*This poem chris wrote for me so long ago and I found it last week. I Laughed when he was saying to me he spent time writing it for me when we were younger and I had lost it and I found it again and he made me read it to him down the phone cause stupid him doesn't know anything saving stuff on his computer.(nah just kidding he is a computer wizz.)So basically he wants me to put it up here so he can look at it when ever he wants so there you go chris!
I have sent you my invitation,
The note inscribed on the palm of my hand by the fire of the living
Don't jump up and shout, "Yes, this is what I want! Let's do it!"
Just stand up quietly and dance with me.
Show me the way you follow your deepest desires,
spiralling down into the ache within the ache.
And I will show you how I reach inward and open outward
to feel the kiss of the Mystery, sweetlips on my own, everyday.
Don't tell me you want to hold the whole world in your heart.
Show me how you turn away from making another wrong without
abandoning yourself when you are hurt and afraid of being unloved.
Tell me a story of who you are,
And see who I am in the stories I am living.
And together we will remember that each of us always has a choice.
Don't tell me how wonderful things will be . . .Someday.
Show me you can risk being completely at peace,
truly OK with the way things are right now in this moment,
and again in the next and the next and the next . . .
I have heard enough warrior stroies of heroic daring.
Tell me how you crumble when you hit the wall,
the place you cannot go beyond by the strength of your own will.
What carries you to the other side of that wall,
to the fragile beauty of your own humanness?
And after we have shown each toher how we have set and kept the
clear, healthy boundries that help us live side by side with each other,
let us risk remembering that we never stop silently loving
those we once loved out loud.
Take me to the placeson the earth that teach you how to dance,
the places where you can risk letting the world break your heart.
And I will take you to the places where the earth beneath myfeet
And the stars overhead make my heart whole again.
Show me how you take care of business
without letting business determine who you are.
When the children are fed but still the voices within and around us
shout that soul's desires have too high a price
let us remind each other that it is never about the money.
Show me how you offer to your people and the world
the stories and the songs you want our children's children to remember,
and I will show you how I struggle
not to change the world, but to love it.;
Sit beside me in long moments of shared solitude,
knowing both our absoulute alonesss and undeniable belonging.
Dance with me in the silence and in the sound of small daily words,
holding neither against me at the end of the day.
And when the sound of all the declarations of our sinserest
intentions has died away on the wind,
dance with me in the infinite pause before the mext great inhale
of the breath that is breathing us all into being,
not filling the emptiness from the outside or from within.
Don't say, "Yes!"
Just take my hand and dance with me.
Chris x
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