it hurt. I had to put a cold pattie on it. What don't look at me like that it was the only ice cold thing I could find.
We stood out on the balcony and decided we would go shop. So I went past Dwaine's house and his mum Mischa gave me an ice pack.
We went shop and came back and I basically had to go down there and rescue Dwaine as well as sitting there. But basically Dwaine was packing his stuff and I was talking to Kaz outside to calm her down. I didn't like to see her in this state. But in a way its for her own good she needs to be alone to think for a while. So I had to leave cause of course I had work in the morning. So everyone started leaving, but you know everything will be fine I hope.
So basically as you are all reading this can imagine that it was a very hectic night
I guess this kinda of a strange feeling feel in a way that the group maybe splitting apart and stuff but hey I can't say anything.
I guess I am mending things together as much as I can but its not going too good see ya laterxxxx
Friday, August 12, 2005
Look at the stars, look how they shine for you...
"Hey when a nigger aint appreciated somewhere. They will be appreciated somewhere else prefferably in my bedroom" - Quote Sparks
Hey ya guys so um not bored but I'm just tired and stuff and I feel in the mood of writing. I still love this vibe that I have been going on since recently. I think its great; there is not one day when I feel under the weather recently or feeling you know fed up. I'm just constantly smiling. It's a good feeling. Um what has been up with me recently... Exam results in a few days arrrrgggghhhh but I am hoping...um praying that everything will go well with them. Been talking to school friends online and they wanna go out on the day of results club, pub or just something fun you know to celebrate everything.
Got a few problems though to do with me going to pick up my results. Yeah Charlotte has asked me to go away with her to the Isle of Wight which I don't mind 'cus I've been there before and its great. One little tiny weenie problem, too many things fall on that week. Chris comes back on the 16th (yey) and plus my results are ready for me to pick up on the 18th (gonna kick test ass) and char wants me to go away with her from 15th to the 19th (yeah I know complicated) so basically what is going on is that I've got to make up my mind whether I am going or not. Chris is telling me not to worry and that I should go and have fun and he can see me another time and that he can pick up my results for me. But I can't do that to him. So yeah I'm stuck. Also I'm meant to be meeting up with Zen who I saw like last week. He is cool we are back on good terms again. Man he can seriously jar me AT TIMES WITH HIS HISSY FITS ( yes I am trying to point it out to you) but I love him to bits.
Hmm talked to Zak yesterday, got a little worried that I didn't see him and Kyle online. But he's cool. Which is good. He makes me laugh. basically he was meant to come down and you know see us, but he can't due to lack of money, which is cool because when you've wanted something generally for yourself and you wanna buy it you would work very hard just to get it. I just wonder why other people can't understand that eh!
ooh today hopefully I should be receiving my almighty buff phone my dad told me its Samsung and black and it slides up so it is either a Samsung D500 (which I am hoping it is) or a Samsung E350 (which is another phone that is buff within itself) so either way I am in good new phone Ville.
I became a cheerleader today well technically yesterday cus it is now 2:25 in the morning and starting dancing around Kaz's living to music and Scott has come to the conclusion I am mad. Nope I'm just overly hyper *looks innocently up to the skies* Alan called Kaz and asked if I was single. I was like okay...um...why? *shudders* I like Alan as a friend, minus his creepy antics but the strong coming onto me is just scary.
um people keep on asking me if I have lost weight, now I just don't see and think I am pigging out so much I could have grown an extra chin but everyone was just saying her cordie you've lost weight and I'm like uh okay.
Also may I add since Azera is close to birth she had the chance to move out and she didn't she turned the place down. do you know wy to scrounge off me and my mum and use me as her personal slave it is driving me nuts. Now she is asking me to go saers with her now and is telling me to go and get dressed so I can haul her random bags home. Uh annoying so annoying. But must think happy thoughts not to omplete remove her head from her body. She's depending too much on me and my mum so what happenes when I leave she was alredy afraid at the fact that we move any time now. But now she is like constant glue to my arm. she never leaves me alone. I can't go anywgere without her being steps behind me asking me where I am going. *tuts* I seriously need a gun. I can't wait until the day I move. its gonna be wicked. I don't care my room is gonna be dream worhthy, well my dream like anyway...gadget packed *woots*
Okay only people who are in on the joke will know what this means next
lol!
Okay So I'm done for now got so much to do and so little time until this rocking summer ends see ya guys xxxx
Hey ya guys so um not bored but I'm just tired and stuff and I feel in the mood of writing. I still love this vibe that I have been going on since recently. I think its great; there is not one day when I feel under the weather recently or feeling you know fed up. I'm just constantly smiling. It's a good feeling. Um what has been up with me recently... Exam results in a few days arrrrgggghhhh but I am hoping...um praying that everything will go well with them. Been talking to school friends online and they wanna go out on the day of results club, pub or just something fun you know to celebrate everything.
Got a few problems though to do with me going to pick up my results. Yeah Charlotte has asked me to go away with her to the Isle of Wight which I don't mind 'cus I've been there before and its great. One little tiny weenie problem, too many things fall on that week. Chris comes back on the 16th (yey) and plus my results are ready for me to pick up on the 18th (gonna kick test ass) and char wants me to go away with her from 15th to the 19th (yeah I know complicated) so basically what is going on is that I've got to make up my mind whether I am going or not. Chris is telling me not to worry and that I should go and have fun and he can see me another time and that he can pick up my results for me. But I can't do that to him. So yeah I'm stuck. Also I'm meant to be meeting up with Zen who I saw like last week. He is cool we are back on good terms again. Man he can seriously jar me AT TIMES WITH HIS HISSY FITS ( yes I am trying to point it out to you) but I love him to bits.
Hmm talked to Zak yesterday, got a little worried that I didn't see him and Kyle online. But he's cool. Which is good. He makes me laugh. basically he was meant to come down and you know see us, but he can't due to lack of money, which is cool because when you've wanted something generally for yourself and you wanna buy it you would work very hard just to get it. I just wonder why other people can't understand that eh!
ooh today hopefully I should be receiving my almighty buff phone my dad told me its Samsung and black and it slides up so it is either a Samsung D500 (which I am hoping it is) or a Samsung E350 (which is another phone that is buff within itself) so either way I am in good new phone Ville.
I became a cheerleader today well technically yesterday cus it is now 2:25 in the morning and starting dancing around Kaz's living to music and Scott has come to the conclusion I am mad. Nope I'm just overly hyper *looks innocently up to the skies* Alan called Kaz and asked if I was single. I was like okay...um...why? *shudders* I like Alan as a friend, minus his creepy antics but the strong coming onto me is just scary.
um people keep on asking me if I have lost weight, now I just don't see and think I am pigging out so much I could have grown an extra chin but everyone was just saying her cordie you've lost weight and I'm like uh okay.
Also may I add since Azera is close to birth she had the chance to move out and she didn't she turned the place down. do you know wy to scrounge off me and my mum and use me as her personal slave it is driving me nuts. Now she is asking me to go saers with her now and is telling me to go and get dressed so I can haul her random bags home. Uh annoying so annoying. But must think happy thoughts not to omplete remove her head from her body. She's depending too much on me and my mum so what happenes when I leave she was alredy afraid at the fact that we move any time now. But now she is like constant glue to my arm. she never leaves me alone. I can't go anywgere without her being steps behind me asking me where I am going. *tuts* I seriously need a gun. I can't wait until the day I move. its gonna be wicked. I don't care my room is gonna be dream worhthy, well my dream like anyway...gadget packed *woots*
Okay only people who are in on the joke will know what this means next
lol!
Okay So I'm done for now got so much to do and so little time until this rocking summer ends see ya guys xxxx
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
awww my little geek
Okay chris doesn't want to believe that he has gone a bit geeky (which I love by the way) but the point is I said I would our convo up on my blog and he didn't believe me so I guess he might have a heartattack when he sees it's here. I might be going away with char next week if I can muster up some cash hopefully. But I got one more thing that is making this week seem alot more brighter. On friday I will recieve my new phone, my dad got it for me so I had no choice in what it was but I am happy in his choice trust me phone so I will be styling and profiling with my phone!!! Yey!
So heres the convo
Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hey Baby ^^
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Hey Hun. How are things going over there? Are they still tough?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah very hard. Been working non stop.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
And I miss you every time we finish on the phone and I have to force myself to go to work.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
awww poor hun miss you too. All this missing can affect a man you know!
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I agree! You should see me at work.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
But there is one good thing I can say
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
…..what?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Only 6 more days to go
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol! *does a little excited dance and sings* Six more days to go
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hear that she has the voice of an angel and she's doing the cancan.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it, you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Yeppers! Lifting up my legs, swinging around lampposts and all dat shit innit
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
LOL. Lifted legs :) LOL That's my gurl. Crazy and out of her damn mind :)
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol *says in proper rude girl flex* Ha You know
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
LOL. Don't turn rude girl on me.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
and what …. and what? *pulls out a bat*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
What you trying to say? You want to hit me now? *Light saber appears from no where*
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Okay… Okay *surrenders*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Black people always falter to the power of the light saber
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*Bows* *Looks up evilly and draws darth Mauls Light saber*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Oh shit XD
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Do wanna change the subject now? *waves it around with a smile on her face*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yes please LOL.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Good *smiles*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
How are you?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Been to see the Fat fucker yet?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
nah not recently. can't be bothered! Social keep on telling me I'm breaking the rules
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Tell me do I look like a person who fucking cares about rules.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I make my own thankyou
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I know you don't care about rules darling
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
This is me you are talking to
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Come on. If you cared about rules, would you have gone out with me in the first place?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol! oooh I bet you're very happy though
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hell yeah
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No other man's chick can compare to mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Who says I'm yours
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
remember you always share me with Michael Vartan LOL
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No fair
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I don't want to share
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
YOUR mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Okay a tiny bit possessive
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Just like that guy you were telling me about
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
which one
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
That freaky one that calls you corinnie
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Oh god Alan
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
"Corinnie you are mine" LOL.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
"noooooooooooooooooooooo"
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
if you said it I would be like
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
"Oh Okay then"
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
*has to turn away from screen* Yes.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*smiles*
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Guess what babe
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
What?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I got a new guitar
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hey, about time.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Is it as beautiful as the person who plays it?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
oh aren't you the soppy one today. But yes it is.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
it's white and has a black fret board and is white near where the machine heads are.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I wanna engrave my initials in it and then go over it in silver or gold.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Sounds good
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
When I get back home we can Jam again
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
when you play drums you kill the poor thing
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No I don't. It's just called violent drumming babe.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
yeah if you had long hair that would be some scary stuff to watch
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
though you know you are good
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Well I have got a mini afro when I take out my plaits
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
you've grown out your hair again
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah got bored of it being short
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I hate you
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
why?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
cause your hair is probably longer than mine
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Your mum went Edward scissor hands with your hair again
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*sobs* …yes
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I like your hair short
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Although longer suits you better
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
But when your hair is short it's easier to put my hands through
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
how would you remember something like that you haven't put your hands through my hair in ages
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
When something is gone and you miss it, you remember the little things.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Awww he misses the little things
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Leave me alone.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I think you can be such a sweet geek sometimes
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
God if this gets out
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Don't worry look on my blog in about a few hours this convo will be up there
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
*gasps* You wouldn't. If you do I will smash your guitar.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
ha you wish. you see me petrol, lighter. Say bye bye to your drums
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says| Coco is a mean cow says:
Screen name
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*You love me really* hurt the guitar and say bye to the drums* says:
Lol! Look at mine
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you|touch my drums and I'll cut off your tits says:
XD mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*what tits I aint got no tits* I am a man says:
I didn't want you to find out this way lol!
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Omg The girl of my dreams is a man says:
Omfg Lord why? Wait one second I know for a fact you aint a guy
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*Yes I am a man that bulge in my trousers is real says:
And how do you know that????
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Coco do you remember BURGESS PARK says:
screen name XD
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*Yes I am a man that bulge in my trousers is real says:
Um oh yeah so moving on swiftly
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Coco do you remember BURGESS PARK says:
I thought you might do that.
see geeky! he's gonna hate me now for a while. lol! gonna go now and check up on Kaz apparently she is in a mood about something so I'm gonna go and try and help her out. Super Cordie to the rescue.
So heres the convo
Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hey Baby ^^
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Hey Hun. How are things going over there? Are they still tough?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah very hard. Been working non stop.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
And I miss you every time we finish on the phone and I have to force myself to go to work.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
awww poor hun miss you too. All this missing can affect a man you know!
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I agree! You should see me at work.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
But there is one good thing I can say
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
…..what?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Only 6 more days to go
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol! *does a little excited dance and sings* Six more days to go
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hear that she has the voice of an angel and she's doing the cancan.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it, you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Yeppers! Lifting up my legs, swinging around lampposts and all dat shit innit
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
LOL. Lifted legs :) LOL That's my gurl. Crazy and out of her damn mind :)
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol *says in proper rude girl flex* Ha You know
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
LOL. Don't turn rude girl on me.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
and what …. and what? *pulls out a bat*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
What you trying to say? You want to hit me now? *Light saber appears from no where*
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Okay… Okay *surrenders*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Black people always falter to the power of the light saber
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*Bows* *Looks up evilly and draws darth Mauls Light saber*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Oh shit XD
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Do wanna change the subject now? *waves it around with a smile on her face*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yes please LOL.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Good *smiles*
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
How are you?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Been to see the Fat fucker yet?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
nah not recently. can't be bothered! Social keep on telling me I'm breaking the rules
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Tell me do I look like a person who fucking cares about rules.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I make my own thankyou
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I know you don't care about rules darling
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
This is me you are talking to
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Come on. If you cared about rules, would you have gone out with me in the first place?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Lol! oooh I bet you're very happy though
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hell yeah
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No other man's chick can compare to mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Who says I'm yours
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
remember you always share me with Michael Vartan LOL
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No fair
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I don't want to share
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
YOUR mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Okay a tiny bit possessive
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Just like that guy you were telling me about
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
which one
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
?
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
That freaky one that calls you corinnie
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Oh god Alan
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
"Corinnie you are mine" LOL.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
"noooooooooooooooooooooo"
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
if you said it I would be like
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
"Oh Okay then"
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
*has to turn away from screen* Yes.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*smiles*
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Guess what babe
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
What?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I got a new guitar
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Hey, about time.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Is it as beautiful as the person who plays it?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
oh aren't you the soppy one today. But yes it is.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
it's white and has a black fret board and is white near where the machine heads are.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I wanna engrave my initials in it and then go over it in silver or gold.
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Sounds good
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
When I get back home we can Jam again
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
when you play drums you kill the poor thing
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
No I don't. It's just called violent drumming babe.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
yeah if you had long hair that would be some scary stuff to watch
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
though you know you are good
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Well I have got a mini afro when I take out my plaits
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
you've grown out your hair again
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Yeah got bored of it being short
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I hate you
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
why?
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
cause your hair is probably longer than mine
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Your mum went Edward scissor hands with your hair again
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
*sobs* …yes
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
I like your hair short
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Although longer suits you better
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
But when your hair is short it's easier to put my hands through
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
how would you remember something like that you haven't put your hands through my hair in ages
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
When something is gone and you miss it, you remember the little things.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Awww he misses the little things
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
Leave me alone.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
I think you can be such a sweet geek sometimes
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
God if this gets out
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
Don't worry look on my blog in about a few hours this convo will be up there
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says:
*gasps* You wouldn't. If you do I will smash your guitar.
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate* ultimate and I'm sure of it* says:
ha you wish. you see me petrol, lighter. Say bye bye to your drums
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you says| Coco is a mean cow says:
Screen name
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*You love me really* hurt the guitar and say bye to the drums* says:
Lol! Look at mine
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know I belong with you|touch my drums and I'll cut off your tits says:
XD mine
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*what tits I aint got no tits* I am a man says:
I didn't want you to find out this way lol!
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Omg The girl of my dreams is a man says:
Omfg Lord why? Wait one second I know for a fact you aint a guy
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*Yes I am a man that bulge in my trousers is real says:
And how do you know that????
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Coco do you remember BURGESS PARK says:
screen name XD
*~Pyrexia ~*You're it you're the ultimate*Yes I am a man that bulge in my trousers is real says:
Um oh yeah so moving on swiftly
Magicz | The St. Lucian Super Saiyan - You know we belong|Coco do you remember BURGESS PARK says:
I thought you might do that.
see geeky! he's gonna hate me now for a while. lol! gonna go now and check up on Kaz apparently she is in a mood about something so I'm gonna go and try and help her out. Super Cordie to the rescue.
Sunday, August 07, 2005
Speaking to you through the sounds of the sea
So yep I am writing this entry sitting on the beach of Bournemouth. Its cool, I've been here before of course but who would know church people could be so funny. I know I sound like a stereotypical little cow but, they are hardcore Christians you would expect them to pray before they get in the sea or pray before they sit lol! Okay that was taking it too far, *laughs* (Pray before they sit)
The weather is wicked. The atmosphere is top notch and the young people feel where I am coming from. The only problem that I have is that I have had an allergic reaction to something in the Pizza that I had on Friday. Not too sure what I reacted to, but basically I came up in a rash and I keep on itching. The rash has gone away but the itching is so bad at times I have to sit on my hands at some parts but I am fine.
Met up with Blessed it was great to see him. He was wicked and is just like me a black person who listens to R'n'b and Rock, which is cool. He is watching me while I write this and laughs at the fact that I document my life on a blog, but the funniest thing is he asks for the address I told him to give me a message when I get home so yey!!! new messages.
My mum is getting slightly on my nerves due to the fact that of all things for the beach she forgot a bloody towel lol. I mean how do you go to a beach and forget a towel lol that's just wrong.
So I'm thinking about taking a few scenery photos and possible putting them on DA. I've been doing a lot of photos and stuff for DA must be out of boredom.
I'm actually considering now of scratching my skin off cause of this allergy thing. It's itchy but I am slowly but surely getting used to the raw feeling of it all. Its funny how everyone here is wearing beautiful pinks, blues and reds and here is me and blessed wearing black and listening to New found glory. We look the most depressed out of everyone. We are planning to check out some rides and go to the shops. Well since our holiday doesn't seem to be happening cause char is going to be away. I guess we should still do something fun to make up for it maybe the beach or go to a theme park or something ah I figure something out like I always do. Plus I think Char would like to go cinema when she comes back. Probably to watch the devil rejects or watch fantastic four again since I have now watched it about 4 times. Good film. Watched Charlie and the chocolate factory the other day, lets put it this way the hulk and crossroads were much better movies than that. Omg, Me Dwaine char and mark was fighting sleep.
Might get my hair done during the week and stuff, might plait it or you know do what I did last time and plait it with different hair. Yeah I know cordie with hair that is not her own. I know its weird.
Okay so I'm signing out for a little while might write later not too sure though.
Oh pictures
Blessed patting down a buried Maxine |My mum and rose do you smell something cooking
The weather is wicked. The atmosphere is top notch and the young people feel where I am coming from. The only problem that I have is that I have had an allergic reaction to something in the Pizza that I had on Friday. Not too sure what I reacted to, but basically I came up in a rash and I keep on itching. The rash has gone away but the itching is so bad at times I have to sit on my hands at some parts but I am fine.
Met up with Blessed it was great to see him. He was wicked and is just like me a black person who listens to R'n'b and Rock, which is cool. He is watching me while I write this and laughs at the fact that I document my life on a blog, but the funniest thing is he asks for the address I told him to give me a message when I get home so yey!!! new messages.
My mum is getting slightly on my nerves due to the fact that of all things for the beach she forgot a bloody towel lol. I mean how do you go to a beach and forget a towel lol that's just wrong.
So I'm thinking about taking a few scenery photos and possible putting them on DA. I've been doing a lot of photos and stuff for DA must be out of boredom.
I'm actually considering now of scratching my skin off cause of this allergy thing. It's itchy but I am slowly but surely getting used to the raw feeling of it all. Its funny how everyone here is wearing beautiful pinks, blues and reds and here is me and blessed wearing black and listening to New found glory. We look the most depressed out of everyone. We are planning to check out some rides and go to the shops. Well since our holiday doesn't seem to be happening cause char is going to be away. I guess we should still do something fun to make up for it maybe the beach or go to a theme park or something ah I figure something out like I always do. Plus I think Char would like to go cinema when she comes back. Probably to watch the devil rejects or watch fantastic four again since I have now watched it about 4 times. Good film. Watched Charlie and the chocolate factory the other day, lets put it this way the hulk and crossroads were much better movies than that. Omg, Me Dwaine char and mark was fighting sleep.
Might get my hair done during the week and stuff, might plait it or you know do what I did last time and plait it with different hair. Yeah I know cordie with hair that is not her own. I know its weird.
Okay so I'm signing out for a little while might write later not too sure though.
Oh pictures
Blessed patting down a buried Maxine |My mum and rose do you smell something cooking
Saturday, August 06, 2005
Got you on my mind! 11 days until Paradise!
So Hmm update of my life. What have I got for you....
Okay so basically for those who are not entirely stupid lol! will notice I have been talking about a lot in my recent journal entries that's because we have been talking to him every night, when I mean every night, I mean every night on the phone about random stuff. Cracking jokes. He can't cuss me no more about having red hair, cus its kind of faded. But bascially, he asked me a few nights ago do I wanna give it another try. Yep, there could be a possiblity that me and Chris may get back together, Cause I swear when we talk Our convos will start at like 12 at night and like finish at like 5 in the morning. I feel so comforted by them strangely. But he asked me and in someway I didn't know what to say. I mean Chris is a good guy. It was our rents that pulled our relationship apart not us.
He's great listens to my problems, there for me all the time, calls me, thinks about me and the smallest things. but.... there is a big but..... I will be letting down certain people who don't agree with my thoughts on Chris. E.g. Kaz. Now I know Kaz only means good, but if I go into this relationshyip I go in alone meaning, NO interferrances. But I am seriously considering it. He makes me smile. *blushes* He comes back from St.lucia in 11 days and boy can I say I am excited. I get to go to the airport *does a little dance*
So I have to go to that trip to bournemouth tomoz with my mum and her church which should be cool and also I got my uncle to call off me going to America this summer. Ah well I'll be there in winter and while these suckers are in the cold I'll be living it up in the sun in California *woots* Hey Bin ladens friends may cath me on the plane but ah well its worth the risk.
Oh Also big possibility I might be going amsterdamn too. Yey. With Vic and his friends. When I down to yorkshire in two more weeks. Plus my new and very gorgeous baby arrived yesterday.... no not who you are thinking of. My guitar, it's so prettttttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It's white a gorgeous black fret board (yeah niggers dool) I shall take pictures and post them on here. I might also be getting a Mp3 player and hopefully crosses fingers a new Sony Ericsson. My dad said he was meant to buy me a new phone for my bday. Not that I want one. But Hey if I'm getting a new phone and a mp3 might as well appreciate it.
Oh getting money from government to be exact 400 quid and with that my asss is going on a shopping spree yey!!!!!!!!!!! New clothes.... about fucking time anyway shall do a new update sooner cus I only have 2 mins left on the net cafe see yaxxxx
Okay so basically for those who are not entirely stupid lol! will notice I have been talking about a lot in my recent journal entries that's because we have been talking to him every night, when I mean every night, I mean every night on the phone about random stuff. Cracking jokes. He can't cuss me no more about having red hair, cus its kind of faded. But bascially, he asked me a few nights ago do I wanna give it another try. Yep, there could be a possiblity that me and Chris may get back together, Cause I swear when we talk Our convos will start at like 12 at night and like finish at like 5 in the morning. I feel so comforted by them strangely. But he asked me and in someway I didn't know what to say. I mean Chris is a good guy. It was our rents that pulled our relationship apart not us.
He's great listens to my problems, there for me all the time, calls me, thinks about me and the smallest things. but.... there is a big but..... I will be letting down certain people who don't agree with my thoughts on Chris. E.g. Kaz. Now I know Kaz only means good, but if I go into this relationshyip I go in alone meaning, NO interferrances. But I am seriously considering it. He makes me smile. *blushes* He comes back from St.lucia in 11 days and boy can I say I am excited. I get to go to the airport *does a little dance*
So I have to go to that trip to bournemouth tomoz with my mum and her church which should be cool and also I got my uncle to call off me going to America this summer. Ah well I'll be there in winter and while these suckers are in the cold I'll be living it up in the sun in California *woots* Hey Bin ladens friends may cath me on the plane but ah well its worth the risk.
Oh Also big possibility I might be going amsterdamn too. Yey. With Vic and his friends. When I down to yorkshire in two more weeks. Plus my new and very gorgeous baby arrived yesterday.... no not who you are thinking of. My guitar, it's so prettttttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It's white a gorgeous black fret board (yeah niggers dool) I shall take pictures and post them on here. I might also be getting a Mp3 player and hopefully crosses fingers a new Sony Ericsson. My dad said he was meant to buy me a new phone for my bday. Not that I want one. But Hey if I'm getting a new phone and a mp3 might as well appreciate it.
Oh getting money from government to be exact 400 quid and with that my asss is going on a shopping spree yey!!!!!!!!!!! New clothes.... about fucking time anyway shall do a new update sooner cus I only have 2 mins left on the net cafe see yaxxxx
Monday, August 01, 2005
Graceless Lady you know who I am
Well yep its Monday, not a good day. Well it’s not one of my favorite days but someone is making me feel happy to face it. So hmm what are my plans for this week? To tell you the truth I have no clue, but I got a feeling that there will be a lot to do as the week progresses.
Things that happened over the weekend um… Azera was stalking Anthony again, which was just entertainment in itself since mark said that I told him to come up when I said no such thing and he came up to find Azera spread out on Kaz’s bed. He literally ran out of there and by the time Mark had time to go outside and look for him he was near his bike, which was downstairs getting ready to piss off. Lol! Don’t worry guys he came back for more abuse later.
Kaz and Dwaine are still arguing. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m stepping down, I mean I have tried they have turned to me to help them to make this right; the only problem is I don’t know how. I don’t know how to make the current issue go away. So I’m stepping down… meaning, I there if they need some to talk to but I aint getting involved.
Um I witnessed um Lenny grabbing Richard lifting him against the wall Richard putting his legs around Lenny and lifting Richard up and down like they were getting down to it. That was so wrong. Trust me all the boys except for Mark, Dwaine, Scott and Anthony were going on some gay trip. It was funny. Some bits disturbing though.
I have lost ten pounds (not in weight lol) as well. I withdrew it from my account and then put it in my purse and it vanished into thin air. I hate this. That is second time in two weeks. But I don’t if I should start suspecting someone *coughazeracough* or just accept it my clumsy nature.
I have got to go to the seaside on Sunday with my mum’s church and it maybe interesting but first I have to buy a new minidisk and record some new tracks on it because frankly I am getting tired of the same old ones over and over. Plus I have lost Kaz’s headphones so I have to buy those back. They were wicked. What I am a fan of hearing base, I am not up for any monotone crap.
Ooh I finally went back to work on Saturday. It was good to be back and actually interact with some really annoying customers and having your manager eyeing you up from a distance. That man gave me a break and a half. But Richard was jokes. He made me feel great. He left me a happy birthday card in my locker with money in it and he gave me my present by hand. It was a cute forever friends teddy bear saying 18 on the paw.
Oh I changed the blog song to Wild horses. Yey! Look at me being all excited over one song lol! I swear I need help sometimes. Talking to Chris while typing this he saying I should announce when his highness is returning lol! to be specific since his trip has been extended 15 days. Happy…*smiles* He is upset though because the time he comes back I may be up in Yorkshire with my mum, my aunt and Vic. Hey sheep-a-doo hope your sis is alright by the way, I heard what happened, give her my love.
So I think that’s it guys I’m done for the day surprisingly. I don’t think I got no other news to um deliver. Or any cryptic words of wisdom (not that I give that anyway) so I’m outtie. Oh yeah pinch, punch first of the month. See ya xxxxx
Things that happened over the weekend um… Azera was stalking Anthony again, which was just entertainment in itself since mark said that I told him to come up when I said no such thing and he came up to find Azera spread out on Kaz’s bed. He literally ran out of there and by the time Mark had time to go outside and look for him he was near his bike, which was downstairs getting ready to piss off. Lol! Don’t worry guys he came back for more abuse later.
Kaz and Dwaine are still arguing. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I’m stepping down, I mean I have tried they have turned to me to help them to make this right; the only problem is I don’t know how. I don’t know how to make the current issue go away. So I’m stepping down… meaning, I there if they need some to talk to but I aint getting involved.
Um I witnessed um Lenny grabbing Richard lifting him against the wall Richard putting his legs around Lenny and lifting Richard up and down like they were getting down to it. That was so wrong. Trust me all the boys except for Mark, Dwaine, Scott and Anthony were going on some gay trip. It was funny. Some bits disturbing though.
I have lost ten pounds (not in weight lol) as well. I withdrew it from my account and then put it in my purse and it vanished into thin air. I hate this. That is second time in two weeks. But I don’t if I should start suspecting someone *coughazeracough* or just accept it my clumsy nature.
I have got to go to the seaside on Sunday with my mum’s church and it maybe interesting but first I have to buy a new minidisk and record some new tracks on it because frankly I am getting tired of the same old ones over and over. Plus I have lost Kaz’s headphones so I have to buy those back. They were wicked. What I am a fan of hearing base, I am not up for any monotone crap.
Ooh I finally went back to work on Saturday. It was good to be back and actually interact with some really annoying customers and having your manager eyeing you up from a distance. That man gave me a break and a half. But Richard was jokes. He made me feel great. He left me a happy birthday card in my locker with money in it and he gave me my present by hand. It was a cute forever friends teddy bear saying 18 on the paw.
Oh I changed the blog song to Wild horses. Yey! Look at me being all excited over one song lol! I swear I need help sometimes. Talking to Chris while typing this he saying I should announce when his highness is returning lol! to be specific since his trip has been extended 15 days. Happy…*smiles* He is upset though because the time he comes back I may be up in Yorkshire with my mum, my aunt and Vic. Hey sheep-a-doo hope your sis is alright by the way, I heard what happened, give her my love.
So I think that’s it guys I’m done for the day surprisingly. I don’t think I got no other news to um deliver. Or any cryptic words of wisdom (not that I give that anyway) so I’m outtie. Oh yeah pinch, punch first of the month. See ya xxxxx
Fallen from grace
well today has been quite the hectic day, well charlotte got a new place where she could move in with one of the women that she is volunteer with and basically the woman said that charlotte today that she couldn’t move in anymore because maybe one of her daughters had talked to her and told her to object it. Well by the time charlotte found out this information she already had bought paint and all sorts to decorate it and already enlisted our help.
So basically she was really pissed off and crying which I can understand ‘cus her parents still treat her like she is 3 and in her words dislike her ‘cus she doesn’t go to church lol. They just make her feel very unwelcome at her house and I feel sorry for char when she speaks about it ‘cus she looks so down about it I wanted to hug her. So basically me and Jay went over to charlottes and stuff and basically caught her in the process of drinking cider at 4 in the afternoon. Now any normal and sane person knows that char is not one to hold her liquor but hear what she had and no matter how we tried to stop her, more bottles came out from random places. So to only prove a point we let her drink but look how much she had. 2 coke bottles filled with cider plus a small Lambrini bottle and then a Smirnoff bottle and by the end of her little binge she was pretty um…fucked. She was so fucked that I had to take out her contacts from her eyes. lol! Yeah but basically, she was all upset and stuff.
Another thing that happened today I got caught in the middle of a Dwaine and Kaz argument, really not good. D snapped at me, everyone knows I hate when people snap at me and storm off especially if they have’t actually explained themselves properly, two things I can’t stand is when people shut me out and when they Snap at me. Basically this whole Alan being a perve, yes a perve , that’s the words I am going to use cause it is solely the truth. Its taking it toll on their relationship. I love them both I will support them in anyway possible. I wont get in the middle anything ‘cus basically I think people should be allowed to sort their problems out by themselves, plus I’m not gonna be that third person in the relationship. Never have and never will. But I want them to see that they are great together when they are not fighting.
Okay Azera right now happens to be farting in her sleep, which is just a bit sick, cus now there is this frowsy smell in the room. EWW.
Um somehow I have happened to have lost the guitar necklace that Asher gave to me .My primary plan was to put it in my purse and you know when ever I saw him again I would give it back to him. But somehow it has managed to um disappear from my purse so I guess I have lost it somewhere in London. So looks like its kinda not returning to its owner.
Um by the time I have uploaded this entry the song on my blog would have been changed to wild horses which I have been trying to do for weeks now. I love this song to death I mean while I am actually writing this entry I am listening to the song bloody hell Cordie stop with the extensive listening to the song.
what else, oh yeah Alan is still offering his bed to me and told me if I am ever thinking about losing my virginity that I should come to him. Oh that I should go to his house instead of going home. I mean no, just no, and one more time no. That’s all I gotta say.
I can’t believe it 06:02 in the morning and here I am still writing this entry with Azera snoring the night away and me actually feeling slightly hungry. but yeah see yasxxxxx
So basically she was really pissed off and crying which I can understand ‘cus her parents still treat her like she is 3 and in her words dislike her ‘cus she doesn’t go to church lol. They just make her feel very unwelcome at her house and I feel sorry for char when she speaks about it ‘cus she looks so down about it I wanted to hug her. So basically me and Jay went over to charlottes and stuff and basically caught her in the process of drinking cider at 4 in the afternoon. Now any normal and sane person knows that char is not one to hold her liquor but hear what she had and no matter how we tried to stop her, more bottles came out from random places. So to only prove a point we let her drink but look how much she had. 2 coke bottles filled with cider plus a small Lambrini bottle and then a Smirnoff bottle and by the end of her little binge she was pretty um…fucked. She was so fucked that I had to take out her contacts from her eyes. lol! Yeah but basically, she was all upset and stuff.
Another thing that happened today I got caught in the middle of a Dwaine and Kaz argument, really not good. D snapped at me, everyone knows I hate when people snap at me and storm off especially if they have’t actually explained themselves properly, two things I can’t stand is when people shut me out and when they Snap at me. Basically this whole Alan being a perve, yes a perve , that’s the words I am going to use cause it is solely the truth. Its taking it toll on their relationship. I love them both I will support them in anyway possible. I wont get in the middle anything ‘cus basically I think people should be allowed to sort their problems out by themselves, plus I’m not gonna be that third person in the relationship. Never have and never will. But I want them to see that they are great together when they are not fighting.
Okay Azera right now happens to be farting in her sleep, which is just a bit sick, cus now there is this frowsy smell in the room. EWW.
Um somehow I have happened to have lost the guitar necklace that Asher gave to me .My primary plan was to put it in my purse and you know when ever I saw him again I would give it back to him. But somehow it has managed to um disappear from my purse so I guess I have lost it somewhere in London. So looks like its kinda not returning to its owner.
Um by the time I have uploaded this entry the song on my blog would have been changed to wild horses which I have been trying to do for weeks now. I love this song to death I mean while I am actually writing this entry I am listening to the song bloody hell Cordie stop with the extensive listening to the song.
what else, oh yeah Alan is still offering his bed to me and told me if I am ever thinking about losing my virginity that I should come to him. Oh that I should go to his house instead of going home. I mean no, just no, and one more time no. That’s all I gotta say.
I can’t believe it 06:02 in the morning and here I am still writing this entry with Azera snoring the night away and me actually feeling slightly hungry. but yeah see yasxxxxx
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